How can you not regret your decision,
of knowing that there will be pain,
Sooner than later, it will start falling down,
and start drowning you, like heavy rain.
Iâm unsure if I regret mine too,
Trading your heart for moments we knew
It feels like a foolish, reckless trade,
Losing you for what weâve made.
How can you not hate me, love me still,
When I can't return the same heart, same will?
Your eyes read me like an open page,
While Iâm lost in the depths of your hidden cage.
Your eyes say love, your lips bring heat,
But my heart wonât echo that steady beat.
Yet I linger, selfish as you asked me to be,
Wrapped in warmth, though itâs not meant for me.
A kiss, a touch, a dangerous line,
We dance in shadows, pretending weâre fine.
But how can you not feel the weight of the fall,
When every embrace brings us closer to it all?
Itâs beautiful, the closeness weâve found,
But to lose you as a friend would tear me down.
Your touch is warmth, but the price is steep,
And I wonder if the costâs too deep.
I hope you know, whatever you say,
that I won't let you walk away.
You say it stings, this game we play,
And wonder if friends weâll stay someday.
But to lose you now, in the warmth of this tide,
Feels like losing the anchor, like drifting aside.
Can I even be this honest now,
When I feel Iâve crossed a line somehow?
You know my soul, read every part,
But your true feelings remain a mystery in your heart.
How can you not regret whatâs to come,
When pain is sure to leave us undone?
Still Iâm here, craving whatâs real,
Fearing the loss I donât want to feel.
And how can I be honest, when words wonât explain,
The foolish trade between comfort and pain?
Iâm drowning in doubts, but craving the touch,
Fearing the end of what means so much.