Song Yixiao was ashamed and angry, saying without hesitation, âWho is more like the wood? Youâve stared at me for such a long time, doing nothing at all!â
Jian Xubai was slightly surprised and then put down the curtain laughingly, âSince you are so frank, how can I let you down?â
The curtain dropped, which covered the amazing scene on bed.
The bed exquisitely made with padauk by the craftsmen was slightly shaking while Song Yixiao in the curtain felt as if being in the stormy waves.
After doing for a few times, she became completely faint and dizzy. Extremely tired, holding her husbandâs shoulders, she begged her husband to stop, but Jian Xubai just lowered his head to press his forehead against hers, saying smilingly, âDo you remember what I said to you the other day? Iâve told you not to feel remorseful, havenât I?â
Song Yixiao recalled that in a trance, embarrassed and angry. She pushed him weakly. However, he kissed her even harder.
Amidst passionate kisses, they were closely pressing against each other. She felt as tremblingly hot as fire and lava, fearfully painful and indulgently delighted. For the moment, she had no idea when it was and where she was, as if her world was merely within the small curtain.
It was more like that only she and her husband existed in this world.
Regardless of the past, or the future, at the moment, he was her everything.
So was she to him.
âThis finally happened!â Prepared as she was before getting married, Song Yixiao canât help sighing about losing her virginity.
He was her husband and she was his wife. It was natural that they should sleep together and own each other.
She had been prepared since her wedding.
Yet, loss of her virginity and consummation of the marriage with her husband still put her into a panic for the unknown future.
In the following days, she might be faced with the helplessness about sickness and death, the dispute over trivial matters in life, the grudge over betrayalâ¦
It was easy to simply write a memorial about oneâs life but in reality, she should compose her own books of life with her husband through days and nights together.
Witnessed by their families and the invited guests, they would spend the rest of their life together since their wedding ceremony.
How could ordinary people foresee what would happen for the following decades?
How could she not feel afraid?
However, just because she couldnât know what would happen tomorrow, she still had hope and fantasy despite fear. The snow fell on the roof while the candlelight was burning quietly. The couple was cuddling in each otherâs arms warmly.
For the moment, regardless of the perplexity for the future, she held her husband tightly and affectionately, just like an ordinary wife did.
Compared with Song Yixiaoâs complicated mind, Jian Xubai didnât think that much. He stared at his wife in his arms and saw her hickeys on the neck. Subconsciously, he smiled happily. Yeah, his heart was filled with sheer happiness.
He finally owned her nominally and physically. His feeling of delight was beyond words.
He looked out of the curtain and found that the first rays of the morning sun had cast in the room gently.
Stroked by the sunshine, Jian Xubai closed his eyes comfortably.
When Song Yixiao woke up, it was in the evening.
She felt sore and sluggish all over her body, who was in low spirits. Unlike her, Jian Xubai, who was decently dressed up, looked in fine fig, with flashing eyes and a big smile.
âAre you hungry?â He helped his wife freshen up nicely and said considerately. âI asked the chef to cook chicken soup and cubilose at noon. Now you can eat some then!â
âYou got up at noon? Why didnât you wake me up?â When Song Yixiao found that it was completely dark outside, she felt like covering her face so much. As the mistress, she slept for a whole day without getting sick!
She could imagine how the others in the mansion would gossip about her this day!
Maybe even the people outside the mansion also learnt about that!
Could she go out in the following days?
Jian Xubai realized her depression and gave a teasing smile, saying, âIt is the first lunar month now. There is nothing significant to do. Why would I wake you up?â
Now he was talking in a high-sounding manner!
When Song Yixiao finished freshening up, they had supper in the drawing room. Then Jian Xubai said, âI have to deal with a few public affairs left last year in the study. Iâll come back later.â
Song Yixiao slept for a whole day but now she still didnât feel well. Hence, she nodded her head. âGo ahead!â
After he left, she didnât care about the maidsâ giggling. Having learnt that nothing special happened in the back yard today, she ordered Jinxun to check on Zhiqin and then returned to her room.
