Episode 22

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Punguzhali Pov:

"Good morning" i heard his voice.

I looked up at him who places the two coffee cup on the table.

I smiled at him.

He walked towards me and hugged me from back.

"Thiraviam leave me to wear the saree. Am half way. " i says at him.

"What occasion today?"

"Need to visit temple thats why."

"Ohh" he says and started to peper his kisses on my neck.

"Th.. Thiraviam.... I wil.. Will be.. L. Late..."

"I will drop you...."

"Mmmm" i moaned.

"Can i kiss you?" he asks me by turning me towards him.

I nods at him with a smile.

He grabbed my jaw and placed his lips on mine.

We both first pecked for few times, then he started to chew my lips.

"Mmm"i moaned.

His hands roamed on my butt, whereas mine started to roam on his hair.

After chewing my lips for sometime he asked for a entrance i just gladly opened my mouth to him. We both started to kiss each other like a sex starved animals.

"M.. I.. It was... *Breath*.. So.. Good." i says ti him.

He too stood with a heavy breath.

He just hugged me.

"Let.. *Breath* me help you in wearing the saree." he says and started to help me.

"I would really take a off, if you say yes. I wnat to really spend some quality time with you. " he says to me.

"No mister, we should be heading to our work. I have to take care lot of work." i says to him.

"How about 2 hours permisiion atleast?. I miss you. "

"Hubby, we have our life long. So for now, would you please drive me to the temple?"

"Ayee Ayee captain." he says while bending before before me.

I laughed.

"Come lets go wifey. " hs says while intervening our habds together.

"I dont thunk your mom will be liking it."

"One day she will accept you kuzhal. But its upto you whether you to accept her or not. Amd i will suppprt on yoir either decision. " he says to me.

"Am lucky to got you as my husband.

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"Looking very happy today..." i cut off swapna with a hug.

"Thanks babe"

"For what?. Is thiraviam accepted you?"

"Yup, he too loves and thanks for speaking with him for me."

"You are my best buddy, i cant see your ugly crying face of yours for long. So i thought better option would be speaking wiyh him." she says with a laugh.

"You"i shouts at her.

" Babe and am pregnant. " she says to me.

" Come again. Y.. You meant... You are pregnant... Oh my god. Wow babe... Come... Shit first sit. "i frantically says at her.

" When it confirmed? "i asked her.

" Today morning "

" Oh my god, girl did you visisred hospital? "

" Yes just now confirmed with doctor. My husband just now gone. "

"Congrats babe" i says to her.

"You will be a cool mom babe. I just want to see your son/daughter soon. I just cant wait to hold your bab...." i stopped without knowing.

"Y.. You will...allow.me righ...." i asked her.

"I wil kill you for sure kuzhali. You are going to hold my baby first for sure as i definitely will go into the labour ward with you. And this time you should be the one who should show my baby to my family as well to me." she says and hugs me.

I hugged her back.

" Thanks. "

"I will kill you for sure babe. If you ever says thanks to me." she says to me.

I laughed.

After that we both started to speak a lot.

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Time skipped:

"What are you doing?" i heard his husky voice while he sneaks his hand on my wiast from back.

"Mmm trying to be close with my wife."

"Thiraviam le..... Lea.. Leave me... " i says to him.

"What happened?"

"You ar..are just now came... ." i says to him.

"You are just a spoiler kuzhal." he says to me and grabbed me to our room from kitchen.

"Thiraviam.... I le..."

"Shhh, its already been a month of our proposals."

"Yes thiraviam." i says to him.

"I know right, i was the one who asked for a time to indulge in romance. But i cant hereafter, you are looking way too cute for my eyes day by day. I really cant resist you and your kisses. " he says and pecked my lips.

"Am i looking cute?" i asks him.

"Now look the gorgeous woman yourseld. " he says while making ne to stand before the mirror.

Thiraviam pov:

I smiled slowly and turned her towrads to me.

"Am i gorgeous woman to you thiraviam?" she asks me again.

"Do you think otherwise?" i asked her.

"I do.. Dont.. K. K.. Know.... I u.. Stoped seeing myself as woman... F.. Fo. For..."

"Just because you wont be able to carry a child doesnt mean you are not a woman kuzhal....."

"But carrying a child is all a distinguish for this particilar sex right, thiraviam" she says with a tears forming.

I nods as no.

"No kuzhal, its not. You are a woman, who is soft at heart who cares for others eventhough they didn't. Who spread happiness to her everyone." i says while wiping her tears.

