Chapter 4: chapter 4

ch-4  The fear"congratulations mad.... ""madi? "" madi! madi! what happened to you"I hear liza mumbling to me. " madi! you should have been happy. and why is this precious card lying on the floor? madi? what happened to you?.................................... "I hear madi stammering hundreds of words in front of me. I did not cared. I was scared. I wanted to cry. my fear had come in front of me again. "madiiii! are you listening to me? "" liza! I need some time to be alone" i sobbed and ran to the bathroomI wanted to cry. I did not wanted to know anyone about my fear. it doesn't matter how much I try but I will never be able to forget my phobia. I have to face it. no matter how much I try! " madi..... are you okay? "i hear liza comforting me while her hand on my shoulder" if anything is troubling you, tell me. i will help you"" liza, are you sure that what is written on that card is real? "i gasped. i wanted to know that this was a prank or not. i hope and i wish this was not true. "not at all madi! this is true. yes! you have been given a precious chance to make your future bright and get out of this lonely and depressing life! "   liza  said. " I think that you can't believe that you have given such a chance. I understand madi! yes. I know that these are the tears of your happiness! "admired liza " no! you misunderstand. it's not tha... "I was about to finish my sentence but then liza stopped me . " oh, I know madi! no need to explain me. I will send a reply from you to the director. I can't wait to see you giving interviews after becoming a famous photographer. " no liza! stop!.... "before I could say something, she went away. why can't liza understand! why can't she understand that I am afraid of.......