It's late at night, I'm not asleep
Loud throughts in my head
They don't let me sleep
Feel so much regret
Why did I do that
And why not
Why not
Why?
I know i'm the only one to understand
You just feel unsafe for no reason at all
Oh why won't anyone just give me their hand
You don't even have control
Why am I an overthinker?
Why is this so hard
My best is never enough
I can't let down my guard.
You just have to wait till it's over
Is what I tell myself at night
But why do my faults keep coming
Into my head, inside
Why am I an overthinker?
Why am I overthinking that as well
My best is never enough
I can't come out of my shell.
What even am I supposed to do
I'm not the talented one,
But it is almost over
Just one more hour till dawn.
Why am I an overthinker?
Why can't I make it stop?
My best is never enough
I can't ever open up.