"But woman is someone who can bring another life to this world right. But i cant." she again says to me.

"Shhhh"

"Am not a woman thiraviam" she says i just hugged her.

"Just because you dont have uterus doenst meant you are not a woman kuzhal understand it for god sake. Havent you heard the plenty of news where the mother killing her own bBy just because it is crying?. Havent you heard any news where the mother abusing the child beacuse of her appearance, color, everything. If i go with your theory, do you think that those women are women?. Just because they had a baby doesnt meant they are, they are nothing but a monsters who is incapbale of having a child in first place. "

" Understand it kuzhal. "

" No thiraviam, there were lot of times i mocked saying that am not a woman itself. And even many asked me to check whether am a man. From childhood i was bullied. There were lot of people asked me to tell what and how would my private part look like, whether i have something down there or not. " she says to me in my embrace.

"Stop crying kuzhal." i says to her.

"Th.. Thir.. T.. Thiraviam.. Am woman.. I do.. H.. Have vagina... B.. But it wo.. Wont be u.. Uses... To.. Pl. Pleasu..."

"Stop right there kuzhal do you need a slap frm me?" i shouts at her.

Her tears where rolling down her cheeks.

" Please stop speaking bullshit kuzhal. "

" N.... No.. Thirsviam.. I cant satisfy

... You...as everyone says.... "

" Look kuzhal, you are my wife. I dont have any problem with your under developed vagina. A woman is more than a pleasuring companion. You are so much more to me, the one woman who proved me that i capable for  love again. That i too can live like others. Your care, your love everything changed me kuzhal. Look at me, the past few months are all am living a life, beforehand i was not living the life itself. Its all happened just because you walked into my life nothing else. "

I nods as no at him.

" Even if its another girl, yo. You... W.. Ow.. Would love.. Lov... Loved her... An.. And even you can.... She.. Sh.. She... Can... At.. Atl.. You.. Bo.. Both at. Atleast... Coul.. Coudl ha.. Have been... Together like consume...."

"What haplened kuzhal to you?" i softly asks her.

"Share it with me kuzhal."

"Tell me please" i asks her.

"So this is the reason for your one week of sad mood right?" i asks her.

She looked away.

"I.. Am..... I.."

"Tell me kuzhal."

"I.. I thought am no..not the right choice for you...."

"Why this sudden change?"

"I.. Know by myself."

"Tell me kuzhal."

"I visited my mom today... Wh. W. There my at..athai was present.. Sh. She told me that... I did a wr.. Wrong thing by marrying you.. A.. As i just destroyed your life... Am.. Nothing but a woman.. In name... As i cant satisfy you.. Y.. You will..also.. Start.. Start to see for other fema.. Woman soon as i aint able to do... "

" Stop it kuzhal. "i shouts.

"Do you think me that your thiraviam will do such thing?" i asks her with a pain.

"No thirvaiam you wont..." she says immediately and tried to walk towrdas me. I just took a back step.

"Wait kuzhal there."

"Thi. Ti... Thiraviam... What.. Ha hap.."

"Wait there kuzhal, why are you not sharing with me, why are you keeping every sadness with you. Why are you being like this kuzhal?. Why are you not understanding me that i dont need that fucking sex at all. All i need is your time, your care, your love thats it. "

" Now you are syaing that i would been haooy if i was married to someother girl. How can you say like that? "

" So that all you undestands about me? "

" N.. No. No thiraviam. Am.. Just... Sorry... I.. Was.... "

" Stop it kuzhal. It hurts me. It hurts like hell to me. "i says and walks away.

"Not even once you didnt shared me kuzhal?. Didnt you seen that how much i was happy after i accepted the love?. I started to live like how i used to live before my shreya left me. Whereas you, you were in depression and you are not even bothered to share it with me. I feel terrible kuzhal now. "

" I feel terrible. "

" A.. Am sorry... I.. Its just...My syndro. "

"Enough is enough, i think we both are really not a good couple. Lets live like how we both used to live at the start. When you never care to share your problems then why i bothering you. "

" No. No... Am.. Am sorry. I sorry.. I will. I need you please speak with me. "she shouts whereas i just took the bag and walked out of the room leaving her to the office.

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Punguzhali pov:

I wiped my tears.

" Please talk with me. " i asks him who is typing on his laptop.

"Am sorry "i again asks him.

