As soon as I realized it, my body stiffened.
Just when I fought Dullahan, my eyes and ears were bleeding profusely after the battle, but now I didnât feel even the slightest headache. Naturally, I was shocked. For so long, the memories associated with this spear had tormented me, making me drown in the past.
"You there... That spear..."
The four people who knew about my past were just as shocked as I was. They couldnât believe that I was holding the light spear calmly, despite the history behind it.
"â¦Are you really okay now?"
"I donât know yet."
That was all I could say at the moment. I knew nothingâwhy I wasnât in pain, the reason behind it, or how long this situation would last. I really knew nothing.
"â¦So, I need to find out."
However, it was crucial to understand this. I had to know the cause, how long it would last, and everything in between. This might be my chance to break free from the memories that had tormented and consumed me for so many years.@@novelbin@@
Even if I couldnât forget, I might be able to escape them.
I looked down at the light spear in my hand. It was emitting a brilliant golden light, so radiant that I wondered if it had always been this beautiful.
"Alright. In that case, the first thing to do is clear."
Laura cautiously spoke, watching my reaction.
"First, you should find out how much of your memories you can recall without harm. You have many memories from the past, and some are still sealed. It wouldnât hurt to understand the reason behind this change afterward."