MILES Itâs so fucking hot. Sweat drips down my back as I stand around shooting the shit with the guys, lifting my beer can to press the cold aluminum to the back of my neck. This summer has been oppressively hot, and while the vibe of this parking lot party is great and all, Iâd kill for some AC right about now.
My gaze drifts to Levi, who has been chatting up beer tub girl for the past fifteen minutes. Heâs trying to win our little wager, but what he doesnât know is that I hit on that same waitress on Serenaâs birthday a while back and was shot down because she said she was already taken. Hey, itâs not my fault he took me up on the bet before getting all the facts.
I take a swig of my beer as I watch Levi turn around and skulk back in our direction, dragging his feet.
Thatâs not the look of a guy whoâs about to seal the deal, and from the sheepish expression on his face, I already know Iâve won.
âStruck out?â I ask as he approaches, hiding my knowing smirk behind my beer can.
He blows out a huffing breath. âShe claims sheâs got a boyfriend.â
I clap him on the shoulder, chuckling at his expense. âGuess drinks are on you tonight, then.â
âBut I thought you had it in the bag?â Dare teases, giving Levi a playful shove.
Levi rolls his eyes, shoving him back. âJust because thereâs a goalie doesnât mean you canât score. The nightâs not over yet.â
Dare snorts. âGood luck, buddy. If her boyfriend shows up, youâd better be ready to â¦â he trails off as I take another sip from my can, his gaze drifting over Leviâs shoulder. A wide grin spreads across his face and he throws up a hand. âCal!â
I choke on my beer, whipping my head around to see Cal striding in our direction, his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his jeans and his trademark scowl firmly in place. Then, almost instinctively, I swing my gaze around in search of Nessa. Sheâs nowhere to be found.
Shit.
I knew this day would come. Calâs back, and while Iâm thrilled to see my friend after so long, Iâm immediately on edge, unsure of what itâll mean for me and Nessa. Unsure of how heâll react to the fact that Iâm now dating his ex. We may be buddies, but even I know that scooping up the only girl he ever cared about is a major violation of bro code.
I just couldnât help myself.
I saw her first. That night that she and Vienna came to their first party at the packhouse, I noticed her right away. Sheâs impossible not to notice- on a scale of one to ten, the girlâs a fucking eleven. I wouldâve gone right over to introduce myself, but by the time I was able to shake the chick whoâd glommed onto me since the beginning of the party, Nessa and Vee were already posted up on the sectional with the rest of my boys. And for the first time in recent memory, Cal actually took an interest in a girl. My girl.
I wanted her, but I saw the writing on the wall from that first night. She was clearly into Cal. Fate knows he wasnât dealt a fair hand in life, so I basically stepped aside, even sweetening the deal by making that bet with him so he could finally get that junky old car of his running. Heâs so damn stubborn that he refused help from me and Chase every time weâd offered to buy him the parts he needed, so I saw an opportunity to help him out on the sly and I seized it. It worked out for him, too, until it didnât.
Iâll admit that the whole fated mates thing was a curveball I didnât see coming.
He left Nessa alone and heartbroken, and even though I knew it was wrong to move in on his girl, I couldnât stay away. Sheâs perfect. Itâs not my fault he didnât see that. The guy is basically programmed to self- destruct, and he did that spectacularly by up and leaving.
Now heâs back, and I can see it all slipping through my fingers before I could even fully grasp it. Iâve been working so hard to crack Nessaâs shell, imagining a future with a girl like her on my arm. The future he willingly walked away from, damnit.
Chase is the first to greet him, stepping in front of the rest of us, wrapping his knuckles around Calâs, and pulling him in to slap his back in a bro-hug. Before he can even move away, Alec and Dare crowd in, giving Cal the same treatment with warm greetings. I reach forward to give him an awkward fist-
bump, and when our eyes meet, I canât help but smile. As complicated as things are about to get with Nessa, Iâm glad to see his ugly mug. Iâve missed him more than I realized.
âGlad to have you back, man,â Chase says as Cal knocks his knuckles against mine. âIt hasnât been the same without you.â
âTell me about it,â Levi groans. He shoulders past me to come up beside Cal, tossing an arm around his neck and ing from ear to ear. âHeard you guys were able to take all those bastards out!â
Cal elbows Levi away, landing a playful punch on his bicep. The guy has never been very touchy-feely, so I imagine this is a lot for him. âSomeone had to step up and do it,â he drawls, smirking.
âAnd you even had the balls to show up with the enemy tonight,â Alec muses, flicking a glance past Cal toward where Loganâs posted up with a few other guys.
