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It's been a good couples months that Armani been in the hospital.
That's week after I went to visit her I bought milani down to come see her as well.
Well today is milanis second birthday and I can tell she's really sad about not having her mom here but there's really nothing I can do .
I do kinda feel bad for everything that went down wit us before all ts
But then again at the same time I feel like she should've told when she knew she had the chance because even though we weren't a real thing I still would've done all I could to protect her and that baby see as a daughter .
I caught feeling and I caught em hard .
Ramaj also been hit by all ts hard.
Usually he would be in everyone's face cussing them out and shi but these past weeks he's just been in his room and doing the little coloring books he fw .
I tried asking his therapist and she said it could be because wit his condition comes different ways of looking at things so wit him Amari was his comfort person besides me so when a big change like this happened.
He just ain't know how to comprehend it all at the same time so his mind just shuts down and she describes him as a shell of himself .
And I can't lie it's hurting me too seeing my baby brother like this . He means everything to me and knowing I can't help him is driving me crazy .
All the girls still come over from time to time but you can still feel that nothing feels the same anymore especially with royal dying and Essie doin what she did .
Everything has been going to shit .
But today aitn about nun of that . Today is about all these ratchet ass niggas coming together and celebrating my babies second .
Me and Ramaj was up all night watching lil YouTube videos on how to make these lil purple treats and shi.
Cause who finna play 260 for somebody mama to drop some shi in chocolate when I can do ts myself.
Whole time they came out better than what me Johnson was finna charge my ass .
That's why her and her kids got no neck .
Anyways
She wanted a Sofia the first theme birthday and ykw imma do imma make it happen so we set up the lil decorations for in the house when everything else is outside but for in the crib we put up the decorations and laid out the snacks
I knew just by looking at it that it wasn't enough I was missing one tray of shi .
Anyways I had got her cake earlier in the day and I can't lie it's adorable it's definitely sum she gon like .
Well I paid 126 for ts so Ion really GAF if she like it or not they gon eat ts either way .
I went outside and made sure KD ass wasn't eating the damn meatballs again .
I aint spend 3 hours in the kitchen with ki and kimmy just for all ts to go in KD stomach.
Them hoes was whooping my ass and I can't even hit back I alr got too many felonies on my head .
Finna catch more when I catch Jordan ass but THTS another story for another day .
I dragged his fat ass away from the food and told him to sit in the corner and think about what he did .
If he wanna act like a dog imma treat em like one .
I went upstairs to see if she had on her lil dress .
And before anybody try and say sun she picked it out herself so if she like it we all love it ya heard .
( I had my lil sister pick one out ð - A/N )
" LOOK IM A PRINCESS." Milani yelled running into my arms .
" you are you look so beautiful my baby ."
" we have to go ." She said dropping down out of my arms and running downstairs.
Her lil classmates came and they was living it tf up in tht backyard with tht lil Sofia the first costume lady walking around .
It was around 10:46 when they all left but knowing milani she also had to have us make lil gift bags for all them lil niggas .
I almost told her lil ass straight up Girl fuck them kids spending all my damn money .
But I didn't I acted like a lil bitch and let her drag me around tht store and pick She for her lil friends .
So we set up a lil table with lil toys and candy and gave all them a lil bag to fill .
When I say a little bag I mean little cause who I look like feeding everybody else kids for the rest of the month .
After all ts they left and she went to bed .
Everything just started fall down in my head . I went up the stairs towards my room so I could find my blunt
What I found next made me want to kill somebody
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