290 One last chance
âYou will not change a single thing by throwing a tantrum. Letâs talk about it and find a solution. Come here.â Alyssa grabbed her hand in vain and didnât give up when she couldnât get the woman to stop. âAngela, the most important person here is Rosaly. If you are rash...â
âI know whatâs best for my daughter, Alyssa. Unlike you, I still have power over my child. I have no daughter-in-law causing chaos and trying to ruin our relationship. We are on different boats.â She left after letting Alyssa know she knew what she was doing.
âDamn it.â Alyssa cursed under her breath. Angela was harder to deal with now than she was before. Not that she could be blamed. She had received all sorts of colorful promises about being able to get back together with Desmond if she let him know they had a daughter together. Not only had that failed, but her daughter had been taken away too.
She stayed in the restaurant for a while longer, contemplating her next move. Pushing Angela was out of question. If she pushed too hard, she might end up turning Angela into a foe instead of a friend and if she chose to approach her gently, that may take ages.
âAre you still thinking of what to do?â A haunting voice pulled her out of her thoughts moments before her gaze fell on the woman who had just made her way over to her and was now sitting on the chair that Angela was on a moment ago.
âXimena.â Her breath quickened.
âDonât be scared, dear Alyssa. I donât plan to do anything to you, really. Unless, of course, the little meeting you had with Angela a moment ago had something to do with hurting my best friend.â
âNo. Of course not.â Alyssa knew she was not being believable so she sighed. âFine, it was about her. But now that you are here, I think we might come to some agreement on friendly grounds.â
Ximena laughed with a snort and covered her mouth with the back of her hand. âPardon me. Am I to do anything on a friendly note? Me?â
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Now that she put it that way, Alyssa realized she was asking for the impossible. If there was any reason why Zaria and Ximena were friends, it was probably because Ximena was everything like Lucy. Shrewd, rutheless and a lone wolf. She would only make an ally if the benefit of it greatly outdid those of being on her own.
âThink about it.â Her head spun as she tried to come up with something on the spot. âI have nothing against Zaria as a person. To be quite honest, she is a smart woman. She is also carrying my grandchild. If I hurt her, not only would I lose the only chance to reconcile with my son, but I would also miss out on my second grandchild.â
âSo who is your real enemy, Alyssa?â Ximena was not interested in her beating around the bush.
âLucy.â She gritted the name out venomously. âEveryone hates that woman.â
âIs that so? You hated Zaria ages before you found out she is Lucyâs daughter.â Ximena questioned.
âShe looks so much like Lucy, doesnât she? She kept reminding me of her but thatâs besides the point.â She sipped her tea. âXimena, I was like you years ago. A young woman with dreams and ambition. I did my best to fulfill them, only for them to be crashed like they were nothing. Lucy has damaged many families all in the name of revenge. She has this void in her heart that can perhaps only be filled if she successfully destroys every opulent family in Imperium. Someone has to stop her before she ruins us all.â
Ximena listened on curiously and raised a brow. âYou think one woman would go against an entire country and win.â She burst into laughter. âSeriously, Alyssa. Not even the presidentâs wife would achieve such a feat.â
Hearing her words, Alyssa knew no amount of convincing would get Ximena on her side. She rested her elbow on the table to inch closer to the woman. âAll you saw was Angela and I having a meeting. You could have left immediately but you didnât. What do you want?â
âWhy is Angela Aguilar still alive? I want to know that, as well as the reason why you are still alive.â Ximena insinuated with a gentle smile. âI should have killed you ages ago. I could do it now.â
âYou will go to prison.â Alyssa warned, but fear rose in the pits of her stomach. This woman was a psycho. Hell knew she could do it and not even the bars of prison would make her regret it.
âI wonât have to, if you come to your senses.â She picked a cookie out of Alyssaâs tray and took a tiny bite. âYou know, my parents arenât really my parents. I wouldnât call them anything but a sperm donor married to his corresponding egg donor. They had me but they have never been my parents.â
Alyssa listened with horror. Why was this about her parents? Yet when she caught Ximenaâs expression, her heart broke.
âI was in the choir when I was little and we would have performances and all the parents in school would be invited. Every single time when it ended, I would look in the crowd and Uncle Theo would be there, cheering me on like Iâm his daughter. He would take me and Zaria out for ice cream all so I would forget that the man who should have been there cheering me is my father.â
She forced a laugh. âAnd every night there was a thunderstorm, he would read me stories over the house telephone so I could get to sleep again. It never occured to me that I could have knocked on my parentsâ door. My brain was wired to call him because my own father didnât even know I had trouble sleeping. He didnât know I was scared of thunderstorms when Uncle Theo started following the weather forecast just so he would know when to have Zaria call me for a sleepover.â
âIâm so...â Alyssa started speaking, only for Ximena to shush her.
âDonât. It doesnât matter. Iâm a grown up woman now. I will get married and my husband will take over where my father didnât do his job, right? If Iâm scared he can read me. And when I have kids, I will have to learn on the spot how to be a mother since I had no example to learn from.â
Ximena then smiled to push it all down. âHe never says it to anyone but I know a broken child when I see one-even in his adulthood. Your son needed you, Alyssa. You were meant to guide him into the world but instead, you abandoned him. And now that he found his own way, you want to take away the one thing that matters to him. Have you no heart?â
âDonât you make assumptions about things you donât know.â Alyssa snapped. âIâm sorry you felt that way growing up but my son always had us. We were there for him.â
âYet he still ended up finding comfort in anything and anyone but his parents. Have you ever tried to find out how he truly felt?â She shrugged when Alyssa remained silent. âI thought so. You only ever care about you and the kind of flattery you would receive from everyone for mothering the smartest child.â
She walked out of the café, leaving Alyssa confused and deep in thoughts. She had not intended to come back in this manner. When she noticed a disguised woman and recognized her as Angela from her silhouette, she had wanted to finish the scheming duo. What had started as an interrogation had ended as her pouring her heart out over matters she thought she had long buried.
âI gave it my all, didnât I?â She laughed to herself as she stared into the mirror. Her freshly washed face looked back at her, her eyes still slightly reddened. âThis is your last chance, Alyssa. If after this you still donât give up your stunts, donât blame me if my knife accidentally slips and lands right through your heart.â
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AN
Do you think Alyssa could ever turn over a new life? If she can, does she deserve a second