After going into the inner chamber, she flung onto the bed to continue sleeping. While she was sleeping sound, she was awoken by her husbandâs kiss.
She opened her eyes and saw him kissing her and taking off his clothes at the same time. Song Yixiao thought of last night and couldnât help feeling timid. Hastily, she pushed him away and begged, âIâm too tired. Can we do it in a few days?â
âCome on!â Jian Xubai bit her earlobe softly and told her why he didnât wake her up with a faint smile. âIf you feel tired, you can sleep in the daytime. After all, the Yamen is not open yet. I donât need to work so I can attend to the affairs in the mansion!â
Song Yixiao was speechless.
Did it mean that she couldnât sleep at night then?
She didnât want to do as told. However, Jian Xubai ignored her objection and put down the curtain himselfâ¦
In the following two days or three, Song Yixiao was forced to mess up her sleeping schedule. By the eve of the Lantern Festival, she finally flared up. âIâve been invited to the Lantern Festival Feast. If I miss it and lose face, I will get even with you for this!â
As his wife was really angry, Jian Xubai had to let her sleep for half a night reluctantly.
On the morning of the 15th day of the first lunar month, Song Yixiao looked at her tired face in the mirror and then glared at the chief culprit nearby. As Jinxun and the other maids were trying to fight the urge to giggle, she ordered with a long face, âPut more rouge on my face!â
Actually, rarely did she wear heavy make-up. After she went into the imperial palace, not only the acquaintances but also Commandery Princess Qingjiang, Xie Yiren and other friends of hers all noticed her look. They all came to show their concern. âHow come you are wearing such heavy make-up today? Are you too tired?â
Song Yixiao replied perfunctorily with a forced smile, âMy maids insisted in making me try on the new make-up. Does it look bad? I shouldnât have listened to them!â
The reason was really convincing. They all said, âNonsense! You look splendid! Itâs just that we have never seen you like this. We are quite surprised.â
Song Yixiao exchanged some pleasantries and then changed the topic. They came here just about time. After chatting for a while, a eunuch came inside and reported that the empress was arriving. The guests present all stayed quiet and adjusted their outfit to receive the empress.
After a while, the Empress and Noble Consort Cui supported the Empress Dowager into the hall, followed by Virtuous Consort Jiang and Princess Yushan. Behind them were other concubines who attended the feast.
The Empress Dowager ordered the guests to rise. Amidst rising, Song Yixiao glanced around and happened to see Lady Nuan. Due to her current identity, this former princess of Wuhuan was not eye-catching in terms of her dress or sitting position though she was allowed to attend the feast.
Yet, without doubt, she was stunningly beautiful. Although she was sitting at the corner with her head lowered, many eyes were still fixed on her.
âWho is that?â Song Yixiao heard quite some guests whispering. âSince when such a beauty was sent into the imperial palace? Judging from her outlook, her position is not high. Is she of humble parentage?â
âThese days it has been snowing heavily. The branches of many flowers and trees in my palace have been broken off. I suppose that it must be quite difficult to walk here.â The Empress Dowager didnât look at Lady Nuan. After sitting down, she looked around and smiled. Then she started to talk with the senior ladies on her left side, âEverything went well when you came here?â
Great Grand Princess Zhenyang, Dowager Consort of Hengshan and the other noble ladies heard her and hastened to answer on behalf of all the senior ladies. âThank you for asking, Your Majesty! Everything went well indeed!â
Great Grand Princess Zhenyang added, âIt has been heavily snowy these days indeed. But the roads inside the palace have been well cleaned, which are much easier to walk on than those outside the palace!â
The Empress is more considerate than I expected!â The Empress Dowager instantly praised Empress Suâs thoroughness. âAfter all, she is the legal wife of my son, who knows how to share burden with him.â
Empress Su said respectfully, âMother, Iâm so flattered. The noble consort and other concubines have given me a reminder too. I donât dare to take the credit myself.â
The guests started to compliment on the Empress Dowagerâs kindness, the Empressâs virtue and generosity and the concubinesâ wisdom. However, in Song Yixiaoâs view, the Empress Dowager seemed to talk with the tongue in her cheek by saying âshare burden with himâ. The Empress Dowager didnât agree with Prince of Zhaoâs competing for the throne. Did she just say that to remind Empress Su to show concern for Emperor Xianjia and not to cause trouble for him?
