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âi just really want to get to know you!â
ah ming knelt in front of fang shan in pain and apologized to him over and over again. fang shan lowered his head and looked at ah ming. his chest was in so much pain that it felt like something was pressing down on it. he hated all of this!
â youâre still alive ⦠â fang shanâs voice was filled with sorrow and pain.
he couldnât believe that his brother, who he thought had been heartlessly abandoned by his mother and had died long ago, was still alive. all these years, they had been living in the same city and breathing the same air.
he lived a good life of luxury, while his brother lived alone in this dilapidated neighborhood with an old woman.
he was clearly the one who should be saying sorry!
fang shan looked at a âming and was so upset that he could not speak.
would fang shan be happy to know of his existence? or was it disgust? a âming couldnât guess fang shanâs thoughts, so when he found out that fang shan was his brother, aâ ming didnât dare to let him know the truth. he was afraid that once fang shan knew of his existence, he would be filled with wariness and disgust towards him.
therefore, for such a long time, a âming had always worn a mask in front of people.
however, he did not expect that he would fail after disguising himself for more than two months.
fang shan asked him, â why are you saying sorry to me? â
the squatting young man raised his head when he heard this.
ah ming looked up at fang mu. he looked at the expensive and beautiful branded clothes on the young man and knew that the watch on his wrist was expensive as well. he wiped his tears and said, â weâve been separated for so many years. i donât know why i was abandoned. maybe itâs because i was born deformed. â
when he talked about his identity as a deformed child, ah mingâs expression was also lonely. âthe fang family definitely doesnât like me, who was abandoned. the fang family doesnât even know that iâm still alive. my sudden appearance, not to mention the fang family, even you, iâm afraid that you wonât be able to accept.â
âalthough iâm young, i know how terrifying the human heart is. even blood brothers can fight over family property, not to mention that although we are brothers, we donât have brotherly feelings.â
âif i really want to acknowledge you, i canât guarantee whether youâll be happy or not. so â¦â
fang shan still had some words left in his mouth, but before he could say them out, fang shan had already snatched the right to speak. fang shan said, â so, you wear a mask every day and call me brother. you know that iâm your brother, but you didnât tell me â¦â
fang shan suddenly stretched out his hands and lifted ah ming up from the ground.
ah mingâs t-shirt was tightly clutched by fang shang. fang shan pushed ah ming to the wall of the entrance. he pressed him down and growled at him, â you know that you are my closest brother in this world, but you are so cruel as to watch me embarrass myself in front of you! you donât even want to tell me â¦â
fang shan was so excited that he spat saliva on ah mingâs face.
at the same time, his own face was also covered with tears.
ah ming looked at fang shanâs teary eyes and his heart ached. âdonât cry, itâs my fault.â he reached out to wipe fang shanâs tears, but fang shan smacked it away.
âwho the f * ck wants you to wipe!â
fang shan cursed angrily and closed the door behind him. without ah mingâs invitation, he walked into the house and sat down on the old sofa in ah mingâs house that had more than ten years of history.
fang shan sat on the sofa and wiped his eyes, accompanied by the sound of sobbing.
ah ming leaned against the wall for a while before he slowly walked behind fang shan. a âming bowed and hugged fang shanâs neck from behind. he rested his head on fang shanâs head. âfang shan, donât cry.â
âwhoâs crying?â fang shan cried and yelled at him.
ah ming didnât say anything and just hugged him.
fang shan sobbed for a long time before he gradually calmed down.
seeing that his eyes were swollen, ah ming said hurriedly, â iâll go get you a basin of water. you can wash your face. â there were a few streaks of tears on fang shanâs face. some were dry and some were new. it was funny.
fang shan did not reply.
ah ming took the liberty to bring a basin of water.
he wrung the towel dry and handed it to fang shan.
fang shan took the towel, unrolled it roughly, and placed the entire towel on his face. he leaned his head on the sofa and covered his eyes with a warm towel. his eyelids didnât hurt as much anymore.
ah ming removed the towel from fang shanâs face. he held the towel and looked down at the handsome face with his eyes closed. although ah mingâs body was bony, he had a very handsome face.
after ah ming graduated from junior high school, he was directly promoted to the metaphysics club of binjiang university. after graduation, he also received a diploma from binjiang university. in school, his face always attracted the girls âlove, but his left leg always made people feel sorry for it.
ah ming used to think that he was very good-looking, but when he saw fang shan, he knew that he was not the most good-looking.
fang shan was so good-looking, and his skin was much better than his. ah mingâs face still had a few small black moles, but fang shanâs face was clean and he looked more delicate than ah ming.
fang shan suddenly opened his eyes and saw ah ming sizing him up. he was still angry and shouted, â what are you looking at! you all look the same. do you not have what i have?â
a ming was stunned.
he placed the towel back into the basin and carried it into the bathroom. after he came back, he sat opposite fang shan and suddenly said, â you were so good to me before, but youâre suddenly so fierce. you really do hate me. â
a âming tilted his head, his whole body exuding a sorrowful aura.
fang shan looked at him and felt bad. â i donât hate you ⦠â fang shanâs explanation sounded dry and a little stiff.
when these words fell into ah mingâs ears, he seemed a little unwilling.
ah ming didnât say anything. he took off his shoes, placed his legs on the sofa, and crossed them. fang shan saw that he was angry and felt helpless. he really didnât hate him. he was fierce to him because he was angry.
he was angry that ah ming had recognized him long ago, but he had not acknowledged him.
fang shan wanted to apologize, but he had no experience with brothers. he didnât know how to start.
the two of them sat facing each other awkwardly. the host didnât greet the guest, and the guest didnât have the slightest bit of restraint that a guest should have. fang shan suddenly stood up and ah ming raised his head.
âare you leaving?â although he was still angry, ah ming was still reluctant to let fang shan leave.
fang shan looked down at him and said, â you canât bear to? â
ah ming nodded and admitted frankly, â i canât bear to. â
fang shan was rendered speechless by his straightforwardness. after a while, fang shan rubbed his nose and said uncomfortably, â i want to go to the toilet. â
âthat way.â ah ming pointed at the toilet.
fang shan quickly walked into the toilet.