(Tom)
We're on a mission with Lana and Asher. They are really nice people and even if they are a few years younger than me, I clearly see why Selina chose them. They're trustworthy even if she is hiding who she really is. Here she is just S. and I have to remind myself to not call her by her name. Anyway, we are in French Polynesia, looking for a missing siren. She is the 4th daughter of King Mars and she is missing for a month now.
I could stay here forever. The sea is crystal blue and the water at the perfect temperature. I love swimming and my parents used to joke about the fact I was acting like a siren than a werewolf. Growing up, I used to go swimming five days a week, until Melissa's death. And I have to say swimming every morning is the best way to start your day!
We met King Mars 4 days ago and we are not looking for any hints, any leads that can help us to found her. Sirens can also morph into human with the help of a witch and a witch gift also the king's children grigris form them to morph whenever they want. Apparently, Morgana loves to use and abuse her grigri or she loved as nobody knows where she is now. Her sister, Naïa is with us, to help us to investigate. Sirens are very beautiful and Naïa is the typical example.
"She likes you, you know." Selina says in my back.
"Who?" I ask.
"Who you are drolling to! Naïa. And you can't take your eyes off her."
"But she has a mate!" I protest.
"Sirens are not working like us. Love and sex are two different things for them. And if they have only one love in her life, they have several sexual partners. They aren't exclusive at all. It's another way to see love even if for us it's complicated to understand." Selina explains.
"So she wants to use me as a sex toy?" I ask amused and a bit offended.
She laughs: "Do you know why they have te bad reputation of drowning the sailors. Itâs because they left an unforgettable memory and if for them itâs only a one night stand for the sailors its not and they lost their minds trying to have them again.â
âIn mythology, itâs only men. Why?â I ask.
âBecause they were not a lot of women sailors but the result is still the same.â She replies.
âAnd why are telling me that?â
âBecause you are attracted and I think you should go for it.â
âIâm not looking for love.â I say not understanding.
âExactly! So why not trying meaningless sex. My mother told me sirens were really good lovers.â
âI could tell you the same with Prince Azul.â I reply.
âItâs not the same, the king knows who I am and mating his son with me would be a good leverage. Too much is expecting here.â
âYes, I think youâre right... though I donât know if I can have sex with Naïa.â
âWhy?â
âI donât if Iâm ready.â
âYou will never know if you never try. But I can feel there is more.â She says with a questioning look.
âAhem, what if I not good enough. I mean, Iâm not...â
âYouâre a virgin like almost all the werewolves who are waiting for their mates. Iâm a virgin too you know, I have never even kissed somebody.â She replies like it was nothing.
âI kissed a few girls but youâre right I never have sex.â
âYou know werewolves are known for their stamina. All other species are envying us for that and youâre an Alpha wolf.â She says.
âYou donât put any pressure here!â I say, sarcastic.
She laughs: " I only say you want to have sex without any consequences, this is the right moment. You have no reason to wait anymore and sex is good."
"How do you know?" I tease her.
"When I feel how I can pleasure myself alone, I can't wait to see what it would be with someone." She replies with no shame.
I shake my head: " You're crazy."
"Let's make a deal." I propose.
" I will fuck her if you promise me you will kiss or fuck when you meet someone that you desire. You don't have to wait anymore too."
"Deal! It's time for me too, I think. But Promise me you will have sex with her only if you want too."
"I promise!" I say smiling.
"And you are really bad, I swear we will never come back on this part of the earth. Even if it will be a shame as this place is so beautiful!" She teases me.
"Fuck you!" I reply.
"You wish!" She says with a wink.
"Let's go back to work." I say and she nods.
*****
Morgana was trapped by a wizard that kept her prisoner after they slept together. He wanted her to choose him as his mate. Selina was not lying when she said having sex with a siren is driving people crazy.
This mission is a success because of Asher and Lana. Naïa is hitting on me so hard that I canât focus on anything else and Selina... Well, something is up with Selina and I donât what exactly. I need to find the time to talk in private with her but with Naïa who is following me everywhere, I didn't find the time yet. We are on a yacht, invited at a party for Morgana. We couldnât decline without upsetting them. So here we are.