" I.. I was depressed... Am. Am sorry.... I.. Dont know how to tell you. I know what i did is wrong. How can i say that you will be happy if you married to some other girl?. I wont allow you to talk with other girl itself... You are only for me. Am sorry. Please talk with me. " i says to him.

But he just ignored me and kept working on his laptop.

" Thiraviam"i called him.

But no response.

I just climbed on the bed and lied on his lap by moving his laptop away from his lap.

And turned towrads his stomach and wrapped my hands around his stomach.

" Am sorry am at the mistake here. Am sorry. "

"Please speak with me."

"Please"

"Please thiraviam. " i says and made him to see me.

"Please..."

I sits and hugged him in sideways.

"I love you, am sorry thiraviam."

"Please" i says to him and grabbed his laptop and kept it on the table.

"Am sorry" i says and made him to see me.

"Dont kuzh..."

"Am sorry, please am sorry. I know am being pain in ass, sorry. Plese try to understand me, this is me. I can't really be strong for everytime. Even i would be weak, i would be having depression, everything. I feel pity for being born like this. I havent get a chance to be like a woman thiraviam. I cant just simply accpet me and live like as if its not a big deal. Thats not how the society left me. There will be one or other day to lower my self esteem by one or other person point out some thing on me whenever i tried to be confidence. Till this date, it would be me who will cry behinf the closed doors without anyone. But now it is coming out in different ways as my mind started to think like it wasted your life. But that is just on the depression. Am sorry thir... "

" Shhh"

" Am sorry for not speaking woth you, i understand you. All i need is you to share kuzhal. Dont keep everytging with yoirself. Am your better half. Am not only meant to share your happiness, but also your sadness. I can understand that its yoir mood swings. But let me also mnow your pain kuzhal. "he says to me.

"Am sorry for speaking bullshits. " i says to him.

"Am sorry, i cant live without you. It was just out of anger. Dont even think that i will leave you to walk out of this marraige, i wont. Because i need you like anything" i says to him.

"Even i need you kuzhal. " he says and pecked my lips.

"I love you"

"I love you too. " he syas with a smile.

"You look gorgeous, kuzhal." he says to me.

I smiles at him.

"I want to believe it."

"You should. "

"Your lips is aksing me to taste it." he says.

I laughs.

"Then why dont you taste it?" i asks him.

"Right" he says and strated to kiss me sensually.

"Lets sleep come" he says and made me to sleep on his chest.

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"Its all because of you." i shouts at him.

"What did i do?" he casually asks me and enters into our room.

"Youuuu. You are the one who pulled me into the rain." i says to him.

"It was good right?"

"What good?. Arghh now i have to take a bath its all be..."

"Your problem is all about that?." he asks me with a smug.

"What?" i shoutedly asks him.

"Let me rectify my mistake" he says and walked inside the bathroom to on the geaser.

After sometime, he pushed me into the bathroom.

"I know to take a bath..."

"You know kuzhal, but let me rectify my mistake."

I confusedky looked at him.

"What you are rectifying?"

"Let me help you in bathing"

"What?" i shouts at him.

"N.... No no..." i shouts, but he just entered into the bathroom and close it.

"Thira... T.. Thiraviam... N. No... Let me go ou.." i stutteringly says, but he just pushed me to the wall and turned on the shower.

"Thiraviam leave."

"No"

"Lets bath together" he says to me.

I gulped.

"N. No. No...."

"Are you afraid of me?"

"Why.. A.. Am... Afr.. Afrai?"

"N. No.am not"

I just somehow moved him and runned out of the bathroom af5er unlocking the door.

"Kuzhal" he shouts my name.

"Leave me" i says and tried to run but this time he caught me.

"Thirviam le.. Leave..."

"I will bath mysel...." before i complete he grabbed me and pinned me to the wall.

"I know that you know how to bath. But i want to help you as a husband." he says to me.

I nibbled my lips.

"Dont" he says and kissed my lips.

With that his hand strated to roam on my waist, even the water were dripping from my saree.

"W.. Wh.. What... Arghhh" i moaned for his action.

He turned me and made me to lay on the wall.

He peppered his kisses on my back.

"Do you know how much sexy you look?" he ask me with his heavy breat.. "

I gulped.

He swiftly turnrd me and he lowered himself to kiss my navel.

With that he started to pepper kisses on my body all over.

At one point his hands started to remove my clothes one by one as soon we both settled on the bed.

So my hands.

"Arghhh" i monaed soon his mouth captured one of my tits. Whereas his one hand moved towards my south.

