TEN YEARS AGO
I couldnât sleep. Thinking about River and Romeo being locked up in a juvenile detention center haunted me. Wondering how my brother and our best friend were surviving was something that I couldnât shake. Theyâd both put on brave faces, and Iâd done the same, but I knew they had to be scared as hell.
Add in the fact that Hayes and his sister, Saylor, had been taken from their home as well, and this shit show just kept getting better.
âMom! No!â Saylorâs terrorized voice had me jumping to my feet and hurrying to the room across the hall. I pushed the door open, and she flailed around on the bed like she was fighting for her life.
Lately, it felt like we all were.
âSaylor. Saylor, hey.â I moved to sit on the edge of her bed and placed a hand on her forearm. âYouâre okay. Itâs King. Iâm here.â
Her hands moved over her face to protect herself, and my chest squeezed.
She was fucking scared, and that shit pissed me off.
âHey, hey. Look at me. Iâm not going to let anyone hurt you again, okay?â I whispered as her wild eyes locked with mine. She blinked several times, her breathing frantic, and I could see a layer of sweat covering her forehead from the sliver of moonlight shining through the window in Riverâs bedroom.
âKing?â She said my name as a question, and I heard the fear in her voice.
âYeah. Iâm here. Youâre okay. You were having a nightmare.â
She used the back of her hand to swipe at the tear that broke free from her eyes, and she looked away. Sheâd always been a little shyâtoo sweet for her own good. She was my best friend Hayesâs little sister, so she was family.
End of story.
She cleared her throat. âIâm sorry I woke you up. Iâm fine.â
I reached for her chin and turned her face so that she was looking at me. âYou donât have to be fine. This is a lot to take. Do you want to tell me about it?â
Her blonde hair was in a long braid that hung over her shoulder, and her blue eyes locked with mine. âI justâI canât believe all thatâs happened over the last few weeks, you know? And now Iâm here. I feel bad about your grandparents taking me in, and Iâm worried about River and Romeo. Iâm worried about my mom and brother.â
Her bottom lip trembled, and I stroked the loose strand of hair that had broken free away from her pretty face. âEveryone is going to be okay. I promise.â I gave her a reassuring smile. That was sort of my shtick. I could find something good in the shittiest of situations. It had always helped me when things went down, and I wanted to help her right now. âAnd my grandparents are devastated about River being sent to that hellhole. So having you here gives them a little bit of needed sunshine.â
She nodded, and her teeth sank into her bottom lip as tears started streaming down her cheeks, catching me off guard. I pulled her into my arms as sobs left her body. And I just held her there. I didnât have a lot of experience with girls that were crying, because the girls I hung out with were usually trying to get in my pants, or vice versa. It was all laughter and flirtation, nothing deep.
Thatâs how I liked it.
What can I say? Iâm a fifteen-year-old horny dude. Well, technically, Iâll be sixteen in a few months.
My hands stroked her back, and I breathed in all that goodness. Saylor Woodson was good to her core.
Smart and pretty and sweet.
And she was Hayesâs little sister. The most important person in my life.
We had a pact, the five of us. River, Romeo, Hayes, Nash, and me.
Ride or Die.
We were all brothers in our own way. So Iâd promised Hayes Iâd protect his sister while she stayed with us. My grandparents couldnât afford to take both her and Hayes in. Nash lived alone with his dad, and his father wasnât willing to take in a teenage girl, so theyâd been split up temporarily.
We all had, in a way.
But this was better than the alternative, them being split up and living with strangers.
âI shouldnât have called the police that night. None of this would have happened. But I was scared because Hayes wasnât home to break up the fight this time,â she whimpered. âI thought Barry was going to hurt my mom. I thought I was doing the right thing.â
âYou did the right thing, Saylor. Hayes is so fucking proud of you.â I continued stroking her head as I held her against my chest.
âI guess I should be glad the police got there right after Hayes got home, because he probably would have killed Barry, and then heâd be sent away like River and Romeo.â She spoke through her tears, her voice soft, and I could hear the sadness. The fear. We knew something had gone down, but Hayes hadnât given much detail. Saylor had somehow been struck by Barry just as Hayes arrived home and flew into a murderous rage. Thankfully, the police got there shortly after. They were both removed from the house and would have been placed into the system, but as soon as he called me and Nash, we got our families involved. Theyâd spent two days in a foster home before Saylor had come here and Hayes had gone to stay with Nash.
âIs that what your nightmare was about?â I asked, as she pulled back and let out a few long breaths.
âI see Barry in my nightmares. The crazed look in his eyes. The way he turned to me when I tried to pull him off my mom. I was so scared,â she said. âI canât sleep without seeing his face, King. I havenât slept in days, and Iâm so tired.â
âI know you are. What if I stay with you tonight? I can sleep in here so you know youâre safe.â
âThis is so embarrassing. Iâll be fourteen years old next week. I shouldnât be afraid of the dark.â She shook her head, shoulders pushing back as if she were trying to prove she was okay.
To me.
To herself.
I wasnât sure. But it didnât matter.
Because Saylor Woodson didnât need to be okay on my behalf.
Iâd walk through fire to make sure she was safe.
I glanced over at the pile of green stems on the nightstand, and she followed my gaze to see what caught my eye.
âThose are dandelion puffballs that you can make wishes on. I figure if you make enough wishes, someday itâll work, right?â
âOf course, it will. Come on. Lie down. Iâve got you. No one will ever know about this. Itâll be our secret, okay?â I slipped in beside her, and we both rolled onto our sides, facing one another.
âThanks, King. Iâll be fine tomorrow. I know I will. Iâm just worried right now. About everyone and everything.â
âYeah. Me, too,â I said. âYouâre actually helping me because I couldnât sleep either.â
âYouâre worried, too, arenât you?â
âYeah. I get to go visit next week. Itâs been the longest two weeks of my life since they were sent away. I havenât slept much at all. And then I was worried about you and Hayes being pulled into the system. Iâm a lot happier now that youâre here and Hayes is with Nash.â
âMe, too. I wish we could get River and Romeo out of there, too.â
âYeah. I canât believe all the shit that has happened.â
âHayes told me that they didnât do it. They were set up by Slade Crawford, right?â she whispered.
âYep. And his family has more money than they know what to do with, so who do you think theyâre going to believe?â I hissed. I was still so fucking pissed off about the whole thing. The rich asshole robs the Daily Market, pushes a man down and hurts him, and then runs out of there and lets two innocent dudes serve his time in juvie hall?
It was bullshit.
âItâs not right,â she said, and I could hear the exhaustion.
âItâs not. But we need to keep it together for them. You and me going without sleep is not going to bring anyone back or get you home any sooner.â
She shifted closer to me. âI donât know where home is anymore. Iâd be scared to go back there. But I donât like being separated from Hayes. And I need to know that my mom is okay. But all I see is Barry when I close my eyes.â
I found her hand and pulled it between us. âIâve got you, Saylor. Iâm not going to let anyone hurt you. I promise.â
She squeezed my hand, and I held her close.
And I kept my fingers wrapped around hers until the sound of her breathing slowed.
Her chest rose and fell against mine, and it soothed me in a way.
Iâd been a little lost these last few weeks, and if I were being honest, right now, with Saylor, was the most content Iâd felt since everything had gone down.
Maybe protecting my best friendâs little sister was just what I needed.
She needed me, and maybe, in a weird way, I needed her, too.