Chapter 29: Failure

Chaos In My MindWords: 940

I am such a failure.

And I'm all alone crying now

If you believe the lie,

You are such a fool

I know it wasn't even my fault

But the consequences will hurt me

If they would have been on time

How different would it be.

They came too late, too late for me

I'd already been far gone

Too late for me to be saved

So now I'm all alone

All alone I'm telling me what a failure I am

I know, this failure wasn't even my fault

But who would ever believe me

With all the failures I hold

I know it wasn't my fault.

I know they came too late.

But that will change nothing of what is to come

Cause they have decided my fate.

So now I am here, all alone

Telling myself what a failure I am

And the consequences will hurt me

So why would it bother them

I wanna blame them,

But who would believe me

While everyone knows

What a failure I am and will always be

It's my own fault after all,

I can't blame it on time

Cause the failure after all,

Was the very mine