ââ¦. But he didnât know who I was. He said he was going to sell us as a pair. He started toâ¦.â
She looks down, her voice breaking, ââ¦. handle me⦠They were⦠they were going to rape us, âbreak us inâ he said, so weâd be ready for his buyer. But Charlotte said he was mad, and heâd get a much better price ransoming me back to you. Klempner didnât believe at first that Iâm your wife. But she told him to look it up on the internet, and then she said that you probably wouldnât pay to ransom me if heâd beenâ¦. If heâ¦. Oh, Godâ¦.â She drops her glass into the water, burying her face in her hands, sobbing.
I stroke her, kissing her hair, waiting for her to regain her composure.
After a minute, she wipes her face with foamy fingers. âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry.â
âYou have nothing to be sorry for. Carry on telling me what happened.â
Elizabeth nods and sniffs. Itâs an endearing gesture, a little-girl sniffle, and I kiss her cheek.
âMaster, let me turn around again. Itâs easier if I donât look at you.â
Elizabeth once more lying back against me, I lock an arm over her chest, stroke her face with my free hand.
She breathes deeply a couple of times, the long slow breaths of someone taking back control, then continues. âMaster, Charlotte told Klempner that heâd better not handle me because youâre a billionaire and you âlike your goods pristineââ¦. Those were her wordsâ¦. and that you wouldnât ransom me if Iâ¦. If heâ¦.â
I tighten my grip on her, press my cheek against hers. âI hope you didnât believe that? It was just Charlotte being clever. Talking in a way that a criminal would understand.â
She easesâ¦.
You did half-believe itâ¦.
âNo, of course I didnâtâ¦.â
But the tension still in her body gives lie to her words.
Youâre so vulnerableâ¦.
ââ¦. but Klempner did. He had his men put me back into the cell, but they kept Charlotte there with them.â And now, distress in her voice again, âRichard.⦠Masterâ¦. I think they gang-raped her. When they threw her back in the cell with me, some time later, she was wearing different clothes and she wouldnât say anything. Sheâd been beaten, and her rings were goneâ¦. The ones James and Michael gave her.â
Oh, Godâ¦.
What do I say to James?
Or Michael?
ââ¦. Later she seemed to feel better. She started talking, quietly so that they couldnât hear us. She told me we were going to be taken out, and that before they got us into the truck, we had to run. I said there was nowhere to run to, that we didnât know where to go. But she said it didnât matter, we just had to get away, but she wouldnât explain whyâ¦.â
She knew weâd be alert for the tracer coming out from coverâ¦.
ââ¦. Then she started banging on the cell door and yelling for her own shoes back. I didnât understand why at first, but when they gave them back to her, she took off the ones she was wearing and gave them to me. She told me to put them on, wouldnât take no for an answer.â
âWhat was that all about?â
âI was still wearing the high heels Iâd put on for a shopping trip, but the new ones were flat trainers.
Shoes I could run in. Anyway, it was getting dark and they came to take us away. Charlotte whispered that I had to pretend to be very scaredâ¦.â
Pretend?
ââ¦. and to do exactly as they told us until she said different. She had hold of my hand. Wouldnât let go.
Then, just as they were going to put us in the truck, she set off and took me with her. We ran into the dark. There were trees, and a couple of times we banged into them or hid behind them. There was a lot of yelling and shouting as they came after us. At one point, I nearly screamed, but Charlotte clapped her hand over my mouth. Then we ran again. And we kept runningâ¦.â Elizabethâs heart yammers through her body and mine.
âWould you like some more wine?â
âNo. Just let me tell itâ¦. We seemed to lose them, and I was breathless. So, she let me rest for a few minutes. We were in the parking lot of a cafeâ¦.â
âA road-side cafe?â
âYes.â
âFuck! We parked there ourselves for a few minutes.â
She jolts. âThat was you? We ran when we heard a car coming. but I felt better by then. Iâd caught my breath andâ¦.â Her mouth works. âCharlotte made me eat. She found food in the trash can. She made me eat itâ¦.â
Second nature to a child runawayâ¦.
