âIâll follow the Empressâ will.â
âYour Highness the Crown Prince!â
Olivia, who was holding onto Louis, shouted with a startled look.
âWhat do you mean⦠What do you mean, Your Highness? You answered wrong now, didnât you?â
ââ¦â
âNo way! Your Highness, how could you do this to me! Are you trying to betray me?â
Olivia howled at Louis, who had no answer.
âYouâre going to abandon me. Youâre saying youâre going to abandon me and choose the Empress!â
âGuards!â
Anastasia, who could no longer watch, immediately called the guard. Guards rushed into Louisâ room.
âDid you call, Your Majesty?â
âGet Lady Fontaine out of here right now.â
âLet go of me! How dare you touch someoneâs body!â
Olivia, of course, resisted violently.
Of course, Anastasia didnât want to use this method, at least in front of Louis.
âBut Lady Fontaine will never leave this room on her own feet even if she dies.â
She was such a strong person.
âYour Highness, you canât do this to me. Your Highness, Your Highness!â
Oliviaâs screams of being dragged away by the guards, and Anastasia rubbed her forehead with a headache.
âI never thought Iâd show that to a kid whoâs just regained consciousnessâ¦â
Anger crept up again. Anastasia tried not to express such feelings, but pulled her hand off her forehead and looked at Louis.
Louis had a rather blank face.
ââ¦what should I say?â
Anastasia was a little perplexed, then quickly loosened her expression and sat next to Louis.
âSince when have you been up?â
ââ¦â
Louis shook his head instead of answering.
As if he didnât want to answer, Anastasia didnât ask any more. The answer wasnât even a very important question anyway.
âHow are you feeling? Are you okay?â
This time he nodded. Anastasia finally smiled and told Selene.
âCall the court doctor.â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
Selene quickly stepped out of the bedroom, leaving only two people in the room, Louis and Anastasia.
Anastasia wondered what to say again, and asked Louis cautiously.
âDo you want to be alone? Should I go out?â
This time he shook his head. Fortunately, she didnât kick her out, so Anastasia pondered what else to say.
ââ¦â
But the worry wasnât too long. At one point, Anastasia held Louis tightly due to an uncontrollable impulse.
Louis felt himself stiffen in embarrassment, but Anastasia hugged the child harder.
ââ¦Iâm sorry.â
The words uttered in a sobbing voice drained Louisâs body.
But without noticing it, Anastasia began to cry after uttering the two worda.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, Louis⦠I should have noticed⦠Iâm sorry.â
Anastasia, who only spitted out one syllable at a time, looked at Louis with strange eyes and asked.
âWhy⦠is Your Majesty apologizing?â
Louis couldnât understand her.
It wasnât because of her that he collapsed. Strictly speaking, it was his own fault.
Even though he knew he was overdoing it, he couldnât tell Anastasia the truth.
âI lied. Well⦠â¦it wasnât alright, actually.â
Because of Her Majesty, the time to study had been reduced, and he had to stay up all night, so he couldnât tell her not to come anymore.
It was because he was afraid.
With that said, it seemed that Anastasia would not come to him anymore.
Then, goodbye to all the strange toys he saw for the first time, games he had never heard of, and the strange stories.
For the first time, the rainbow-colored existence of play intervened in his achromatic daily life where there was only study, study, and study.
Because he knew very well that if Anastasia were gone, no one would give him such a rainbow colored life.
He didnât want to give it up. So he hid it and pretended to be okay.
âDonât cry. Itâs my fault.â
âNo⦠Itâs not Louisâ fault.â
Anastasia heard that, and now she began to cry out loudly.
As things got worse, Louis panicked.
âI⦠â¦Iâm a bad friend. I was excited to play with Louis⦠⦠I didnât realize how hard Louis was having it⦠â¦Well, itâs all my fault. Sorry.â
âNo, itâs notâ¦â
Louis looked at Anastasiaâs face after he came out of her arms.
She closed her eyes and cried like a child.
âI thought adults wouldnât cry. Maybe not.â
âWho said that? Did Olivia say that too?â
Damn Olivia. Anastasia continued to whimper as she uttered swear words in her mind.
Looking at Anastasiaâs face, Louis carefully reached for her.
