Chapter 22: chapter 22

ch-22 I LOVE YOU " madi? . Wake UP "I hear someone whispering in my ear. I was at my home. in my room" Andrew. you are here! help me.. what is all this mess. this website. and these PHOTOS . this is not true right. tell me? this is a photoshop. and this is a prank! please tell me. I don't want to face all this. "" I am sorry madi. but.. this is true. yes I kissed you. but it was to save your life. I couldn't do anything else"he expressed in sorrow. " WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU KISSED ME TO SAVE ME?! YOU COULD HAVE LET ME DIE PEACEFULLY!  WHAT IS THIS FOR. ATLEAST DYING WAS BETTER THAN TO FACE ALL THIS.! WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW? HAVE YOU READ THE COMMENTS. WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING ABOUT ME? "I cried and pushed him away. I wanted to die. I don't want to Live. " madi. Listen to me. dying is not the solution of. .. " NO. YOU LISTEN TO ME! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO REPEAT THE OLD, HURTFUL PAST. I CAN'T FACE ALL THIS. YOU MAY BE ABLE TO BUT I CAN'T.. I... "" STOP MADI! "he shouted and kissed me. how could he dare.. his breathe was warm but I wanted to push him away. he was too strong. I was crying. my tears were not stopping. the past was repeating itself. " listen to me madi! I don't give a fuck of these websites. I just wanna say that I.. I LOVE YOU"WHAAT. liza was correct. he.. he" MADI. YOU NEED TO BE STRONG. you have to face all this. its true I have a crush on you. I love you.  and nothing is fake in this website. I have already considered you as my girlfriend infront of media. " what.. andrew.. . I thought.. you... you would atleast understand.. my pain butt. . I HATE YOU. GO AWAY " I pushed him out of my room. I cried. as loudly as I could. mom! dad! .i need you. I can't face this world all alone. I want to diee!!!