Ah! Ah! Thatâs freezing!! Brutally, Iâm brought back. Something wet and icy rains from my hair and into my face. The shock moves through me like an earthquake and my skin turns into mountainous terrain of goosebumps. The only thing I can make out in this black hollow is a pear shining down on me. It takes me a moment to realize that this fruit is actually a lightbulb dangling on a chain. This place is cold and my eyes burn from the brightness. It feels like Iâve been reborn again, but unlike a babe, sadly I have the mental comprehension of this terror.
Much like a pesky arthropod, the simple bulb hovers over me on its silver web. I want to get away from it, but canât: Iâm trapped in its network of rope.
âHello,â a laugh.
Iâm not alone in the dark. How comforting.
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is how you say âhelloâ?â I pretend to be unimpressed. âDidnât your mother teach you any manners?â
My insult works and my captorâs temper reveals himself.
âWhy you, spoiled piece of shit! Iâm going to rip you open!â a hunk who looks like he should be patrolling a dance club puffs up at me.
âWell, I bet at she tried,â I do my best to smile.
âDonât fall for his old tricks,â someone new let us know of her existence in this damp hole.
âI hope your manners are better,â I say.
She smirks, âDonât you think we passed all sense of propriety?â
âItâs never too late to turn this situation around.â
âAnd how do you suppose we do that?â
âI know youâre keeping my friends somewhere here too. Let them go.â
âWhat about you?â
âWe can talk night if you want. Tea, cake, the whole shebang. No more ice though please.â
âOh, Adrien. You are so naive,â she laughs again. âWeâre tired of talking. We want something more. We want change.â
âYou know my name?â
âOf course, I do. We first met at the Academyâs Receiving Ball, remember?â
âYouâve got to be kidding me! Anita?â I call her out.
âYou donât have to call me anymore,â indeed it's her, there's no denying it as she comes out of the shadows.
âWhat do you mean? And what are you doing here?â millions of questions flood my mind but start with just the first two.
âIâm not who I made you believe I am.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI lied to you. I learned your name and all about your family but yet, you know nothing about me.â
Thatâs when the weight of the truth began to crush my heart. Iâm such a dumbass. She used me, right from the start. This âAnitaâ that I thought I knew, all of a sudden turns into a complete stranger. Not even that, just a dream, a wonderful performance, an illusion. Anything, but real.
âThere is no Anita Gables, is there?â I fight to keep calm.
âOh, she is a real person and she is the daughter of a high knight, but sheâs not here. Sheâs not me. That little princess is at Ladiesâ School on the warm Southern shores.â
âWhat do you want, Ani...Whoever you are,â I close my eyes.
âAdrien...â
But I donât let her finish. There is a boundary I feel necessary to set, âPlease, donât say my name.â
It bothers me that she knows my name, and I havenât got the slightest clue about her true self.
âJoin us. Join our movement. We can always use another one with your kind of connections,â with her hand on the top rail of my chair, she leans in.
I wonder if exposing the intel about already having agents roaming in Academy is an accident, or if she said it to make the option sound less lonely.
âWhy would I do that?â
âDonât you want this world to be a good place for Isnât is why you came to the Academy? Donât you want to make a difference?â her face gets even closer to mine.
âOf course, but not like this. I'm not getting involved in this tug-of-war,â I donât dare to break our eye contact.
âWhat is wrong with having a system where everyone shares? What is wrong with everyone having each otherâs back?â
âThere's nothing wrong with that idea, except it never seems to stay on track. Our neighboring nation tried that over fifty years ago and you know how that turned out.â
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failed the system, the other way around. And you know what they say, if you fail, try and try again.â
âYou know what else they say? The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome.â
âWe can fix this. We can learn from other nationsâ mistakes.â
âYou canât fix this. The system you want is broken.â
âAnd so is this one,â she looks all around.
âYes, it is, but thatâs no reason to exchange your old shackles for a new shiny pair.â
âThatâs the beauty that you canât see. There will be no shackles.â
âAll menâs system has shackles.â
âMy dear, we can argue this all night and still get nowhere. It will take time for you to understand that shackles and men can be broken.â
âHow do you suggest we go from here, then?â
âTell you what. Iâll let you and your friends go this time. Donât worry, we didnât hurt them.â
âMaâam! Are you sure thatâs wise? He and his friends could be spies for the kings! Thatâs why they sneaked into the protest!â the nameless muscle bag turns uneasy about her command.
I donât know much, but she clearly has a big say in this movement.
âItâs okay. Theyâre not spies. Theyâre knight cadets, curious and looking for a good show.â
âYes, Maâam,â he approaches me with a knife and as much as he would want to cut me up, heâs only allowed to do that to my ropes.
âYour friends are already free and waiting for you in the alley. Think about what I said, Adrien. I think in time you'll understand what I mean,â she blindfolds me and lets her gofer see me out back to the surface.
As I try not to stumble, it feels like Iâm going through a maze. Thereâs no way I could remember all the turns and keep track of every distance between them. Then, the hunkâs hand lets go of my shoulder. This is my stop. Quickly, I take off my blind hoping to catch a sense of which direction he fled, but thereâs nothing. Heâs long gone.
Iâm all alone in the alley where I left off with my escape.
âAdrien! Adrien!â Iâm relieved to hear Nina and Kai.
âNina! Kai! Did they hurt you? Are you okay?â my eyes inspect them as fast as they can, in case there is a wound that needs immediate attention.
âWeâre fine. Weâre fine,â and they okay. I thank my lucky stars theyâre okay!
âWho were they?â Kai asks.
âThe revolutionaries. They thought that we might be spies. I told them that we are cadets and that we were just curious,â I explain.
âI guess chameleonâs ink couldnât fool everybody, but we are okay. Thatâs what matters,â Nina tries to comfort herself.
Kai squeezes her shoulders and smiles, âYes, we are okay. Talk about excitement, huh?â
âIâm doing this again,â Nina shakes her head and our trembling hands grab for the fire escapeâs rails.
At last, we make it to the rooftops and signal to our dragons. They grumbled at us all the way back to the stables, probably complaining about what kept us so long.
âIâm sorry it took us so long,â this is my apology to September as I tuck her back into her warm straw and cover her up with a wool blanket. âBut there was a strange girl who captured my attention,â my hand pets her to sleep.