ââ¦. It was alright, but it came out of the trash can. She told me sheâd learned to feed herself that way when she was small, running away from Blessingmoors after sheâd been picked up by the police before, for stealing foodâ¦. Anyway, it was only a few minutes after that when you saw us. We didnât realise it was you at first and she tried to pull me awayâ¦.â
âYes, we saw thatâ¦.â
âBut then, when you shouted, and the other cars arrived, she just pushed me towards you. She said sheâd see me soon when you picked her up as wellâ¦. And thenâ¦.â
She starts crying againâ¦. âWhere is she, Master? Sheâs sacrificed herself to get me back to you, butâ¦.â
I hold her to me, nuzzling into her neck. âShhh⦠It will be alright. Youâll see. Sheâs smart and sheâs fast-
thinking. No-oneâs ever beaten Charlotte beforeâ¦. â
But inside, sick with shame, my gut churns.
âLetâs get you to bed,â I say. âYouâll feel better for some sleep. And who knows, perhaps weâll have heard something by the time you wake.â
Elizabeth doesnât move, so I lift her, wrap a robe around her and carry her to the bedroom. She sits, inert, as I towel her hair, then blow-dry the worst of the damp from it, before lying her back and pulling the blankets over her.
But she shows no sign of resting or of trying to sleep. Sheâs in no condition to be interviewed, so I need to talk to Will, to tell him what she has told me. But I canât leave her alone like this.
I sit by her, holding her hand, stroking the fingers, waiting for her eyes to close. As her lids droop, I hover for a couple of minutes, then stand to make my call.
Her eyes snap open, full of panic. âDonât leave me. Pleaseâ¦.â
âMy Love, Iâm not going anywhere. I just need to make a phone call.â
Her hands clutch at me, pulling me close. âMaster, please...â Thereâs pleading in her eyes. âI want you.â
Surely not?
âYou want to make love? I thought.â¦â
âPlease, Master. I want you inside me. Theyâ¦. they made me feel dirtyâ¦.â Her words have a desperate edge. Her eyes are clouded, imploring.
My Love.... What have they done to you?
Elizabeth has been abducted before, but it was only a matter of hours before I reclaimed her. This time they have had her for daysâ¦.
My beautiful Elizabethâ¦. Wounded insideâ¦.
âShhh.... Lie back.â I stroke her forehead and her cheek, framing her face with my hands as I press my mouth to hers. Shrugging off my robe, I slide away the sheets to kiss her neck and breasts, my lips around one nipple as I nudge at the other with my thumb. I try to be gentle, to ease her.
Will she come?
Does she want to?
Or does she simply want to feel me inside herself?
I'm not sure....
What is it she wants?
â¦. Needsâ¦.
?
And it comes to me.
Her doubts and fears, raised by Charlotteâs words, spoken in all innocence, and for good reason. My Love fears that I might think her besmirched. Soiled.
Second-handâ¦.
â¦
â¦
Take ownership of her again.
Claim her.
Make sure she knows she's mine....
And now, understanding what she wants, seeing the need in her I cease my gentleness. Instead, cuffing her wrists with my hand, I raise them over her head, pulling her taut under me as I cover her with my body. Then, sliding inside, roughly, I take her. Take her body. Take her soul.
Take what is mine.
She trembles, and I feel it in her, to be mine, to be owned again. Wholly. Completely.
And as I enter her, withdraw, enter her, withdraw, I cup her chin between my palms, watching her grey-
green eyes flicker and glaze.
âYouâre mine,â I say, my embrace and my words fierce. âYou're mine. I am your Master, and you are mine. No matter what happens.â
Her eyes growing obscure, her breathing deepens as her body rises and falls to meet mine. I reach beneath, hitching up her hips so I can penetrate her more deeply. Her legs swing up and around, locking, welcoming me. And thrusting more strongly, driving in now, I kiss her, bruisingly hard.
âYou're mine. No one else's. And never, ever, doubt that. If we are ever parted, I will always reclaim youâ¦.â
Sheâs shuddering now, moaning under me as need melds to wistfulnessâ¦.
ââ¦. And the only reason I would ever not reclaim you, is if I believed you did not want me to.â
âNever.â Her words are breathy and broken. âNever.â
And at the end, her flesh clutching at mine, she gasps and arches, her nails digging into my shoulders....
âMaster....â
âAlways,â I whisper as I spill into her.
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