Episode 14

Punguzhali Pov:

"I ain't going to stand under the water" I says

But he didn't gave any heads up to my words, instead he just dragged me into the water.

"Gosh, thiraviam. Arghhh" I shouts as the water forcefully glides through me.

"Just few mins you will be okay by then" he says to me.

I just tightly holded his hand for support.

"Don't worry am here." he assured me, I couldn't even able to see his face. That's how fast the water is gliding.

I holded his hand really tight but he didn't said anything. I felt secure while am being with him.

"It will be hot, eat slowly." he says while showing the flesh of the fired fish near my mouth.

I nds at him and opened my mouth.

He started to feed me.

"I can eat" I slowly says to him.

"With this cut in your hand?" he points at my wound on the wound.

It happened because of my caresslessness, when I tried to clean the broken coffee glass in hotel room.

"It's not that big" I tried to say something.

"Yeah yeah big wound, that's why not very much blood wasn't oozed out yesterday right?" he mocked me.

Okay it's somewhat bigger wound.

"How is it?" he asks me. Right now we are in the hogenakkal(water falls), we were just sitting on the sand after enjoying in the water.

"Taste so good." I told to him.

"Even you eat please. " I told to him.

He hummed but he kept feeding me.

"So next to?" I asks him.

"Tomorrow, I want to visit a temple which is favorite of mine and Shreya." he says.

I smiled at him.

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Thiraviam Pov:

"Still how long would you take to get read..." I stopped.

As she walked out of the changing room and stood before me.

I looked away.

She is wearing a saree, which is not a very occasional one to her. That too a pattu saree. Thid remindd me my shreya, who also used to wear pattu saree whwnever we visit this temple.

"What is it today?. Why pattu saree?" I aksed her after sometime.

"Well it's because of my mom. She only insist upon knowing that we both were going to a temple. According to her this is going to our first time visit to temple after our marriage which is actually true though. Even i had packed one pattu saree foe this trip which came in handy now. " she says.

I nods at her. Actually she looks good in this attire.

She kept standing, the same goes for me.

" Shall we? 'I asks her.

"Yeah" she says.

After that we both reached the temple in 20 mins. The ride was bit uncomfortable for her as she sits on side straddle because of her saree.

"So you and Shreya would visit here frequently?" she asks me after a long time sgter we settled on the steps near the temple pond.

I nods to her.

"You loved her so much right?" she asked me.

"Loving her, will always love her forever" I says to her.

"That's right" she says while turning away.

"Is yours is a arranged or love marraige?" she asks me.

"I think we should be get going

" I says and stood up.

"Okay" she says.

I don't like to talk about my past.

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Punguzhali Pov:

"So how was the trip?" he asked me as soon as we both arrived home.

"First of a very big thank you. " I says to him with a smile..

"It was soo fun. Never experienced before."

He nods at me with a smile and walked into the bathroom. I just lied on the bed because of tiredness.

When I asked him about his marriage, he didn't opened up with me. After that he didn't spoked much with me for whole yesterday. I really felt bad for spoiling his mood. I thought he wont speak with me today also. But he proved me wrong, he started to talk from today morning. The whole ride to back to home was fun with his continuous nonsense talks.

I smiled seeing at the bathroom door.

"Indeed you are a good friend thriviam." I says.

And just closed the eyes only to go into the deep sleep.

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"Good morning madam" swapna says

"Good morning swapna"

"Mmmm 1 week of honeymoon it seems?" she asks me.

"Yeah yeah 1 week honeymoon, full enjoyment. You know we both were fully enjoyed in bed, like you know having sex with my under developed vagina and with a husbabd who is mourning over hus late wife. " I says while rolling my eyes.

"Oh common kuzhali, i wasnt meant that. Am sorry" she says immediately with her sour mood.

I laughed at her.

"I know babe, I was just kidding. Don't worry these type of questions won't bother me." I says to her.

"Am sorry"

"Hy common girl." I says to her.

"So how was the trip?. You look really happy for some reason."

"Yes that was soo good. He showed me all the places. We both enjoyed to the core"

"So you both become close friends it seems."

"I don't think soo"

"But am seeing your smile lately kuzhali. Am so happy for you" she says while hugging me.

I smiled at her.

Yes am smiling lately very much and its all because of him.

"Kuzhali" She calls me.

"Yes"

"We both should be heading to work. Come let's go."

"Yeah" I says and started my job.

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Time skipped:

"Are you sure you want to visit my parents home?" I Sks him.

"No, I just simply got readied to go and beg on the streets." he says while rolling

"Wait, Let me quickly go wnd grab a plate for you, so that you will able to beg for money." I says to him.

