Song Yixiao was prepared to be the scapegoat for Wei Mengying, and then she went to the drawing room to greet Song Yuan, âFather, why are you free to come today?â
To her surprise, Song Yuan did not scowl or speak coldly when he saw her, but said gently, âI heard that Qingyue is ill? Is it serious?â
âThanks for your concern. The fever has gone down yesterday, and Aunt Yun says that as long as she recuperates for two more days, she will be fine.â Song Yixiao had never seen her own father treat her with kindness since Wei Mengying had remarried, so instead of feeling flattered, she was wary, wondering what her father was up to.
When Song Yuan saw that she had no intention of bringing Jian Qingyue over, let alone inviting him in to see his granddaughter, his eyes showed disappointment. But he also knew that the gap between he and his daughter was too wide to be bridged with just a few words.
So he didnât mention it, but just said, âYou seem to have lost a lot of weight. Is it because youâre tired from looking after the baby these two days?â
âFather, you havenât seen me for a long time. So, you must forget what I look like.â Song Yixiao smiled lightly, âUnlike the previous two years, Iâve gained some weight!â
Song Yuan turned his head a little awkwardly and looked at the famous paintings hanging on the wall. Then he said, âItâs good that you live a good life.â
Song Yixiao was thinking if there was any other meaning in his words, and pondering the purpose of his visit today. But Song Yuan had already stood up and said, âIâm leaving.â
âFather, you rarely come here, wonât you stay longer?â Song Yixiao was relieved after hearing this, but out of politeness, she said, âTwo days ago, the servant sent some seasonal fruits from the manor, Iâll get some for you to try.â
She was just being polite, but Song Yuan nodded, âThatâs fine.â
Seeing him sitting back down, Song Yixiao felt so remorseful that she wanted to slap herself twice. If she had known it, she might as well have just sent him away!
But since Song Yuan wasnât planning to leave, she had no choice but to hold back her remorseful emotion and order someone to fetch the seasonal fruits.
She expected her father to finish eating quickly and leave, but Song Yuan didnât move much and only hesitated to talk to her. The father and daughter had never sat down to talk for years. How could they have anything to talk about now?
In the end, Song Yuan said, âI heard that after Dowager Consort of Hengshan passed away, she left a fortune to you. But you gave it all to Lu Guanlun, who had been adopted.â
âWhere did you hear that?â Song Yixiao thought to herself whether this was the reason for his visit today. She was surprised and asked.
She thought that she had done this very discreetly, and the people involved were not those who could not keep secrets. How did Song Yuan know about it?
Although Song Yixiao was surprised, she had nothing to fear. She did nothing wrong. If this spread, it would only help her gain good reputation. She wouldnât be harmed.
Song Yuan said, âMarquis Boling told me.â
âMarquis Boling?â Song Yixiao was confused, and after a quick thought, she decided to ask, âI wonder why he told you about this?â
âHe wanted to buy a few manors from me for his sister, and he happened to talk about it when we were negotiating the price.â Song Yuan could see that she didnât seem to want to mention it, so he didnât talk more about it. He said, âAlthough that estate is not much, your dowry back then was not much. You gave it all to Lu Guanlun. Iâm afraid the fortune left for your children wonât be much.â
Song Yixiao did not care, âIt is enough for them to be well clothed and fed. Besides, the dukeâs mansion also has some properties.â
Speaking of this, she remembered the property that her stepmother, Madam Lu, had brought her. She asked Song Yuan, âFather, you asked Mother to bring me those things. I wonder if she took them by mistake?â
âThere is no mistake.â Song Yuanâs face changed. Then he said, âDidnât Jian Xiuhuang go to ask about it?â
He paused, and then took out a brocade box from his sleeve, âIn fact, I have come over today to give something to my granddaughter.â
Song Yixiao looked at the box with some suspicion and said, âFather is really regarding me as an outsider. Why do you be so polite to your own family? Besides, Qingyue is still too young. She wonât understand if you give her something!â
âIf she doesnât understand, just keep it for her, and give it to her when she grows up.â Song Yuan was silent for a moment, and then suddenly became a little agitated. He impatiently put the box down on the table and got up, âYou can throw it away if you really find it annoying!â
With that, he walked out!
Seeing this, Song Yixiao had to follow him and said, âWhat are you saying, Father? If thatâs the case, Iâll thank you for Qingyue!â
She thought that this time she would be able to send her guest off successfully.