âAhâ¦!â
Anastasia looked at Louis with a surprised look on her face at the small warmth of his hand.
Louis was wiping away tears on Anastasiaâs cheeks with a rather serious face.
âDonât cry.â
ââ¦â
âIf you cry, Goddess Rosenia wonât give you a birthday present.â
Anastasia smiled unconsciously at the words, and Louis frowned upon seeing them.
âDonât even laugh. Youâll get hurt if you cry and laugh.â
âWhat should I do?â
âJust stay still.â
At Louisâ instruction, Anastasia eventually looked at Louis without crying or laughing.
Anastasia stared at Louis, who was still absorbed in wiping tears from her cheeks, and asked.
âThe Empressâ Palace⦠Are you sure you donât mind following me?â
âYes.â
Louis replied in a faint voice.
âSince I donât have a nanny anymore, Your Majesty will be my nanny.â
âAhâ¦.â
âHave you already changed your mind?ââ
âOh, no! No way!â
Anastasia, who hurriedly replied, quietly added a moment later.
âIâm glad you woke up safely, Louis.â
ââ¦â
âI was very worried.â
Louis, who was silent for a moment when he heard it, asked.
âDid you nurse me?â
âNurse you⦠how to answerâ¦â
Anastasia clumsily answered.
âIâve been by your side the whole time.â
âWhy?â
âBecause Louis is sick.â
âThereâs a lot of people whoâll take care of me.â
âThatâs true, butâ¦â
âItâs annoying, nursing. Why didnât you ask your subordinate to do it?â
âIt wasnât annoying at all.â
Anastasia denied it in a tone as if it could not be.
âI just wanted to be the first one to see Louis wake up.â
ââ¦â
âI thought I would be relieved if I saw you as soon as possible.â
There was nothing false in the way she said it, so Louis was confused.
That look, like a mother.
In fact, it was an expression he had seen from Anastasia a few times.
But especially today.
âWhy are you being nice to me?â
He couldnât understand. Whyâ¦
Why did she look at him like that?
Why did she worry about him with that?
â¦in fact, she hated him.
âOr in fact.â
Watching Anastasia struggling to speak in a quivering voice, Louis became confused.
âDonât you hate me?â
Anastasia was only showing a completely different appearance from Oliviaâs numerous warnings from the beginning until now.
She didnât hate him, she didnât try to kill him, she didnât ask for anything.
Just, she did everything for him. As if she didnât want anything, as if he were truly her darling nephew.
In fact, it was quite a long time ago that such suspicions arose.
âLouis, look at this. Is it funny?â
Looking at the face of the ugly doll while laughing like a child, he thought expressionless.
âDoes Her Majesty really enjoy being with me?â
Otherwise, every aspect of her was too delicate and realistic to be a play.
âPerhaps⦠⦠You might like me a little bit.â
But if it was true, that would be saying that Olivia had been lying to him all this time.
âWho should I trust?â
He was confused but what was more confusing was his mind.
From that moment on, Anastasia became undeniably better.
In fact, it was strange that Anastasia wasnât kicked out even though he was prepared to study all night.
They became friends by some chance, but it was just an illusion, and if he wanted to get rid of her, it was possible.
He was also confident in being harsh. Olivia had taught him to do that.
Olivia thought Anastasia was persistently going to the Imperial Palace despite his persistent rejection, but it wasnât that.
He never actually rejected her fervently.
Of course, even if he refused, Anastasia would have kept coming.
He pretended not to know, but he knew.
Actually, he enjoyed watching Anastasia more than playing.
Her Majesty the Empress, who always said nice things to him, always smiled when she saw him, and Her Majesty the Empress, who looked at him warmly with loving eyes.
Itâs because he liked it.
He tried to ignore it, but he had no choice but to realize it.
âIâm going to take care of Louis until I find a new nanny, what do you think?â
As soon as he heard that, he knew he wanted to follow her.
At the same time, he thought it was a good opportunity.
Because he thought maybe Olivia was lying to him.
âIâ¦â
The world he has believed in so far may be all lies.
So he wanted to check.
Which one of them was lying to him.
âIâll follow the Empressâ will.â
Who really loves him?