"Wh.. What..." i moaned in ectasy as soon his hand touched my pu**y.

"Thiraviam" i says while clutching his hand from doing further.

"I... Cant.... My vagina... Is. Is... U.. Under deve..."

"Shh, i will show babe that what am going to do. You will enjoy just let yoir body free." he says slowly. I removed my hand from covering my pu**y.

His fingers started to do some magic on my clitorits to which my body reacted in a forgein way.

He continues it for some time until i feel something is going to explode. I just hugged him.

"Th.. T.. Thi.. I think... I.. G. Going fo.. P. Pee... I.. Le. Leave... Me..." i sahs to him.

He laughs and kissed my lips.

"Dont control yourself enjoy babes. " he says and again started to fondle my breasts.

"Arghh"i moaned after sometime.

" I.. I fee.. Oh my god. "i says to him who again lowered himself down and again strated to do something with his mouth.

" No....No "i shouts at him.

But he just handled me with his utmost care.

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" How are you feeling now? "he asks me.

I just hided myself on his chest.

" Kuzhal tell me.. "

" T.. T.. Tired"

"Did you enjoyed?" he ask sme.

"Tell me kuzhal"

"Y.. Yes" i says to him while kissing his chest.

He grabbed me to closer to him.

"I.. T.. Thought.... Yo.. You will no. Not like.. Mu.. Ugly body...but..." i stopped myself from embrassing myself more.

"You are not kuzhal." he says to me and kissed on my hair.

"I.. I... Havent ga.. Gave you any.. Anythin..." i started only fo stop by myself.

"What you havent gave?"

"Mm... O... I.. Onlu... You..... I do. Dont know..... How to say... I... Ca.. Cant.... We.. Cant do that.. I. Intercourse as.... I... My... Va.. Vagina... Is just in outerside i. It look. Like that... I.. Mena.t.. You.. Can. Cant put... I mean... We cant have nay intervourse....so.i..did..didnt.. Give you any.. Pl. Pleasure. "i sqys somehow to him and looked at him with a sorry face.

" You can give me in other ways" he says with a smirk.

I confusedly looked ay him.

"What way?" i aks him.

What would be that?

"There are lot more ways wifey. Lets take it slowly ." he says.

"For a straters how about a blow**b" he says to me making my eyes wide.

I gulped.

He laughed seeing my state.

"Its fine babe. Lets take it slowly" he says.

I nods as no and closed my eyes.

With that i placed my hand on his tool.

"You dont have t..."

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"Good morning" i opened my eyes for that.

I looked at thiraviam who is lying beside me. I smiled at him.

"Good morning" i says to him.

"How was yesterdsy?" he asks me.

I looked confusedly at him and strated to think that what happened yesterday. Then only the reality dawn on me and i immediately looked below only to see my nude state.

I looekd up at him.

"Shit, am nude" i shouts at him and tried to get down from the bed but he just grabbed me.

"Where are you moving kuzhal" he says and hugged me. Our nude bodies tangled.

"Le. Le.. Ea.. Leave me thiraviam" i says to him.

"What happened yesterday you were bold enough to do everytging. But now you are hiding away as if you are not the one who was with me yesterday." he says.

Embrassment.

"Are you happy now?" he aks me.

I nods at him while lowering my head.

"Look at me and say."

" Yes" i says to him.

He kissed my forehead.

"Come lets bath together" he says.

"No. Nooo..."i shouts at him.

He rolled his eyes and get down from the bed only to stand nude before me.

I looked away.

He started to pull me then.

" No no. You please go and take bath "i says to him from other side.

" Not gonna happen"he says and took me out of the bed and the quilt also started to unveil me.

I tried to grab something to cover up myself, but no nothing i could get.

As soon as we both entered the bathroom he closed the door and turner on the shower.

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"What we have done to our bed?" i aks him after getting ready obviously with that man's help only.

"Yesteray was our first night right" he says with a shrug.

I just hitted him with pillow.

The whole bed is ruined because of our dripping wtaer yesterday night.

"Its all because of you ."

"Woman, i will buy you an another matteress if you want. Dont hit me with the pillow. You woman. Leave me." he shouted.

"Just stop there." i shouts at him. But he just laughed and grabbed me in his arm and got the pillow on his hand.

"I need this happiness on your face to stay for life long. I hope i will make you this happy forever." he says to me and kissed my forehead.

"Only you can give me this happiness thiraviam." i says to him.

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