Jack
Elise set out plates with steak and a vegetable-bacon dish no self-respecting vegetarian would approve. âThis looks amazing.â
She scrutinized the spread. âItâs a bit of a heart attack waiting to happen, but it should taste good.â
Elise sat across from me, and I lifted my glass. âTo roommates with benefits.â
She scowled, but it was halfhearted. âJackson,â she said in warning.
I dug into the steak, cutting off a piece and taking a bite, pleasantly surprised at the flavor. âWhy do you prepare frozen food if you know how to cook like this?â
âBecause I donât like being told what to do.â
âTrust me,â I said, dead serious, âIâve learned.â
She peered over, considering, and I didnât like the calculating look in her eye. It made me nervous. âWhat happens if I sleepwalk into your bed again? I honestly didnât mean to last night, but apparently, I prefer your bed to mine.â
My heart sped up. âWhy donât you skip the sleepwalking and start out there?â
âWhy? Because weâre âdatingâ?â She put air quotes around the last word.
âExactly. Couples sleep together.â
We both knew this arrangement wasnât normal, but I was curious how sheâd respond.
Her pretty, rose-hued mouth twisted, and her gaze bored into mine. âYou do have nice sheets.â
âI canât take credit for that. Max refurbishes with nothing but the best.â
She picked up a fry and dipped it in the spicy ketchup sheâd been making when I walked in. âDid he pick out everything in this apartment?â
I glanced around. âNot the TV or any of the other electronics.â
âBut everything else?â
I shrugged.
âThat explains the cloth napkins,â she said to herself.
I held up the blue linen napkin that rested on my lap. âYou found these here?â
She just shook her head as though exasperated with me.
âHuh, my best friend is more thorough than I thought.â I shrugged and went back to eating.
She set her fork down and rested her chin on her hand. âYou know, you and Max have a similar relationship to me and Sophia. Sophia is always trying to take care of me. Are you sure you can afford your own place? Why else would Max house you and pamper you the way he does?â
I tossed a fry in my mouth and chewed. âBecause Iâm charming?â
âNo,â she said without missing a beat. âThatâs not it.â
I laughed. I was charmingâmy little black book said so. But I found it funny Elise never caved to my appeal. âThen why do you think it is?â
âI think Max and Sophia need to take care of people. Theyâre busybodies.â
There was some truth to this. âMax knows I have no taste in décor. He likes nice things, so he stuffs my place with them so that theyâre here when he visits.â
âYou donât find that overbearing?â
I snorted. âWhy would I? I hate shopping.â
âYet you went shopping with meâ¦â
âBecause you suck at wearing nice things. Your taste in clothes makes mine look good.â
âIâm going to try to not take offense at that.â Considering how she was shoveling in food while she spoke, I took it that she wasnât at all offended.
âFeel free to take offense. Itâs a fact.â
âRude.â Her mouth was pursed, but her eyes were smiling.
I poured more wine into her empty glass. âNow that weâre sleeping togetherââ
She pointed her fork at my head. âIn the same bed! No one said anything about boning.â
I held back a laugh. âBoning? Is that what you call it?â
âThatâs what Sophia called it.â
âI have no interest in boning. Youâre merely a good pillow.â I gestured to her chest. âNice and soft.â
She shook her head slowly. âI canât believe you, Jackson. When did you use my breasts as a pillow?â
âLetâs seeâ¦â I looked up, pretending to consider it. âEvery chance I got?â
âAnd what was I doing during all this?â
I gobbled down the last of my steak because it was delicious. âStroking my hair while I was half awake.â
She blinked a couple times as though she hadnât known sheâd done that. âYou have good hair,â she said grudgingly.
âFeel free to run your fingers through it anytime you like. Or you can use it to direct me where you want me.â
Her face pinkened. âI said no boning.â
âWho said anything about sex? Get your head out of the gutter, Hot Stuff.â She eyed me suspiciously. âBut since you mentioned it, maybe we should kiss. You know, get it out of the way, in case you canât hold back and your lips land on mine tonight.â
âHah! As if that will happen. More like the other way around.â
I took a swig of wine and refilled. The alcohol was loosening my tongue. âPretty sure your lips were the first to cross the demilitarized zone way back when.â
âI have no idea what that is, but if you mean to say I kissed you first that nightâwell, maybe. But trust me, these lips are on lockdown. I have them well under control.â
âAnd yet you rolled into my bedroom last night like it was your own.â
Her eyes turned to liquid fire. âDo you want your breast pillow back or not?â
I held up my hands. âWant. Definitely want.â I studied her a moment. âLetâs say, for argumentâs sake, our lips connect in the middle of the night. Would that be crossing the line?â
âDepends. Whose lips are in control?â
âYours. Mine are at your disposal but wonât cross the line without permission.â
She snorted. âYou think you can hold yourself back?â
I laughed. âNot if you donât. Thatâs the signal everythingâs a go. But I think we should revisit the kiss. I barely remember locking lips the night you seduced me.â A lie. I remembered every detail. âWe wouldnât want anything awkward.â Another lie. Being with Elise was the opposite of awkward. It felt weird to consider her not in my bed. Hence why Iâd suggested we keep up the habit. âHow about a kiss to get it out of your system? That way, if it happens, no one is surprised or horrified.â
âHorrified! And what do you mean, you donât remember kissing me?â
I scratched my jaw. âIt was dark. Maybe it wasnât that memorable⦠Better to jog my memory so I know what Iâm in for.â
She gulped down the last of her wine, and I grinned, not bothering to hide my pleasure at her feistiness. âYouâve just started a war, roommate. If I make your toes curl, what do I get?â she asked.
My breathing increased, and I squeezed my palm into a fist. âToes curling. Mmm, you sure about that?â
She stood and crossed over to my side of the table, stepping between my knees. More than my fist began to stiffen.
I leaned back, admiring how fucking beautiful she was. Still wearing her Hot Stuff apronâshe must have forgotten to take it offâhair thick and dark and draping over her shoulders in loose waves.
She leaned into me, and I gripped her hips. âWhat do I get?â she prodded.
My entire body lit up. I fucking loved a competitive woman. âAnything you want.â
Her lips crashed down, taking my mouth like a marauding pirate, unchoreographed and slightly aggressive. She gently bit my bottom lip, which I adored.
I wasnât sure about the toes curling, but my cock was ready for action.
She leaned back, her face flushed, eyes glazed over. âFeel anything?â
âThereâs a stirring.â Lies. Iâd been craving Elise in my arms since the morning she slipped out of my bed like a thief in the night. Sheâd stolen something from me that night, and I wanted it back.
Sadly, the more time I spent with Elise, the more I realized it hadnât been my dignity Iâd lost but something more. Like the heart Iâd kept in a steel cage my entire adult life.
Adrenaline surgedâthe need to conquer thrummed through me.
I grabbed her ass with one hand and wrapped my arm around her back, pulling her in tight. Sheâd opened the door, and Iâd be damned if I let it close again.