âDoesnât it smell like me?â
Evelina smiled as if what he said was because of when she had previously sent him to the bathroom.
âKaiden smells like the sun. Itâs like the smell of dried cloth in the sun for a long time.â
âI see. Are you not offended?â
âYes, I like it. Iâm used to this scent now, so itâs nice.â
She leaned back, conscious of his thick arms, which had been carefully stretched out behind her. Then his arm touched her back very carefully as a butterfly falling.
She could feel the weight, but she didnât find his arms heavy, perhaps because he was flexing.
But itâll be heavy when she wakes up in the morning.
She thought so and looked up at him, giving her an arm pillow.
âThe music boxâ¦â
He looked at her and then at the music box in the drawer next to his bed, which was behind his head.
âKaiden.â
But when she called him, he immediately turned his eyes to her. Then her eyes bent a half-moon shape, and she began to act with a cold heart as she heard him reply affectionately.
âI want to hear more about Kaiden. Did you have a first love?â
âThere is.â
At his reply, she looked up at him with an interested look and laughed.
âTell me that story.â
âCan I talk with the music box on?â
âYes.â
When he tried to reach out his arm, Evelina turned her back first and touched the music box. After winding the spring, it was put down when the music came out. Then she dug into his arms. He smiled and hugged her softly.
âI met my first love when I was 14.â
âAt that time, as a mercenaryâ¦â
âYes, at that time.â
Evelina looked at him, recalling that they were four years apart.
âThatâs when you got these burn marks, right?â
âYes, thatâs right.â
She asked, groping at the burn marks on his shoulder. At her touch, he sighed and hugged Evelina. She moved because she felt a little threatened by him hugging her. Then the arm was soon relaxed from binding on her.
She looked at him playfully and laughed, and as soon as he made eye contact with her, he folded his eyes and laughed.
âWhy are you curious about my first love?â
âI was just curious.â
When Evelina spoke, he turned around hugging her. She suddenly laid on him, crushing him, which she felt ashamed of, but she didnât hate it.
Because he felt insignificant under her body. Even so, she remembered that he was a beast that could never be caught off guard.
âWhat made you fall in love?â
âThey treated me.â
âOh, my God.â
âThey also made the burn on my shoulder. If I hadnât been set by fire then, I would have died.â
His words made Evelinaâs strange dream last night creepy. He didnât elaborate that much, but she dreamt it up. She was so nervous that it must have been dramatized in her head and appeared as a dream.
âAnd they kept looking after me. Even when they were not in a situation to take care of me.â
âI see.â
Evelina had her ears right above his chest. His heart was always loud, but now it seemed to be louder.
âI think she must have been a pretty person.â
âSheâs the most beautiful person Iâve ever seen.â
âWhatâs about personality?â
âIt was cute.â
âWhat about height?â
âIt was tall for a woman.â
She laughed at the words. Because itâs obvious that she was the woman he was meeting secretly, as Princess Elsius said.
She felt like he was saying this to hurt her. If she fell in love with him, she would get hurt and cling to him if he told her about another woman.
She couldnât be his first woman. The kiss he gave her, and the touch that touched her was like someone who knew how to react.
It was impossible that it was the first time with a woman for a person like that.
She thought so and again acted in a sulky voice.
âWhere is she now?â
âSomewhere.â
Evelina felt strange for him to answer vaguely.
âIs she dead?â
âNow.â
âWhat do you mean? Now sheâs dead?â
When Evelina looked at him as if she couldnât understand him, he smiled again and said.
âYouâll find out when the time comes. I canât tell you right now.â
At his words, she tried to pretend to be sulky, but soon she did not seem to be in such a situation, so she put her ears back to his chest.
âKaiden, can I take this off?â
At her words, he took off his thin shirt and threw it to the floor. Then Evelina pressed his chest and touched his ear again.
âItâs nice to hear because your heart is loud.â
She felt his breath tremble every time her hair touched his chest. How funny that was.
Every time she closed her eyes, she felt his breath on her cheek. She spoke to him, feeling the movement up and down.
âIâm fine with her coming back and becoming the empress.â
âI have no intention of having anyone as empress except Lina.â
She looked into his eyes to confirm his true feelings.
