Chapter 25: Perfect

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I wanna be perfect.

I wanna change.

I wanna do better.

Don't wanna be strange.

It's not just in my head

I know you know it too

But you keep being everything

Perfection, it is you

You make me feel so weak

I know I've said it too

But better than me, no matter what

Is everything you do

I feel like I'm always compared

So I started comparing too

No matter who I compare myself

People compare me with you

Even the teacher called you "perfect"

But I can't be as good as perfection

To be honest, inside of me

I am just scared of rejection

Everybody knows

That you're better than me

But I really know inside

Perfect, I can never be

People love your everything

And I do know why

But I can never be as good

No matter how hard I try

I wanna be like you

But I know I can never be

Cause the truth is in reality

I'll always be just... me