Ruin

Rejection

I always turn away in disgust

Tired of looking it

Even though I yearn for your touch

You can't come...

I know what I did

I'm ashamed of it

When the knife pierce through my arm....

I instantly become numb

The past haunt

The tears form

I'm sorry...

I can't face myself so I turn away in disgust

The thing I feared happened

It's as such

I don't want you to see me

So no you can't touch

I'm ashamed of this

I ruined what was once bliss...