"You. " he shouts and tried to grab me. I just runned away from there.

"Don't, stop. " I shouts when I tried to run away from him.

"it's you who started talking about begging not me." I shouts at him who is standing on other side of the bed

"Stop there kuzhal." he shouts.

"No" I says and tried to run out of the room but this man grabbed me by my hand in the last minute.

"You can't escape from me" he says from back as we both were standing very close, such that my back is hitting is front.

"It's you who started" I said.

"Even if I started you have the audicity to say like that. Ugh" He says to me.

"You have to go through the punishment."

"What is it... Ahhhh leave me" I shouts.

"It's tickling" He says and started to tickle me.

"Hy stop.. Stop.. S.. S.. St.. Stop... I.. I.. C.. Can.. Can.. Can't... Ple.. Please.... Haha.... Ple.. Please" I shouts at him, without even able to stand still I just kneel down and lied on the floor. But then too he didn't stopped, so even I started to tickle him. We both were tickling each other at one point we both started to roll on the floor.

After some time we both stopped because of hurting due to laughing for longer time.

I looked at my right side as he is lying with a heavy breath.

I turned towards him

"It's all bec... *breath* because *Breath* of you moron." I says to him.

He just shrugged.

"You know you are a pain in ass."

"Am I?"

"Yes you moron. It's going to be late." I shouts at him.

"It's all because of you. I have to redrape the saree" I says to him with a glare.

Its going to be my parents 35th anniversary today. So I thought of visiting my mom as they were going to conduct a poojai. I aksed thiraviam whether he will be able to accompany me, he said to yes to that.

Even when my parents asked him at the starting of the marraige for rituals he didn't visited my parents home saying that he has important work to take care of. I thought this time too he won't but to my contrary he said yes to accompany me. So now we are here.

His parents and his brother and my sister won't visit probably.

Its been 3 months of him asking my friendship.

"All set?" he enquires me.

"Yeah" I told him, with that we both went to my parents home on his bike.

"Welcome mapilai, it's your first time visiting our home. Please come inside" my mom says.

"Happy anniversary aunty" He said to my mom.

"Thanks mapilai" she says and then took both of us inside only to see my relatives.

I handed over the sweets and snacks we bought.

"Happy anniversary mumma" I says to her to which she just hugged me.

"How are you punguzhali?" my relatives started to ask me.

I nods at them.

Those are all the ones who spoked told about me on that day with my in laws now they are asking me on how am.

I sighed.

How could human beings act like these? Like asking my well.

"Punguzhali its wrong to get married without opening up your secrets with your in laws." one of my relarives told.

"Aunty, I don't think you should be concerned about my life. I know how to handle my life. Please look at yours." I politely says to her with a smile.

"Rude, this is why you are borned without uterus." she says and walked away.

It hurts.

I took a breathe and walked into my room as thiraviam got stucked with my mom.

"Here" I heard him after sometime.

"Uhh" I sounds and looked up only to see him with a coffee cup.

"Thanks" I says and took a cup from him with a smile.

"Why did you bought me the coffee? That too in my parents home." I asks him

"What it's just a cup I carried, it won't even weight. What is the problem on bringing it?. I don't see any." he says casually and taken his seat beside me.

"Well, there is not any problem. But you know this relatives they all are technically belonged to 18th century, all my relatives just want a woman to worship a husband like a god. But here god aka husband serving me a coffee so technically now this would be the hot topic in this punguzhali birth home. "I says to him.

He laughs.

"Well am from 21st century "he says with a laugh.

I smiled at him.

"Thanks"

"Now it make sense, why your relatives looked me like a ghost" he adds.

I lughed.

"Mr. Hot topic"

" I know am hot." he says seductively.

I rolled my eyes.

"Ain't I?" he aksed me again.

"Naah you are not." I says to him.

He laughs.

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"Am so happy ammu" amma says while kissing my forehead.

"Mumma please stop crying, it's your 35th anniversary. I don't know how you actually coped up with that man as in my so called dad. So it's a very big achievement on your end" I says to her she pinched me.

"Ammu you shoukdnt speak about your dad like that."

I rolled my eyes at her.

"He didn't even asked about me. That was excepted one only. But even he didn't ask about thiraviam. On top of that he is just glaring at me, since her favourite daughter couldn't able to visit him as because of me right." I says to her.

"Ammu, it's not like that. You know about hi..."

"Am not bothered about that ma, because I know about him maa. I stopped yearning for a father love. You are enough for me mumma" I says to her while hugging.

"One day he will understand your heart ammu. "

"I don't want him to understand me mumma. Am happy in this way."