"Why are refusing my wife's advance?" Marius, Naïaâs mate, asks me.
"I-I, Uhm, I.." I stutter.
"Don't you find her attractive?" He asks offended.
âYes! No! I mean, of course, she is attractive!â
âThen where is the problem?â
âThereâs no problem.â
âGood, she is waiting for you the third room on the right.â He replies and leaves before I could protest.
âWhatâs the fuck just happened?â I mutter.
âYou just have been tricked to have sex with Naïa." Selina says in my back. She is sitting on the bar drinking her back at me.
"Thanks, Captain Obvious!" I reply sarcastically.
"Hey, you don't have to do this if you don't want." She says looking at me now.
"I don't know what I want. I do think I need to if I don't want to create a diplomatic incident. Sirens are really special." I whisper the last part only for her ears.
"I know. Still don't do it if you don't want to."
"She is really hot and I would lie if I say I didn't about fucking her during the week. I just don't like to be forced." I explain.
"Oh... Okay. In this case, don't let her wait too much. Sirens are not patient creatures." She replies.
"Is it bothering you?" I ask surprised by her reaction.
"No, of course, no. I just want you to be happy." She says.
"Can you tell me what's going on with you?" I ask.
"Noth-"
"Come on, S! I know you." I cut her.
"I'm summoned in the castle in 3 days to speak about my behavior. And I don't know what did I do wrong?"
"Maybe, it's for your good behavior." I say optimistic.
"It's not, trust me." She says finishing her drink.
"I can come with you if you want. You don't have to do this alone." I tell her.
"We will see but thank you." She replies with a small smile. An honest smile, which is what matters.
"Go now before Marius comes back. And enjoy yourself." She adds.
******
"Good morning!" I hear three voices say at the same time.
I groan in answer while Iâm sitting at our table for breakfast.
"Someone didn't sleep a lot last night." Lana teases me and Selina and Asher snort.
"Hey, I just did my duty to avoid a diplomatic incident." I protest not convinced by my own words. They all laugh at me.
"Sirens are super weird! Morgana harassed me all the party. She was so persistent that it became scary! I will never ever save a siren again!" Asher says putting his hand on his heart.
True as he and Lana saved her, she wanted to repay Asher with sex. It got worst when she learned he was a virgin, waiting for his mate. Thank goddess, Naïa didnât realize I was too.
âSo how was your night?â Selina asks me.
âIt was... interesting.â
âCome on, you could give us some details! Interesting, what a shitty answer.â Lana complains.
Before I can speak, Marius approaches our table and says: âThank you, Tom. My wife is really satisfied and you kept her all night! Good job!â And he just leaves after he shook my hand.
This is so surrealist!
âSee! Crazy they are. Who is coming to thank you for fucking his mate in real life?!â Asher says still not believing whatâs just happened.
âSo back to reality, how was it?â Lana asks after a few minutes of silence.
I groan:â Do I have to answer that?â
âOf course, in this table, youâre the only one who passed on the other side.â Asher says air quoting another side.
I sigh, they will not give up: â It was good, great even. I just wish I could have that with my mate. Itâs was so good without any feeling, I can only imagine how good it would have been with the love of your life.â
âSorry.â Asher says guilt written on his face.
âAt least, you kept the werewolfâs reputation high.â Selina jokes trying to lighten up the mood.
âSomething is wrong?â She asks me.
âNo!â I shrug.
â so why are looking at like that?â
âSorry, I was just thinking about my mate.â
That and the fact you were the one in my mind last night. Melissa didnât cross my mind once as youâre in all the time. Whatâs wrong with me?
âYouâre falling for her.â My wolf says.
âI thought you were dead. You didnât speak to me for the last six months! Good to know youâre alright.â I tell him.
âYouâre not the only one who is coping with his mateâs death. I will try to be more involved with you now.â
âThanks!â