Chapter 9: CH 9

Chapter 9: Do you regret it?

Hai Tao, the male host, was excited. “Perhaps Yu Ye was just trying to survive, but who knows if it was for his daughter. Otherwise, why would he be so bad at educating his child?”

The female host, Nana, agreed. “That’s right, according to the next development, it will be the time for Yu Shuying to rise up. Why didn’t he let this child be a child star? Why did he let this genius not show off for the first time!!!”

At this moment, the rest of the stadium also shouted loudly.

Everyone was basically saying, “Come on, Yu Shuying, you’re the best, you still have us.”

Yu Shuying bowed gently.

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Little Shuying.

She was three years and eleven months old, and she was thoroughly familiar with the second part.

After that, she began to think about the ending.

At this moment, it was winter.

The first scene was at five o’clock in the morning. Yu Ye got up and covered her daughter with a blanket. He covered his throat that was about to cough and pressed the veins on his forehead. Then, he put on a tattered coat and made breakfast. Then, he locked the door and placed the alarm device to prevent anyone from entering.

Then, he rode his electric car to school to deliver food.

The cold wind whistled through the air. His eyelashes were stained with snow. It was neither cold nor terrifying. What was terrifying was the dizziness caused by his headache.

At 8:30 a.m., after the meal was delivered, he returned home.

His daughter obediently waited for him before eating. The food was two servings.

One serving of roast goose and rice porridge.

One serving of the old godmother’s rice porridge.

The former was eaten by her daughter, while the latter was eaten by Yu Ye. When Little Shuying picked up the food for Yu Ye, Yu Ye smiled and went back.

“I cough when I eat meat.” He smiled.

It made many people feel sad.

However, Little Shuying smiled seriously and nodded seriously.

After dinner, Yu Ye went out. During the day, he worked as a worker and hurried home in the evening to prepare dinner. Then, it was eight o’clock.

His daughter was writing the last paragraph.

She had already written the first sentence.

Chong’er Fei.

Then, she didn’t know what to write. This surprised Yu Shuying. Was she really a genius?

Yu Ye smiled as she touched Shuying’s head and said casually.

“What did Chong’er eat?”

“Leaves, soil, bugs, flowers,” Shuying said as she counted her fingers.

“It’s like sleeping in the dirt, and the worms are flying away, so the dirt should also fall asleep.” Yu Ye pointed to the dark night outside the window.

“Okay.” Little Shuying nodded and wrote, but then she shook her head.

“It doesn’t sound good. What if Mommy gets angry when she hears this song? Why would she tell the flowers to sleep?” Little Shuying’s eyes lit up and he blurted out.

At this moment, Yu Shuying couldn’t help but clench her hands.

Because that father was still speaking.

“Then why don’t we call them next, one by one?” Yu Ye spoke seriously, but his gentle eyes could melt all the ice.

“No, you need to call a pair and then another looks good. No, it’s beautiful.”

Then, Little Shuying wrote down again.

One pair after another was beautiful.

“Then is your mother afraid of dark? Is she afraid of heartbreak? She loves you so much. She must not be afraid of darkness, heartbreak, and fatigue. In order to find you, she is not afraid of going in any direction. She is not afraid of anything.”

Yu Ye repeated in Shuying’s ear.

In that month, Little Shushying had changed the lyrics countless times, and she had finally finished.

Until Little Shuying was three years old, on the 1st day of the 12th month, she held the lyrics in her hands and sang them seriously. At that moment, the innocent, ethereal, sweet-sounding, sorrowful and missing song sounded.

It was as if it was the sadness that connected the two dimensions.

The dark sky hung low

Bright stars follow

Chong’er Fei

Chong’er Fei

Who are you missing?

The stars in the sky were crying

The roses on the ground withered

The cold wind blew

The cold wind blew

As long as you accompany me

Chong’er Fei

Flowers sleep

Pair after pair of beautiful talent

Not afraid of dark

I’m afraid my heart is broken.

Whether tired or not

No matter the southeast or northwest

At that moment, after the song was finished, Little Shuying held his father’s hand and raised her head to ask, “I’ve finished writing the lyrics. When can I see Mommy?”

“Very soon, when your song is sung by many people and when many people like you, you will be able to see her.” Yu Ye spoke seriously, while Little Shuyinh nodded obediently and seriously.

His expression was like a prophecy. He had predicted that she would be nineteen years old, and that Yu Shuying would be like a ripple, spanning fifteen years.

A late but accurate prophecy.

But at that moment, the program station and Yu Shuying watched with mixed feelings and couldn’t help but whisper.

“Is this how the first song of her life appeared? It seems like everything was just a coincidence, but it was all designed by him. He made me write this song, strengthening my confidence in my first creation.

“But the lyrics were indeed written by my mother. My father is just a messenger. Since you’re so hard-nosed to make me write this song, why did you deprive me of my first hope of fame when I was four years old?

“Why did you deprive me of my study every time?

“Why do you deny all my efforts?

“I haven’t called you father since I was four years old. I don’t regret it because you’re not worth being called that.”

Yu Shuying said silently, standing there in a sad and lonely manner. It was as if she had returned to the year when she was four years old. She was alone, holding a book and watching the other children play, while she only had endless boring studies.

From the budding of her childhood memories, to her freedom and confusion as a young girl, to her academic choices, she had been fighting her father all her life.

“I don’t regret not calling you father when I was four…”

At this moment, the sound resounded throughout the audience. Her grief seemed to have turned into water, opening up the tears and sadness of every audience.

Many viewers couldn’t help but marvel at her journey of growth.

There were also people who were curious about what had happened when she was four years old. A father-daughter duel like this had happened.

Because of this, Yu Shuying was unwilling to reconcile.