CHRISTINE âLara,â I say as I answer the phone. âHas she arrived?â
âWell good day to you too,â Lara says feigning disappointment when I donât ask how she is. âShe has arrived. You wonât believe it.â
âWhat?â I ask sitting forward and hoping to hear another scrap of information I can use against Viola.
âI offered her our family apartment until she gets her salary and pay the deposit on her own place. The poor girl burst out sobbing in my office. It was heartbreaking to see how much she appreciated the help I gave her. This is truly one of the best things we have ever done, girl.â
I roll my eyes. I was hoping for something to use against Viola. Youâll have to be careful with Lara, I tell myself. She may be your best friend, but sheâs gone all goody-two-shoes on you on this one.
âThatâs great. I knew she would appreciate it.â
âYou really should think of letting her know.â
I sit forward in my chair. âLara,â my tone hardens.
âYes?â she replies sounding as if sheâs been slapped.
âUnder no circumstances is she to know. You feel great because of the good weâve done right?â
âAbsolutely, I was...â
âSome people can be happy not letting it be known that theyâve helped someone else okay? If ever I feel that she will put the past behind us, then I might tell her. If you tell her Iâm involved she will walk away, I promise you. And then all the good you feel so good about having done today, will be gone.â
âSure. Understood,â Lara says sounding a bit offended.
I soften my tone again. âSorry bestie. I donât mean to be hard or horrible itâs just that I want this to succeed as much as you do but it wonât if she finds out. Maybe once the business is well established we can inform her. When she has something to lose if she gives it up, maybe then will be a time to tell her. But please leave it to me to decide. Okay?â
âSure,â Lara says. âI understand.â
We talk a bit longer before we end the call. Iâm satisfied that Iâve smoothed things over with Lara and that weâre all good.
I know Lara wonât be happy if she knows the truth about me and that little upstart but sheâll never have to find out. All I know is when itâs all over, Lara will hate her as much as I do. Maybe more.
I have an appointment with a client at the Ritz Carlton to discuss arrangements for their daughterâs wedding. Iâm early as always. Get there first and control the meeting. Thatâs my motto. Or one of them at least.
As I walk into the lounge a voice behind me calls my name. I turn around and freeze. I canât believe it...
Grady.
The only man I ever loved. The only man who ever broke my heart. Iâm frozen, taking him in from head to toe and all the way up again. He looks as good as ever. No, better. His still has that self assured, ânothing can stop meâ smile and he smiling it right now. Heâs wearing a light brown sports jacket over beige trousers. The jacket fits him perfectly and I can still see his fantastic build under it. His blue eyes seem to loom right into me, to the depths of my soul and Iâm pretty damn sure right then he can see all my memories of him and I flash through my mind. He doesnât look a day older than when I saw him a little over five years ago.
His hair is short but not too short. I can still run my fingers through it, maybe grab it with passion. I feel myself flush with emotion and desire.
I should be angry but I canât be. I could never not forgive him. He could do anything and I would live with it. He is my weakness, my drug, my addiction.
âYou are the last person I ever thought Iâd see here,â he says. His voice is soft but rough at the same time. God, I remember what that voice did to me. It still does judging by how soaked my panties have just become.
âWell, surprise,â I smile. It sounds so lame but itâs all I can come up with in my state of shock. His eyes take me in and I let them caress me. I note how he checks my left hand. I know heâs looking for a ring. I make it easier for him to see Iâm not wearing a ring without making it obvious and his eyes skip to my right hand. No ring.
Thatâs right, I think. No ring. Iâm still free. I donât think of Rick at all. I have other plans for him and long term doesnât figure in them even though marriage does.
Sounds confusing right? Itâs not. Lifeâs a business. And Iâve got mine panned perfectly. Iâve got Rick where I want him and it looks like Iâm about to get a second chance with Grady. What he doesnât know is that this time he wonât be the one in charge. I will be.
âWhat are you doing here?â he asks.
âI have a business meeting. What are you doing here?â
âIâm here for an interview.â
âInterview? What for?â
âIâm looking at investing in an energy startup as a co-founder.â
âI see. How long are you in town for?â
âA few days. Iâm staying here. Room sixteen-ten,â he says. He doesnât need to add his room number and the fact that he gives it to me says enough.
Heâs hoping that Iâll join him. He wants me. His eyes say it all. He thinks his eyes quick trips over my body are unnoticed. Theyâre everything but.
Heâs given away all control before weâve begun and believe me Iâm going to start where we left off.
âHereâs my card,â I say handing him a business card. âWhy donât you text me so Iâve got your number and we can arrange to get together?â
He looks disappointed. Iâm sure he expected me to make a remark about coming to his room but I havenât.
âOkay sure,â he smiles trying to hide his disappointment.
âIâve got to run,â I say and with a quick peck on his cheek I leave him behind as I head to my meeting.
I canât stop thinking about Grady during my meeting and I just wish it would end. It seems to go on forever although in truth it lasts just under an hour.
With all the points covered and agreed, I bid my client farewell and make my way to the elevator.
I press the button and step inside.
I feel flushed as I ride up to the sixteenth floor. My heart is beating in my throat with excitement and my panties are soaked with anticipation.
The elevator stops multiple times. People get in. I never understand why people feel they have to get into an elevator going up when they actually want to go down. I finally reach the sixteenth floor and step off the elevator. The doors close behind me and I hesitate trying to get myself and my courage together for what Iâm about to do.
The lift comes back down and stops on the sixteenth floor again. I see the silly mugs of the people who rode up with me. Theyâre on their way down now. Why they stopped on the sixteenth floor again I have no idea. I shake my head at them in disgust and watch as they disappear behind the closing doors of the elevator. Idiots.
Cold Feet ï¤Chapter 24 Thrill Of The Hunt ï¤Chapter 97: 98 Mistake divorce: Please marry me again ï¤Chapter 113: Diary I turn my mind back to the task at hand. I breathe deep and head down the passage checking the room numbers as I go. It seems to take forever but at last I arrive.
Sixteen-ten.
I see the light through the tiny peephole. Gradyâs in.
I press the doorbell and wait breathing shallowly in anticipation.
I see the light of the peephole blocked and I know Gradyâs at the door.
This is it...