Chapter 25: chapter 25

ch -25 SUICIDEI don't think I will be able to do anything more in life. and Andrew... why was he just Standing and Looking. why wasn't he helping me? what's wrong with him? I don't want media to gossip about me after my death. I am writing a suicide note. ... 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚... 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙙𝙚𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙭𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙢𝙮 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙞𝙨. 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧, 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙇𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙮. 𝙄 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝘽𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙞𝙩. 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢𝙄 𝙖𝙢... 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙞 .... I think this is enough for media to understand why I left my life and killed myself. I am sorry mom, dad. I couldn't reach UP to your expectations. sorry dad. I couldn't complete your last wish. I always wanted to be strong but I couldn't. I am a failure. I know that..I am coming to you. mom and dad. my last Tear dropped from my eye and.. " MADI. STOPPP! "" ANDREW! LEAVE ME ALONE! "" I SAID STOP MADI"Andrew came in running. he broke the door. he lifted me UP in his arms in Hurry. " what the fuck do you think you are doing"he shouted while Looking at my face in anger. " I want to die. I can't face. I can't fight. I am not strong . "I criedhe made me SIT on the bed and cleaned UP all the mess. he read the suicide note and tored it UP into pieces.. " I didn't expected you to be this weak "he said while tearing the paper" but Andrew... " what do you mean by this. do you think killing yourself will solve all your problems. No. suicide just passes your problems to another person. it never helps in making your life Peaceful. "he shouted" do you even know how would I live if I had Lost you. if I was just a second late then you might have left this world. "he was roaring out loud. I never saw him like this. emotional, angry, stressed. " but Andrew.. you don't know how it feels to have this fear.. "" madi! I know the most about how this feels. "he said" I Lost someone precious to me just because of this so called fucking scopophobia and this terror of facing people."" som.. someone precious"I was astonished" you always wanted to know about my family right? I'll tell you Today "he said