I believe in you. I just need you to hear me out.â
A few seconds of time, perhaps.
No one spoke, and the quiet music in the store filled my ears.
âTendo-san doesnât remember the last words he exchanged with me after our farewell party at the kindergarten, does he?â
Last words? I donât remember any of that.
What was the last thing I said to Sugimoto?
âIâm sorry. I donât remember.â
Does this have anything to do with everyone here, including my past?
Wouldnât this just be an exposé of my and Sugimotoâs past?
Anri and Takayama also gulped and started to listen to Sugimotoâs voice as he began to speak quietly.
â
âAyane-chan! I donât want to say goodbye to Ayane-chan!â
âItâs okay. Even if I have to say goodbye to Tsu-kun, my heart will always be with you. So donât worry.â
âBut I wonât be able to see Ayane for a long time! Iâll miss you so much!â
âYouâre a lonely person, Tsu-kun, arenât you? Iâm sure we will be able to play together again someday, so donât worry.â
âThatâs not true! Iâm not going to make friends anymore! If I have to say goodbye to you, I donât want any friends at all!â
âDonât say that! The time we spent playing together will become our memories! Are you going to lose those memories too?â
âThatâs right. Iâm not going to make friends anymore. If I feel lonely, Iâll forget about Ayane, and I wonât make any more friends!â
âOh, wait, Tsu-kun! I wonât forget you! I will always, always remember you!â
âIâll never, ever forget you, Ayane!â
âTsu-kun! Someday, when we meet again, weâll be friends!â
â
From Sugimotoâs mouth, the story of the past that I never heard from my mother pierced my heart.
Could it be the memories Iâve forgotten, the memories I sealed away myself as a child?
âYou canât recall? But you see, I did not forget. The memories of when I played with Tsu-kun are in my mind.â
âIâm sorry. I still canât rememberâ¦â
Donât worry. It must be my fault that Tendo-san forgot about the past. But you know, I was happy when I heard that even though Tendo-san had forgotten me, he still had someone he liked. Even if it was someone other than me, he had not lost the heart to love someone. That made me very happyâ¦â
Anriâs expression changed from before and her face became stern.
âWhy? Why did you tell me now? You should have told me earlier, much earlier!â
With tears welling up in her eyelids and a rather strong tone of voice, Anri was pressing Sugimoto.
Takayama also seemed to be listening to the conversation seriously and remained silent for a while.
âIâm sorry. But I couldnât make up my mind either. I wondered if I could go on like thisâ¦â
âWhat do you want to do with Tendo, Sugimoto? I mean⦠you like him, donât you?â
Takayamaâs voice was low.
It sounded very different from his usual voice as if he was suffering from emotional stress.
âBefore I saw the film, I had a little talk with Tendo-san. Iâm going to put an end to the past.â
âSettle the past?â
For some reason, the look in Sugimotoâs eyes made my heart flutter.
When a person earnestly tries to convey something, it moves peopleâs hearts.
I had a feeling that our hearts would be moved when we heard what Sugimoto had to say.
âI, Ayane Sugimoto, am in love with someone right now, someone I like. But it is not Tendo-san.â
Takayamaâs eyes widened and he began to speak while looking at Sugimoto.
âBut you said earlier that you like Tendoâ¦â
âYes. I liked Tendo-san, I always liked him. But then someone else came along who I was interested in, and that person filled my heart more and more. And that person filled my heart with everythingâ¦â
We heard Sugimotoâs thoughts. How am I supposed to answer?
How would the other two take it and how would they respond?
âAyane doesnât like Tendo-san? Doesnât it matter anymore?â
âNo, I donât! I liked him, thatâs for sure. But it became a memory of the past. My first love, my first love ended then⦠I love you all. Thatâs why I want everyone to know my true feelings.â
Takayama turned his eyes to Sugimoto and looked at her seriously.
âTalk to us. Weâll take it all in. No matter what happens, no matter what, we will never betray you. Donât worry.â
Takayamaâs smile is wonderful at times like this.
I thought he was upset not too long ago, but heâs already switched.
âThank you. Iâm glad I met Tendo-san, Anri, and Takayama-kun.â
With tears on her eyelids, Sugimoto wiped her tears with a handkerchief in her hand.
Anri seemed calmer than before and her expression softened.
âI am here now because of the memories I had with Tendo-san. Thank you, Iâve always loved you. But nowâ¦â
Sugimoto closed his eyes and took a deep breath while looking at Takayama.
âI love Takayama-kun! I love you from the bottom of my heart so much that I canât control my feelings. Takayama-kunâ¦â
Not from me, but from Sugimotoâs mouth, a bombshell.
Seriously? I was trying to surprise them, but I was surprised instead!
TLN: Sorry for being inactive for the past 2 months. Hopefully, I can upload more frequently now.