Song Yuan had already walked for a while, then he thought about it and stopped. He turned his head to ask, âI havenât met Qingyue yet. May I go and see her?â
Song Yixiao suddenly looked wary. She thought that Song Yuanâs behavior today was very different from usual. Did he go around in such a big circle just to harm Jian Qingyue?
But when her biological grandfather mentioned to visit his granddaughter in front of the subordinates, she couldnât reject directly. After a quick thought, Song Yixiao gave Jinxun a wink and ordered her to invite Aunt Yun, while trying to find an excuse, âQingyue just recovered a couple of days ago, so Iâm afraid youâll be affected. How about I bring her to see you in a couple of days?â
As for whether or not she would take her daughter to the Song Familyâs residence in a couple of days, naturally, only God would know!
Song Yuan obviously figured out what she was thinking, and shook his head, âDidnât you just say that sheâs fine? How can I still be affected? Besides, Iâm in my prime. If you can look after her, why canât I go and see her?â
Seeing this, Song Yixiao had no choice but to reluctantly guide him towards the back.
Luckily, when they got to Jian Qingyueâs room, Aunt Yun was already there.
Song Yuan did not know Aunt Yun, but he had heard that there was such a doctor in the mansion of Duke of Yan. He saw that she was dressed differently from the subordinates, and he could smell the faint scent of medicine from a distance. How could he not know in his heart?
He could not help but smile bitterly. He knew that his eldest daughter was not close to him, but he had never imagined that she was not close to him to this extent. Even when he wanted to see his granddaughter, she was afraid that he would do something to her so that she had to call the female doctor to keep a close eye on him!
It could be imagined how Song Yuan felt in his heart. But he knew he was in the wrong and had nothing to say. He just stared at Jian Qingyue for a while and took off a jade pendant as the greeting present. With Song Yixiaoâs urges, he could only left unwillingly.
When he left, Song Yixiao naturally had to see him off.
Standing within the threshold, she watched him walk away. When he reached the far end, he seemed to look back, raising his sleeve for a while, not knowing whether it was to shield himself from the sun or to wipe away the occasional fallen leaves. It couldnât be to wipe away his tears, could it?
Song Yixiaoâs heart suddenly felt empty for no apparent reason, as if something were about to happen.
âIt seems that these two days of looking after Qingyue was indeed too tiring.â She thought to herself, âFather doesnât pick a right time, but inexplicably shows today. It causes me to think too much!â
She didnât pay any attention to Song Yuan and turned around to go back to the back hall and ordered the servant to close the door.
She didnât know that Song Yuanâs eyes were red when he returned to his residence. Even though he avoided the servants all the way, Madam Lu soon got the news.
Madam Lu hurriedly addressed the matter at hand and rushed to the study to ask what was going on. But when she entered the atrium outside the study, she heard a delicate voice coming from behind the green window screen, âMasterâ¦â
It was Concubine Liu who had arrived first.
Madam Luâs face darkened. She wanted to leave but she was concerned about Song Yuan. She wanted to stay but she was afraid that Concubine Liu would flirt with Song Yuan on purpose like before. Song Yuan didnât react to it but he also didnât refuse her. At that time, she didnât know whether she should watch it or not. She was too embarrassed and didnât know what to say.
As she was hesitating, she heard a heavy thud from behind the green window screen, followed by Song Yuanâs cold rebuke, âGet out!â
Madam Lu was taken aback. Before she could react to what was going on, she heard Liu Zhijin say with a sobbing voice, âMaster, what is wrong withâ¦you?â
Song Yuan did not answer. But a moment later, Liu Zhijin who was disheveled was pushed out of the study with her bun of hair pulled. Song Yuan probably did not see Madam Lu standing outside, and directly fiercely closed the door. According to the sound of the movement, he was sitting back behind the book case.
Liu Zhijin was apologizing with sobbing, hoping that Song Yuan would show mercy for her. But when she saw Madam Lu, she stopped. She wiped her face with her sleeve casually and tidied her make-up and clothes slightly, and then walked past Madam Lu with her head held high. As she walked past, she saw Madam Lu staring at her. Perhaps she felt humiliated, so she said with a sneer, âAre you laughing at me, Madam? But I am only serving people now, so it is natural that I am occasionally reprimanded by Master. On the other hand, Madam, you are his official wife, yet you donât even dare to enter the study? Ha!â
With a flick of her sleeve, she went away with a flourish.
