The message had come long past dark, crumpled paper slipped under my door. The writing was unmistakably sharp and deliberate, belonging to Calla.
âBring Rowan to the edge of the old quarry at sunset. Not questions, no games. This is your last task, Lila. Do this, and your secrets stay buried.â
I stared at the note, my heart beating hard against my chest as though it might jump out of it any moment. My fingers shook as I read out the words over and over, each word digging deeper into my resolve.
âThis has to stop,â I said to myself whispering, pacing round the room. âBut how?â.
It was as if my past had come down upon me, and the weight of Callaâs threats was crushing my will. Sinking onto the edge of the bed, my fingers clenched around the note as my head spun with
indecision.
Then, in one second, all that finally bubbled up and overflowed, and I just went ahead and punched the wall with my fist.
âWhy canât I make this end already?â I yelled out, sobbing. I went to the floor with tears streaming from my face, drawing my knees to my chest.
I thought of Rowan, how kind he was and how he wanted to change, how he even started to believe in me when I couldnât. sometimes. And how was I going to betray him?
âBut what other choice do I have?â I thought sarcastically, tugging at my hair furiously.
The next morning, I sought him out near the training grounds. Rowan stood beside a few young wolves, patiently offering them advice. He spotted me and softened.
âLila?â he called, a note of concern creeping into his voice.
I faltered, my chest tight. âCan we talk?â
He nodded, stepping away from the crowd. We found a quiet. spot near the edge of the woods. I couldnât meet his eyes as I spoke. âI. I just wanted to thank you. For everything.â
âThank me?â Rowanâs brow furrowed. âLila, whatâs going on?â
I bit my lip, struggling to find the words. âYouâve been so kind to me. More than I deserve. And I. I donât want to lose that.â
âYou wonât,â he repeated with more feeling; his hand brushed mine. âLila, you are far stronger than you feel. Whatever has been going on with you, you do not need to face any of it on your own.â
With a start, the words pierced deeper than expected, and