"Go and look at mapilai ammu." she says I nods at her and walked out of the kitchen.

"Punguzhali" I stpped.

I sighed

I looked back.

"Come here" my cousins called me.

"What?" I asks them as soon as I reached them.

"It's been very long time, we all conversed. Come let's talk" one of my cousin karthiga says.

"Actually I have to look at my husband..."

"What you are gonna do by meeting him?. Its just you will go and ask him whether you need anything, but you can't go and satisfy his real needs right?" another cousin suresh commented.

He is the meanest person ever. He don't like me at all.

As at one time, my mumma asked his mom for marrying me off to him back 6 years ago. But he clearly declined, and I was okay with that.

But their family felt bad, saying that how could you guys even ask for my son's hand.

I glared at him.

Everyone laughed for his comment.

Childish of them.

I took a breath.

"I have to go." I said to them. But karthiga just grabbed my hand

"Karthiga leave my hand." I told to her.

"Why are you behaving as if busy in reality you are not. We all just want you to talk with us, that's it."

"What you want to talk about. I don't have any wish to talk with you guys. Leave my hand." I shouts at her.

"Its nothing, just wanted to know that why and how your husnda supported you. Even after knwoing about your syndrome. What black magic you did on him?. Just thought of getting it know, as you know in future it would help me. When I get married." she says.

"Yeah tell us, you can't satisfy him. Then how and why he is supporting you. How in earth he accepted to marry you even after seeing your appearance, and knowing about your syndrome?."

"What you both guys would be doing on night?. What he will do to satisfy his urges?" another boy asked me.

"Leave me" I shouts at them and tried to walk away.

"Calm down" I heard thiraviam voice before even I look back I was grabbed towards him such that my back hits his front.

I looked back slowly then, thiraviam is looking quiet angry.

"Kuzhal, sit" He says while making me to sit on the chair beside him after he takes his seat.

"What you guys wanna know?" he asks them. There were 6 members already.

No one opened their mouth.

"Thiraviam, come let's go" I tried to call him. But no he just turned to my side and aksed me to stay silent.

"What I will do when I got my urges?. And then how she is mean my wife is satisfying me right?" he asks them.

"No its not like..Tha.. That..." one girl says.

"Let me give you the answer on behalf of my wife. Is that fine kuzhal?" he says.

And he kooked at me.

I just kept looking at him.

"Common kuzhal, don't get flattered every now and then. Look you got distracted now too." he says with a sigh.

What happened to this man?

"Back to your question. Haven't you guys are upgraded? Like it's a very silly question actually. Look we are not in some 70s or something. Do you know about Lgbtq?. I hope you guys would know. So I do think that to satisfy a urge it diesnt always involve with a vaginal intercourse, because when it comes to lgbtq the criteria... "

"Thiraviam stop" I tried. But he intervened my fingers with him

"Let me finish this kuzhal, or else they won't be able to sleep properly."

"Sorry about that, back again. So to satisfy, it doesn't need to be always be a Intercourse, there are lot more than that you know foreplay,...." he sfopped.

"So we found a lot of ways to satisfy each other I hope this answer your questions." he says with a tight smile.

"And you, probably you should ask your wife. Whether you are satisfying her properly or not. Instead of asking  my wife what we both were doing to satisfy our urges. " he said.

"You." suresh shouts back.

"Am a dad myself. I dont have to give any....." suresh strated only to be cut. Only by thiraviam's laugh.

"Really?" thiraviam says after sometime.

"This shows your illiteracy, Mister suresh. Getting pleasure and giving pleasure are two different things. And pleasure doesnt ever revolve around having a child. On a different surveys, it was indeed revealed that 75% of the women are left unsatisfied by their partner just because the husband got satisfied he left unsatisfued his partner. So the qurstion which you asked is shoukd be to your wife. Whether you are satisfying her or not. "he says to him with a smirk.

" Just go and asks your wife, am damn sure she will say no. "he says with a shrugs.

"You, who are you to talk about my life lik....." thiraviam agian grabbed that suresh collar which made him to cut from speaking.

"What are you doing?" he shouts at him.

"So, you do understand that talking about others private life is indecent right?. But you will be talking aboit mine?"

"If you ever try to mess with my wife, then you will be seeing my different face. It won't be that good for you." he slowly yet dangerously says to him.

"This is applicable for everyone who is present here. " he says.

"Next time, I won't be speaking like this. Instead I will just go and file a complaint against you guys for giving a mental torture to my wife" he says and grabbed me along with him.

I just looked at him.

He... I.. Is a very good person.

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