However, obviously, according to Empress Suâs response, either she didnât realize the Empress Dowagerâs intention or she just ignored that.
âIt is fair enough. It would be fine if Prince of Zhao never showed his ambition, but Duke of Ji even dared to seize the power upon the late emperorâs death. What else can he do but to stick to his path?â Song Yixiao was not surprised by the Empressâs response. âAfter all, His Majesty values the old sentiments but the Crown Prince may not! Hence, it is better to take a shot rather than rely on othersâ kindness.â
While she was ruminating, the Empress Dowager asked the Crown Princess, âIt is said that the side concubine in your palace is heavy with twins?â
The Crown Princess hurriedly stood up and replied with a smile, âYes, Grandma. Jianlian is blessed to be pregnant with twins!â
âShe is blessed indeed!â The Empress Dowager smiled too. Sitting next to the Crown Princess, Cui Jianlian was six months pregnant with apparently swollen belly. The Empress Dowager only asked the Crown Princess questions. For the moment, Cui Jianlian didnât know whether she should sit or stand, who was rather awkward. The Empress Dowager just took it that she didnât notice that. Instead, she continued to talk to the Crown Princess, âNo wonder you look thinner these days. It is rare to conceive twins, so it must be harder to take care of such a pregnant woman!â
Instantly, Noble Consort Cui and Cui Jianlian were both slightly shocked.
Clearly, the Empress Dowager was disgruntled at Cui Jianlian!
Luckily, Empress Su and the Crown Princess hastened to smooth things over. The former said that she asked the Crown Princess to help organize the feast, which was why the latter became thinner; the latter declared that she got a cold so she had no appetite for food, leading to her weight loss. Anyway, they just wanted to prove that Side Concubine Cui had nothing to do with the Crown Princessâs weight loss!
However, regardless of their explanation, the Empress Dowager didnât change her attitude. Noble Consort Cui and her niece were doomed to sit there on pins and needles tonight.
âI heard that Xubai was very busy before the Spring Festival so you had to take care of the household affairs all by yourself.â The Empress Dowager gave Noble Consort Cui and her niece a long face and then again, became amicable and continued to show concern for others.
Thanks to Jian Xubai, she also talked to Song Yixiao kindly. âYou must be tired these days.â
âYour Majesty, thank you for your concern,â Song Yixiao said hurriedly. âIt is a wifeâs duty to cope with household affairs! Moreover, Xubai is always busy with work. He must be more tired!â
After all the inquiring and answering, the Lantern Festival Feast finally started.
The guests had wine together for three rounds and the atmosphere became less tense. Song Yixiao was playing with a white-jade cup, watching the singing and dancing performance, and meanwhile chatting casually with Nie Wuying. Suddenly, Jinxun bent down and whispered to her, âYour Highness, the maid of Her Highness the Princess Consort came here just now, saying that Her Highness wanted to meet you in the dressing room in 15 minutes.â
âMy mother?â Song Yixiao was slightly shocked and subconsciously looked to Wei Mengying only to find that she was holding a cup and talking smilingly with the noble ladies near her. She didnât even glance at Song Yixiao, who didnât seemingly wish to meet her.
Yet, Wei Mengying always knew how to pretend. Song Yixiao thought for a while and then said to Nie Wuying, âIâm a bit drunk and I will go to get changed. If you feel bored, you can go to hang out with Yiren and other pals.â