Chapter 74: Monster

Chaos In My MindWords: 1306

I'm just trying to outrun it,

while I know it's catching up

And I'm taking all the wrong turns,

didn't know, I need a map

And I'm still trying harder every day

Won't give up hope, I'll find a way

But running fast won't do the deed

Cause behind me, it's gaining speed

So what's my path, what should I do?

The answer, I don't know, I'm asking you

So I keep running, running away

Unaware of the price I'll pay

The reality of the truth I deny

Gaining in power, each day that goes by

The beast inside, a part of me,

Chasing, relentless, it's all I see.

The truth I deny, its power does grow,

That inner monster, will it ever slow?

Caught in a relentless chase, trying to break free,

But the monster within, it shadows me

So, what's the way, the path I seek?

The answers elusive, are making me weak

The creature inside, a part of my soul,

Lurking in shadows, consuming it all

With every step, it echoes my fears,

An endless torture, that's drowned me in tears

I strive to escape with each break of day,

yet it keeps gaining ground, along the way

I seek a save place, bathed in light,

To escape the grasp of this endless night

The creature within, it's lurking close,

The relentless fear, the pain I chose

I try to escape, while knowing I can never

Cause it's a dark part of my own soul that will haunt me forever