--------------------CARLOS POV--------------------
"IKAW !? IKAW ANG MAY KASALANAN NITO!"Ashton walk toward my brother who is sitting outside the operating room ,so worried
"Kita mo na nangyari kay Kuya?Ang Sabi mo iuuwi mo sya samin diba?Hindi mo naman sinabing bangkay mo syang iuuwi samin "he shouted,so his brother Ashwin and Asher came to stop him
"Aiii Calm down"I said when I saw how mad he is seeing my brother while Kuya Aiden is in a critical condition inside the operating room
"Calm down ?Are you seriously asking me to CALM DOWN ? nasa operating room yung kuya namin dahil sa kuya mo .Tapos sasabihan mo ako ng Calm down?Buong buhay namin never namin nakitang mahina si Kuya kahit masama ang pakiramdam nya o may lagnat sya pumapasok sya sa trabaho at never syang nag pakita ng kahinaan tapos ngayon andito sya sa hospital sa loob ng Operating Room na yan.DAHIL SA KUYA MO !?"He angrily said till his years flow down in his face that I can't take off my eyes to him . It's like my body telling me and badly want to hug him and comfort him and my mind fighting about it going against it saying DON'T because I don't need to .
"Ton !Tama na makakasama sayo yan "his brother Asher said and hugged him . Things that made me think about
Makakasama sa kanya ?what does that mean ?is he sick ?is there something wrong with him ?.Why am I even care about that ?are you for real Carlos ?.
We are just standing outside waiting for the doctor inside when suddenly a nurse came out of the operating room .
"Natanggal na ang bala sa pasyente pero maraming dugo po ang nawala sa pasyente kaya kailangan syang masalinan ng dugo dahil maaring yun ang ikamatay nya .Wala po kasi kaming dugo dito na match sa type ng pasyente"The nurse explain that make the three of them panic even my brother
All the three of them ask the nurse and said they want to donate a blood but unluckily non of them is compatible to the blood their brother need
"AKO! Mag dodonate ako A- ako same kami ng blood type "my brother said that makes everyone look at him even the triplets that is crying for their brother.
"Kuya â"
"I'll be fine "he answer before he came with the nurse
"Buti na lang andito si Kuya Clint "Ashwin said
"This is his fault.Dapat lang na Gawin nya yun dahil pag may nangyaring masama kay Kuya sya lang ang dapat sisihin ."Ashton said in a mad tone and give me a death glare as if it was my fault what happened to their brother.
We stayed and wait a little more time outside until the doctor came out and looked for the family of the patient .Kuya Clint is in the room resting after donating blood .
"Ligtas na ang pasyente mabuti na lang at may nakuha agad na dugo at walang maselang bahagi ang natamaan ng bala gaya ng spinal cord dahil maaring maging mas kumplikado ang sitwasyon kung nag kataon , Kailangan na lang hintayin ang pag gising nya pag nailipat na sya sa kwarto nya "The doctor explained that makes the triplets breath free
"Buti na lang same ng blood type si kuya Aiden at Kuya Clint "Asher said
"Hhmm Galit parin ako sa kanya ,Saka tama lang yung ginawa nya ano. Sya naman may kasalan bakit nabaril si kuya ahh "Ashton said being so mad at my brother
"Hoyyy Ikaw alam mo hindi ka man lang marunong maging great full ano?napakataray mo"I said in full straight tagalog even though I'm not fluently can speak Tagalog just because I'm annoyed with him
"Ligtas na si Kuya .Yun ang mahalaga "Ashwin said before they hugged each other
After a while we went out to have a coffee after Kuya Aiden was taken to his room.My brother was there and don't want to leave his side that's why we went out first to eat .After that we all went home to rest .
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The next day Kuya Aiden still didn't wake up and the doctor said maybe he's still recovering and resting also the anesthesia maybe still in his body reason why he's still sleeping.We just wait inside the room ,went out but food ,back to the room and out again .That what we do while waiting for him to wake up while my Brother never leave his side .
"Anong nangyayari?"Ashton panic when we saw the doctor rushed going to their brothers room so we run there and we saw Kuya Aiden awake
The triplets suddenly went to their brother and hug him when they saw him awake,looking so happy that their brother is safe now .
"Clint?A-anong nangyari?Bakit nakaganyan ka?"Kuya Aiden ask confused why my brother is wearing a hospital gown
"Kinailangan mong Salinan ng dugo kanina nung nasa operating room ka kaso hindi kami pwedeng tatlo Buti ana lang same blood type kayo ni kuya Clint sya ang nag donate ng dugo sayo "Asher explained
"Which is dapat lang naman na ginawa nya sya naman may kasalanan bakit naka ganyan ka ngayon "Ashton said that made be shoke my head because looks like he's still mad at my brother
"Ashton!?"his twins called him
"Hayysss bahala kayo lalabas na muna nga ako "he said before he leave .
"Hey "I called
"WHAT ?Bakit mo ba ako sinundan ?"he answered
"Where you going ?"
"Wala kang pakealam .!"
"You know what .Ang hirap mong pakisamahan !nakakapagod ka "
"Ehhh di wag kang sumama .Sinabi ko bang sumunod ka sakin ?"he answered that made me confused
Was that what they called Salitang Kalye ?
"Come with me "
"Ha?"
"Just come here "I said and pulled him go out of the hospital
"Teka...Teka! San mo ko dadalhin ?"
"I will throw you into the sea. !"I answered
"Bahala ka nga "he said and turned his back at me so I grabbed him and told him to get into my car
"Get in .You need to breathe"I said and he just look at me hesitating
"If you don't want thenâ"I stopped when he get in and pulled the door close .
I drove to the race track and I open the window when I saw him looking outside .I saw how he close his eyes feeling the air touching in his face and I can't help but smile looking at him .
A while after we arrived at the race track and I drove in the middle where there's a spot you can freely see the sky at night.
"Anong ginagawa natin dito?"he ask
"At this time at night there's no racer here anymore so the track is free .When I'm stressed and need to think I came here and breathe"I explained
"Why did you take me here then ?"he asked
"You've been so stressed because of what happened to Kuya Aiden .I think you need some free space.Kailangan mong huminga "I said but he give a little laugh
"What's funny ?"
"Maalam ka naman palang mag tagalog, pinahirapan mo pa sarili mo "
"I can speak tagalog not fluently but I can speak that language.You never speak English when you were with me so as days passed nakakasanayan ko ng marinig kang nag tatagalog "
"Heehh then......Can you speak Tagalog from now on ?"he ask that make me stay staring at him
"I can do that .I'll try but I can't promise that i won't speak English anymore "I answered but he didn't say anymore.
He looked up into the sky and closed his eyes while leaning into my Car , Slowly breathing in and out .
I just stared at him asking myself why . Because having this time with him that we didn't argue with each other feels different .I don't why it's different. I realize that we can be together peacefully and not fighting.
I was confused and thinking. how come I'm looking like this at the man I used to argue with and can talked to him without shouting or raising my voice .
What's wrong with you Carlos .
Ms.Lizzie: ð¤ð¤Carlos .....ano na bhe ?
Di mo alam sagot sa tanong mo ?ako alam ko .