021 â A croton seed!
âDo you like Cui Xiaoxin?â
An abrupt noise sounded. Li Muyang who was currently in deep thought, jumped up in fright.
Li Muyang was between laughter and tears as he saw his sister dressed in a pink Paul Frank Pyjamas making faces at him. He said, âLi Shinian, are you not too childish? â
Li Shinian curled her lips and said with a dissatisfied face: âHow come? Now you dislike me because Iâm childish? After seeing the graceful and calm temperament of Xiaoxin sister, you begin to dislike me, a skinny and unsophisticated girl? Back then, when Xiaoxin sister did not pay any attention to you, did you think I was childish?â
âI didnât mean it like thatââ
âYou did, you so did. You men only like the new and forget the old, do you think I donât knowâI heard that good-looking men are unfaithful. Li Muyang, unexpectedly, you are also a playboy. You can go out and chase after girls but will the girls even take a glance at you? â
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Li Muyang knows, he had unintentionally hurt Li Shinianâs fragile self-esteem.
Otherwise, she would not have transformed into a poisonous snake baring its fangs and brandishing its claws in just one second.
âWow, Shinianâs pyjamas are so beautiful, is it new? âLi Muyang began to display his âindirectly saving the countryâ moves. Every time he used this trick in the past, Li Shinian would surrender, then the conversation will be drastically changed from criticising Li Muyang to praising Li Shinian.
âLi Muyang, I have already worn these pyjamas for a good few days. Yesterday night I came into your room wearing it and we chatted for half the day; does your eyes even take notice of me?â Li Shinian jumped onto the bed, grabbed a pillow and began to hit Li Muyangâs head.
âI surrender, I surrender.â Li Muyang tightly covered his head with his hands and admitted defeat. âNow that I think about it, yesterday night I indeed saw you coming in wearing this pyjamas. I originally thought that whatever clothes you wear will always look good on you, but the one youâre wearing is indeed especially kawaii.â
Li Shinian beat him with even more force. She gritted her teeth and said: âYou idiot, what do you mean by kawaii? You dislike the fact that I have no chest or ass, right? You think my features and appearance are not mature enough but childish? Iâve never heard you compliment Xiaoxin sister âkawaiiâ? â
ââââ Li Muyang did not dare to continue speaking.
He had realised, once a woman was angry at you, even breathing in her sight was polluting the air.
After letting her vent her anger by covering his head in the duvet for a while, Li Muyang was able to raise his head. He smiled at her and said, âNo more hitting? â
âI wonât hit anymore. My hands are aching. âLi Shinian threw the pillow to one side and leant against the headboard along with Li Muyang. She casually grabbed a bag of potato chips and ate loudly, making âkacha kachaâ sounds.
âAt night, eat less fried foods, you will get fat. âLi Muyang said.
Li Shinian glared and said: âLi Muyang, what do you mean? Now you dislike the fact that Iâm fat?
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Seeing Li Muyangâs speechless face, Li Shinian finally could not help but laugh loudly, she grabbed a potato chip, stuffed it into Li Muyangâs mouth and said: âBrother, sometimes I feel that youâre really adorably ugly and cute.â
âIâve always thought youâre very cute. âLi Muyang mumbled with his mouth filled with chips.
âOf course. âLi Shinian flung back her freshly washed ear-length hair and said proudly. The lemon scent from her shampoo distributed throughout the air and the atmosphere turned sweet and sour, just like Li Shinianâs temperament. âBrother, you still havenât answered my question. â
âWhat question? â Li Muyang played dumb.
âI asked if you like Xiaoxin sisterââ Li Shinian said with a face of discontent: âLi Muyang, Iâm telling you, youâre not getting away with it. I watched you as you grew up, before your butt even protrudes I already know you want to go to defecateââ
âI am your brother-â Li Muyang gloomily reminded her.
âIs what I said not the truth? â Li Shinian rolled her eyes and asked rhetorically.
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Li Shinian did not say anything wrong, she indeed did watch Li Muyang as he grew up.
Because of Li Muyangâs poor health, his body was extremely fragile. He was only able to open his eyes three years old, and only at seven years old was he able to walk steadily. Li Shinian was two years younger than Li Muyang, but when she was able to walk freely on the ground, Li Muyang was still like a baby lying in bed or crawling on the floorâAt times when Li Muyang wanted to go to the toilet he would make âAh Ahâ sounds and Li Shinian was the first person to know he had health problems that needed to be solved.
So, what she said right now about how she knew Li Muyang needed to go to the toilet before his butt even protrudesâwas a shameful fact for Li Muyang that he could not face.
From a small age till now, most of the time he had to rely on his two years younger sister to take care of him.