Madam Lu didnât want to be angry with her. After she had gone, Madam Lu stood in the atrium for a while before walking to the study and knocking gently on the door.
âIs that Lyu?â Song Yuan didnât get angry this time, but only said wearily, âCome in!â
Madam Luâs name was Lyulian.
Hearing that, she pushed the door open and walked in. She walked to the back of the bookshelf, and saw Song Yuan supported his forehead, sitting behind the bookcase, looking exhausted.
âWhat is the matter?â Madam Lu walked over to rub his temples. Neither the husband nor the wife spoke. After a moment, she asked in a soft voice, âIs it because you are too worried about your official duties?â
âI went to see Yixiaoâs daughter today.â Song Yuan didnât move, but said in a hoarse voice, âThat child doesnât look like Yixiao at all, but like Jian Xiuhuang a lot.â
Madam Lu was stunned for a while. She knew that her husband didnât like his eldest daughter. And after Wei Mengyingâs instigation, she even suspected that he didnât really like his daughters at all. Otherwise, why wouldnât he have helped her ask Elder Lady Pang for his third daughter?
She never expected him to go to see Song Yixiaoâs daughter. Madam Lu couldnât guess what he was thinking, so she subconsciously said, âDaughters are always like their fathers, so when she gives birth to her first son, he should look like her.â
Speaking of this, she thought of his behavior against Liu Zhijin, and suspected that there had been an argument between the father and daughter and that Song Yixiao must have said something to stimulate Song Yuan. So she said gently, âI heard that Qingyue had a bad fever two days ago, and that Yixiao was so anxious. Although Qingyue has gotten better in the past two days, I think she still canât feel relieved as a mother. When people have problems in their hearts, they will inevitably be more impatient in their words and actions. Do you agree?â
Song Yuan understood the meaning of her words, but smiled miserably and said, âYou still donât know about Yixiao? She is the smartest. The more she hates me, the more she refuses to reveal it. I suddenly feel that I have done many things wrong over the years!â
âWhat are you saying, Master?â Actually, Madam Lu also felt that Song Yuan had treated Song Yixiao shabbily. Even though Wei Mengying had abandoned Song Yuan and brought shame to the whole Song Family, Song Yixiao was innocent and she was Song Yuanâs child. It was unreasonable to be angry with her.
However, as she looked at Song Yuanâs gloomy face, she felt distressed and comforted him, âit is said that parents always have their good reasons. Yixiao is most understanding and generous. We can talk with her about it gradually in the future. She will understand it.â
But Song Yuan shook his head and said bitterly, âItâs too late.â
âHow can that be?â Madam Lu thought he was saying that it was too late to resume the relationship with Song Yixiao and said, âAlthough Yixiao has already become a mother, she is still young and her husband is in his prime, so there is ample time ahead. Besides, one can truly understand the intentions of her parents and understand her parents after she becomes a mother!â
As he listened to his step-wifeâs gentle words of advice, and thought of the moments with Madam Lu since she married into his family, water stains unexpectedly appeared on the table in front of Song Yuan. He murmured, ââIt would be nice if you are my original partner.â
Madam Lu didnât expect that and was surprised at first, then felt a huge wave of sweetness rushing through her heart. She was so happy that her heart thumped, and even her hands pressing the corner of his forehead stopped for a while before she could hold back her joy and said, âThe past is past. After all, we are now a couple, arenât we?â
But Song Yuan only smiled a little and did not say anything.
The kind-hearted and caring Madam Lu was right beside him, but the person who he was thinking of at this moment was the one who had left so cruelly. He had often heard the elders say that Jiangnan Hall prone is easy to come out of love, but he had never thought so. At this time, he couldnât lie to himself and he didnât want to do so.
He moved away Madam Luâs hands, wiped the corners of his eyes and looked up, âMadam Liu is becoming more and more unruly. She has been spoiled by Mother and is behaving in a way that is out of line with our family rules. You ask her to pack up her things later. I have already promised to send her to the subordinate.â
This sudden decision surprised and puzzled Madam Lu, but Song Yuanâs words were not yet finished, âAs for Yijiao, itâs not good for Mother to keep taking care of her. Mother is old after all. Iâll go to Motherâs place later and bring her back. I can only bother you to look after her along with Yiyao.â