He was talking with a smile as if he were serious about what would have been a lie. So she couldnât believe him anymore.
âWhat will you do if your first love comes back?â
âI hope they come back. But coming back doesnât change my mind.â
She tried to understand the vague words, but she couldnât. She thought he just said it in consideration of her death. It was such a strange feeling while she was on top of him, not knowing that the sound of her music box had stopped.
So the two slept for the night, and surprisingly, Evelina couldnât fall asleep because he didnât do her any harm.
In the morning, she took care of him like yesterday.
He headed for the morning meeting, smiling like a herbivore hiding his predatory nature.
~~~~
âI got a call from the Minister of Finance yesterday.â
Evelina sighed, recalling that the Minister of Finance was politically neutral.
âWhat did he say?â
âHe received two documents, but they were different, so he asked for confirmation.â
Evelina smiled, thinking that she finally caught the criminal.
âDid you find out who sent the documents behind you?â
âYes, weâre already monitoring it.â
âGood job. Who is it?â
At her words, the senior aide looked around as if to confirm that there was no one else around, and said in a low voice that could not leak out.
âIt was Baroness Elias.â
âNot the Countess of Elbain?â
âYeah? Yes. There was no problem with all the documents she sent to the envoys. He also sends out invitations.â
The chief aide was also suspicious of Count Elbainâs wife, so he looked closely. On the contrary, Countess Elbain seemed to be trying to make up for the past, showing no suspicious behavior.
âI canât believe it was Baroness Elias.â
Evelina frowned at the words.
Come to think of it, Baroness Elias was also in a suitable position to give her advice when Countess Elbain offered her tea.
âWas Baroness Elias that poor?â
âYes⦠rather than thatâ¦â
Evelina knew she wasnât very rich. But now she was ostensibly the most favored concubine of the imperial family. The emperor pretended to trust her even if she committed a fallout.
But did it make sense to betray her at a time like this? Was there a reason to take that risk?
âI think itâs hostility to the family.â
At the words of David, the chief aide, Evelina had an idea that flashed across her head.
âCome to think of it, it could be hostility toward my father.â
A long time ago, around the time she made her social debut. When Baron Elias was promoted to baronet. At that time, it was vaguely remembered that her father had stopped it.
âDid the Marquis of Logias ever interfere with the promotion of Baron Elias?â
When Evelina asked for confirmation, the senior aide nodded.
âWhatâs the reason?â
âHeâ¦â
David frowned as if to say something he shouldnât have said, but he looked at her with an effort.
âLetâs keep it a secret between us.â
âWellâ¦â
It seemed difficult for him to say so.
âIâll wait until you tell me.â
She said so and stared at him. David scratched his ears and lowered his head when his eyes met.
Soon he said with a sigh.
âIâve heard about it, so itâs not accurate.â
âIâm listening.â
âI heard it was Baroness Elias who made a strange rumor when Your Majesty was a young girl.â
âStrange rumors?â
Evelina looked at him because it was strange to hear rumors she didnât know about most of the gossip in society. Then he said in a cold sweat.
âWhy⦠do I have to tell you?â
âYes.â
David sighed and spoke in a very small voice as she spoke stubbornly.
âIt was rumored that Your Majesty is not the real daughter of the Marquis of Logias.â
At the words, Evelina closed her mouth in a straight line.
âThe real daughter of Marquis of Logias is hiding in Tenesiâ¦â
Her head throbbed at the words.
âIs it true? The daughter of Marquis of Logias is a fake.â
âYou wouldnât lie like that, would you?â
âIâm sure Baroness Elias is talking nonsense because she wants attention again.â
âIâve known the Marquis since I was 10. He couldnât have lied.â
In an instant, a memory of hers, which she had completely forgotten, came to her mind.
âWhat?â
It was strange. If itâs her memory, she shouldnât be recalling it that way, but rather she should recall what she knew as if she were seeing it again. However, her memories of the moment came to her mind in an instant, as if she had lifted a black veil.
âIâm telling you, I will come to see you again. I will take you as my wife.â
In the aftermath, other memories came to mind together. One of the deeply hidden memories beyond the veil.
She remembered the owner of the voice in her memory that she had never seen before.
Black hair and red eyes like blood.
âMy name is Kaiden.â
And even his young face.