âHurry, hurry and say it.â Li Shinian once again stuffed slices of potato chips into Li Muyangâs mouth. She always liked to stuff lots and lots of chips into his mouth, not caring at all if his mouth was not able to contain anymore.
âI think sheâs a good girl. â
âAnd? â
âAndâ-thereâs no âandâ? She has been helping me with my schoolwork, I am very grateful to her.â
âThere are no other feelings? â
âLi Shinian-we are still students, the vocation of a student is to study well, just what are you thinking? Your mind is not pure. â
Li Shinian showed a look of disdain, stared at her brother Li Muyang and said: âLi Muyang, are you not too childish? You take a look at yourself in the mirror, first letâs not talk about the face of yours thatâs older than your age by ten years. Nursery children already knows how to look for girlfriends and boyfriends, but yet you tell me that the vocation of a student is to learn? You do that again Iâll tell mum that youâre gay.â
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âAre you going to tell me or not? â
âI have a little feeling towards her. âLi Muyangâs face was dyed in red, as he said these words embarrassingly. Li Shinian was the closest person to him, and also his sister. In the past, he told her anything that was on his mind. But this time thereâs a feeling thatâs not the same as before, a kind of emotion that he had never encountered before, a feeling he would he would never touch upon.
âThat means you like her? â
âIf you say it is, then it is. â
âItâs not if I say it is then it is, you tell me if it is or not. If you donât like her, how can I help you with Xiaoxin sister and make her be your girlfriend? âLi Shinian said with a look of frustration.
Li Muyangâs eyes lit up and said, âReally? Youâre able to help me court Xiaoxin? â
âCanât. âLi Shinian answer was brutally blunt.
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âBrotherââ Li Shinian took a handful of chips and stuffed them into Li Muyangâs mouth again, Li Muyang shook his head in refusal.
âEat this for me.â Without any explanation, she simply loaded Li Muyangâs mouth with chips.
âWhyâKacha Kachaâforce me to eat this? âLi Muyang said with pain as he continued crunching the potato chips in his mouth. âItâs you who told me that eating fried foods at night will make me gain weight easily. â
âYes.â Li Muyang nodded seriously. â Thatâs what the TV also says. â
âIâm accompany you out of kindness by eating a little bit while youâre eating.â Li Shinian displayed a face of doing this act completely because of their deep bond between brother and sister. âEven if I really grow fat, if thereâs someone who will grow fat along with me, the guilt in my heart will lessen. â
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âBrother, I just want to talk to you about Xiaoxin sister. â Li Shinina placed the potato chips on the bedside table and leant her head against Li Muyangâs shoulder. She said: âIn your opinion, what kind of person is Xiaoxin sister?â
âDid I not say already? Sheâs a very good person. â
âYes. Sheâs a very good person, but unfortunately, sheâs too good. â Li Shinian said with a sigh.
âââââ Li Muyang understood what Li Shinian meant. Cui Xiaoxin was a very nice person, but unfortunately sheâs too good.
âFirst, letâs not talk about her appearance and temperament, but her conversation style and manner alone. She occasionally displays manners and characteristics associated with the aristocracy. From this, we can largely guess what kind of person she isâshe and us are not people of the same world. Furthermore when I was talking to her, I found out that sheâs not from Jiangnan, but someone from the Capital. After the university entrance examinations have finished, sheâll need to return to Tiandu, and return to the place where she really belongs to.â
âBrother, I know you like Xiaoxin sister, because I am able to see it. During this time, it is the period that youâre the happiest and also the period where you smiled the most in tens years. In the past I had drained my mind to help you with your school work, every time you were always drowsy, but Xiaoxin sister was able to raise your grades rapidlyââ
âShinian, actually things are not what you thinkââ
âBrother, I know. âShinian interrupted Li Muyang and said,â I know you donât want to hurt me; you donât want to say that Iâm inferior to Xiaoxin sister. The truth is I really donât care about this, Xiaoxin sister was able to help you, I can see that your grades has improved drastically. Iâm just happy for you and there is no jealousy at all towards Xiaoxin sister. I have heard about the reason why you have left school. The few words that you said then has became the pet phrase of students in the schoolââ
âWhat?â âLi Muyang had a bewildered look on his face. âWhat did I say? â
âI donât accept.â Li Shinianâs eyes stared at his brother. She didnât think that the guy being bullied constantly could have such a strong and stubborn side to him. Hearing the incident and his brother way of dealing with the situation, Li Shinian was moved to tears. Afterwards she sneaked into the teacherâs office during lunch break and threw a Croton seed[1] into Zhao Mingzhuâs tea cup.
[1] A strong purgative.