RICK I think of my parents a lot these days. They were both unfaithful to one another. I donât know who was unfaithful first but it doesnât really matter. They divorced and I spent my weekends with one or the other until I graduated and left for university. I watched them with different partners and came to believe that the institution of marriage is nothing but a lie. Why tie yourself to one person legally? I didnât know what caused more damage, their infidelity or fighting in the divorce. Never mind the fact that they both tried to use me as a bargaining chip in the process.
After my experience I realized how many of my friends were in the same situation. It was then that I decided to become a divorce lawyer.
They say if you become a doctor or a teacher, youâll always have work. People will always get sick and there will always be education right? Well you can add being a divorce lawyer to that as well. People will always get married and divorced. As a divorce lawyer, I will always have work.
Iâve always had relationships on the basis that my parents had after the divorce. Never stick around. Hit and run.
But my perceptions are beginning to change, I think.
After I run into Viola Iâm wracked with guilt. I canât stop thinking about her and it makes my guilt worse. I lie awake at nights looking at Christine. Her long beautiful hair spreads out on the pillow around her face and she looks so peaceful. I know how hard she works and the things she does for us.
Iâd be a fool to let her go.
I try to make an effort to push Viola out of my thoughts and decide itâs time for me to commit.
The next day I visit a jeweller and pick out a ring. Itâs expensive but she deserves it. Itâs classy. The diamond is not too big.
I book dinner for us at the Inn of the Seventh Ray. Itâs considered as the most romantic restaurant in Los Angeles and I think itâs perfect.
I tell Christine that I have booked dinner for us but she says she canât make it so I reschedule for the next evening at seven. I tell her to wear something nice but not too formal. When I pick her up, sheâs ready and waiting for me. Sheâs full of questions about what the occasion is and where we are going. I know sheâll know the restaurant immediately considering sheâs a wedding planner so I donât tell her.
As we pull in to the restaurant, Christine looks at me in surprise.
âIâm impressed, Rick. You found the most romantic restaurant in Los Angeles.â
âIs it?â I ask feigning ignorance. âA friend suggested it. They said itâs a good place for a great meal as a couple.â
âWell, your friends have excellent taste,â Christine says falling for my explanation.â
âIâll tell them you said so,â I smile. I get out and open the door for her. She steps out of the car. Sheâs looking more beautiful than ever tonight, I think.
She wears white strap sandals with heels and a body hugging spaghetti strap dress. Her hair is braided and pinned up on her head revealing her soft neck. All I want to do is kiss it. I take her hand and lead her inside. We are shown to our table which is outside under the stars. Itâs a perfect evening and we can see some stars despite the glow of the city below us. Our table is beside a stream and it trickles and giggles over rocks beside us adding to the calm and peace of our dinner.
We enjoy our dinner and when we finish the main course, I excuse myself and go to the menâs room. When I return I sneak up on her from behind and then softly place my hands on her shoulders. She jumps and then relaxes.
âIâve got a surprise for you,â I whisper in her ear.
âWhat is it?â she asks.
âA necklace. I just couldnât resist getting it for you. Shall I put it on?â
âYes,â she smiles.
âClose your eyes,â I whisper. She closes them and I take out the necklace. Iâve threaded the ring onto it and I place it around her neck. I make sure it fastened and then I kneel beside her.
âOpen your eyes,â I whisper.
Christine opens her eyes and looks down at the necklace. She doesnât see it at first as she takes the chain of the necklace between her fingers. Then she realizes thereâs something hanging on it and she takes it in her hand. She realizes itâs a ring and she covers her mouth with her hand.
âItâs beautiful!â she exclaims.
I smile. âWill you marry me?â I ask.
She studies the ring a few moments longer and I almost get the idea that sheâs considering her answer. Then she smiles and looks in my eyes. She throws her arms around my neck. âYes!â she says.
I hug her tightly and when we finally end our embrace, I undo the necklace, remove the ring and place it on her finger. She canât stop looking at it.
We order dessert and another bottle of wine. We enjoy the rest of the evening before we finally head home.
Christine is quiet as I drive and I simply assume that sheâs so happy and surprised, she doesnât know what to say. I place my hand on her thigh and she takes it with hers as she looks at me and smiles.
Cold Feet ï¤Chapter 29 We get home and after we get undressed we get into bed. Christine is still looking at her ring as I kiss her cheek. I run my hands over her naked body softly under the sheets and finally she turns to me. She looks into my eyes and whispers, âThank you.â
We kiss again and again. Our kisses get longer and deeper the more we kiss until we seem to become one. We explore each otherâs body slowly, taking pleasure in simply touching and feeling each otherâs reaction. We learn new things that the other enjoys and we laugh softly at our discoveries before we finally make love slowly and passionately.
After we finish making love, we lie next to each other in silence as she looks at her ring again.
I canât help but feel as if Christine is distracted but she seems happy and responds to me when I say something. Maybe sheâs just over the moon with happiness. I know sheâs happy and sheâs said yes to me. Thatâs what matters isnât it?
âYou seem distracted,â I say eventually.
She pauses, then smiles and looks from her ring to me. âIâm happy. Iâm thinking that we should ask Lara to be our wedding planner.â
âDonât you want to do it yourself?â I ask thinking sheâd prefer to have control over everything.
âNo, baby,â she smiles. âI canât be the planner if Iâm going to be the bride. I wonât be able to stay out of the procedures on our wedding day if I arrange it. Itâll ruin everything. I trust Lara. I know sheâll do a great job.â
âOkay,â I say. It makes sense.
âWhy donât you arrange it with Lara?â she asks. âYou can plan everything and surprise me on my wedding day. That would be really romantic. The only things Iâll sort out are my wedding dress and the maid of honor.â
âThat sounds like a great idea,â I say. We cuddle a while before she falls asleep beside me. I lie awake next to her promising myself Iâll be better than my parents. Iâll make her happy. The moonlight pours through the bedroom window and Christineâs ring breaks the moonbeams into a small rainbow on the white bedsheet.
I finally fall asleep, happy that Christine said yes and afraid that despite everything, I will fail.
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