Cal rolls his eyes. âLoganâs cool. He was our team leader for the mission.â
Alec side-eyes Chase as if to gauge his reaction, but Chase just shakes his head and shrugs it off. âIâve got no beef with Logan. He treated Vee well when they were together, and if he hadnât let her go, she wouldnât have found her way to me.â
My brows shoot up. Chaseâs newfound maturity still shocks me sometimes. Angry used to be his default setting.
âSo how was it?â Dare asks, looking to Cal uestioningly.
He shrugs. âFine. It was nice to get away. Weird to be back.â He shuffles his feet uncomfortably, shoving his hands back into his pockets and staring down at the asphalt. âIâm gonna grab a beer.â
Cal saunters off without another word, and as if on cue, thatâs when Vienna and Nessa reappear. Vee winds her arms around Chaseâs torso, attaching herself to his side, and I drift toward Nessa.
âHey,â I say quietly, leaning in close to her. â Donât know if you heard, but Calâs back.â
Her eyes snap to meet mine and she gives me a curt nod, her lips pressed in a tight line. âI know.â
My jaw goes slack.
She knows?
Have they already talked?
That questionâs answered when Cal makes his way back over, cracking his beer as he approaches with his eyes downcast. He lifts freezes in his tracks when h notices Nessa and Vee have joined our group.
He visibly tenses, his muscles lockin up and his stare immediately fixing on the girl he left behind.
Sheâs staring right back, and the tension between them is so thick that you could cu it with a knife. The side conversations between the other guys quiet. Itâs like weâre all collectively holding our breath, anxious to see how this is about to play out.
âHi,â Cal murmurs, his intense stare unblinking.
âHi,â she whispers back.
Jealousy knots in my gut and I scooch closer to Nessa, sliding an arm around her waist.
I feel her flinch at the contact.
Calâs eyes ping down to my arm, then back up to meet Nessaâs again. He clears his throat, the muscle in his jaw ticking like heâs trying to control his reaction. âHowâve your been?â
âIâm fine.â She shudders out a harsh breath, folding her arms across her chest and leaning back into my arm. âBetter than fine, actually,â she snaps. âIâm great.â Her long hair whips the side of my face as she spins toward me, a fake as fuck smile stretching her lips. âWanna dance?â
âUh, yeah,â I reply, and the words have barely left my mouth before I feel her fingertips digging into my arm, tugging me away from our group in the direction of the makeshift stage the band is playing on.
I donât recognize the song theyâre playing- some emo bullshit from a decade ago, if I had to venture a guess- but Nessa seems into it. I follow as she threads her way through the crowd, stopping a few yards away from the stage and throwing up her arms, singing along to the chorus and swaying her hips. I press in closer behind her, resting my hands on her hips and finding the beat to sway along with her.
Iâm not an idiot. I know sheâs putting on a show for Cal right now. I canât find it in me her ass is rubbing against my crotch, though. This is the most action Iâve gotten from Nessa since we started seeing each other, so I donât really give a shit what her motivations are. Not sure if that makes me an asshole, but a month of blue balls takes its toll on a guy.
Iâve had the patience of a saint when it comes to this girl. The first time I tried to kiss her, she turned her cheek, and it was so fucking humiliating that I havenât tried again since. She seems to be giving me all the signals right now, though, so maybe her freeze-out is about to end. A guy can dream. I was nervous about Cal coming back, but shit, maybe I should be thanking him.
Itâs hot as fuck in this crowd. Thereâs not even the hint of a breeze, and the body heat radiating off of everyone else around us has me feeling like Iâm in fucking hell. We dance for a few more songs, and right when Iâm about to beg Nessa for a break, she spins around to face me, tiny beads of sweat clinging to her bronze skin.
âWanna grab some beers?â she asks, lifting back of her neck with one hand and fanning herself with the other.
My eyes track a bead of sweat rolling down the column of her neck. Fuck, I want to lick that neck. I want to wrap my hand around it while pinning her up against the wall, pounding into her until she screams my name over and over andâ¦
âMiles?â
Nessaâs voice yanks me from my dirty fantasy and I jerk my gaze up to meet hers. â Huh?â
âBeers?â
âOh, yeah.â I slyly reach down to adjust myself in my jeans, turning to search for an opening to escape the crowd. Nessa shoulders past me, leading the way, and I keep my eyes trained on her perfect ass in those little cutoff jean shorts as I follow her.
Even after we break away from the masses gathered around the stage, thereâs no real reprieve from the heat. Thereâs now a line of people in front of the beer tub, so we post up at the back of it to wait our turn to buy drinks as I continue to sweat my ass off. âI really wanna get in some fuckinâ AC,â I grumble, wiping sweat from my brow. âIâve got beers at my placeâ¦â
Yeah, totally shooting my shot here.
Nessa slides me a side-eyed glance, hesitation lingering in her gaze.
Then she shocks the shit out of me when she shrugs and says, âOkay.â