Episode 23

Thiraviam Pov:

I smiled thinking about her.

Now she becomes my everything. Its been 4 months of us opening our love.

Good thing is that i accepted hee.

*Calling tone*

I looked at my mobile only to see her call.

"Hello kuzhal" i says soon i attended the call.

"Are you having some time?. Mom is aksing you to come to hospital where ma working." her voice is down.

"What happened kuzhal. Any problem?" i ask sher.

"N.. Not like.... T.. That could you please come." she asked me.

"Am on my way" i says and with that i went to the parking lot to take my car.

Then i drove away to her hospital and then i called her after sometime she took me inside a cabin.

There stood her mom and a doctor is there.

"After analysing the reports, we can go ahead with the vaginal dialation or surgery anyting we can undergo as vaginal length is meeting our minimal  length criteria in her case. Its now upto her which method she wanted to go ahead with. If its a vaginal dialtion means we will increase the vaginal length by using the dilators for few moths on morning/afternoon/night on daily basis. " doctor says.

" And comes to uterine transplant. It is success rate in india, so the process is we will transplant a uterus from donor to receipt body and we will allow a woman to get conceive a one or two baby. Then we will be removing the uterus from the recipient body. So to go ahead with this we will do a lot of tests and then we have to look for a proper donor which should match with receipt. We also will look at the recipient body weight, her age, her health tajes everything into the consideration. If every things goes well, then we can began the uterine transplant. So post the surgery the recipient will start to have her period like other woman then she would be prepared for pregnancy. We will freeze some of her fertilized eggs.... "

" What is happening here? "i stopped doctor in midway by asking at my wife.

" Mapilai we were talking abo... "

" Kuzhal am asking you. "

"Doctor give us sometime. " i says and grabbed kuzhal outside with me, even aunty follows us.

"Tell me kuzhal" i asks her as soon as we three reach some what outer place.

"I. I..."

"Mapilai its me who actually took her to consult with doctor. You both were been married for a year, i have been asking kuzhal to meet doctor for the vaginal dialtion. We didnt did this vaginal dialtion on her younger self, as if we did at that time means we have to make use of the dialtors every now and then need to be inserted in her vag... Vagina to make it dilated enough length which will be uncomfortable. So we were planned to do this during marriage time, but your marraige was happened really fast that we didn't get time to get done with that and even ammu was not at all listen to my words and never gave in for dialtion . So now i took her to the doctor to go through the procedures. And also i was the one who asked for the uterine transplant. I was just asking doctor whether she can undergo that to get conceive. And am about to ask regarding the cost and everything so that i can start looking for money for the... "

" Aunty please, she will not undergo any dialation and transplants. "i says to her.

" But mapilai, she has to undergoes that. Then only you both can lead a life like other normal couples and also upon doing the transplant only she can able to conceive a baby, and then only your mom will accept her. "

" They dont have to accept her." i says to aunty.

" Kuzhal. "

"Aunty i will be taking kuazhl to home and i will drop you in your home. Follow us aunty. " i says to her and grabbed kuzhal with me.

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"Thiraviam" i heard her.

"Kuzhal drink water first. "

"Telk me kuzhal. "

"Thiraviam its mom.. Ac.. Actually she only took me to the hospital."

"Its fine you dont have to undergo any."

"But thiraviam. "

"What?" i aks her slowly while sitting on the floor.

She too sits beside me on the floor from bed.

"Even i want to feel like other female." she says to me.

"In the way?"

"I..w...want to undego the dialation.", she says to me.

"Is it for others words kuzhal?"

"No thiraviam, i want it for myself. I too want to feel that how the intercourse would fee..." she says and looked at me.

"But.. But the procedure would be uncomfortable for you. And it would take months"

"Its fine."

"Are you sure kuzhal?"

"Am, i want to give you my everything thiraviam."

"I dont need any other than our good time kuzhal. And even we were enjoying ourselves right. "

"Its upto you kuzhal, if you want to experience it. Well i wont be the intruder for it."

"But i will not allow you to undergoe the uterine transplant for sure." i says to her.

"Say something kuzhal"

"I dont know thiraviam on what to say."

"Kuzhal look, i too searched about it  after you first opened up saying regarding your syndrome with me when i met you first. I know about it How much of a risk it is, the uterine tranplant may look as same as the organ tranplant but the only difference will be if its any other organ was tranplanted it would be in the receipient body for ever. But incase of uterine transplant, after one or two times the uterus will be removed ftom the body because of the fear of hysterectomy condition. And the recipent as to cope up with traumatic and physical experiences. The recipent has to take a lot of anti supplemnets. There will be few problems as it will leads to infection, why not even organ rejection can happen. The doctors will run a so much of tests on you and me for looking at the fertility levels look am not some yoing man so i dont know how much of fertility i coukd be. And even in the cost way it is very high when compared to others fertility treatment. I wont be having any problem with cost. "

" But i wont allow you to go through this uterine transplant just to carry my baby in your womb. No i wont. The fate already played with me oncw by taking away my shreya and my child from me as she was pregnant at that time. Its all happened becuase of her higher ridk pregnancy. Now when i look at you who was talking about uterine transplant which is not the one regular one to go ahead with. I will not allow you to go through this uterine transplant ever. I will not support you in this. I need you please kuzhal understand it. All i have is you only."

" B.. B.. But what others will say.. She just undergone the vaginal dialtion to have a pleasure but didnt undergone the uterone transplany to bring her own child to this world. "she says to me.

I turned towards her and placed my hands on her both cheks.

"I want your answer kuzhal. "

" Not what others will think. "

"Are you also thinking that woman means who carries a baby by her own?. Look you borned without a uterus, so where is your mistake is her. There are lot of ways to have a baby we can go ahead a surrogacy, adoption. But not this.

"

"Even i dont want to go through the tests thiraviam. I borned without a uterus, am fine in that way."

"But wh.. What would others say?" she again asks me the same question.

"For undergoing the vaginal dilation and not having a uterus transplant?"

She nods at me.

"Its your body kuzhal. Only you have the rights to decide. But if someone says something good to you, you can consider it. But here most of the people all they know is how to interfere in others life by poking their mouth. And do you think that they were having a good intention in it?. No never. Its on you kuzhal. Look yoi dont have a proper vagina and uterus. So its upto you which ever you wnated to undergo. Who will say otherwise? That this womna just undergone a dilation not the transplant. Am not opppse to transplant kuzhal, but i cant see you in pain to carry a baby. It will be more whne compared to normal pregnancy. One loss is enough for me, now all i have is you. Please dont do this. Am happy withoit children. We both will be child to each other. I wont allow you ever to transplant thats it. Please."

"shhh. I wont undergo the uterine tranplant, but i want to undergoes the vaginal dilation. I cant handle the emotional traumatic experience if even after having a uterus transplant nothing goes in right direction. And it is very costly as you say. In that cost i can adopt a baby and bring her as our own. Am fine with no uterus, I was once ashmaed for that but thats what taught me what is life. And that is the reason i got you too, thiraviam. "

"Love you kuzhal. " i says and grabbed her in my arms.

"Thiraviam?"

"Yes kuxhal"

"I have this wish..."

**Calling tone. **

"one second kuzhal"

With that i walked to take my mobile.

"Hello"

"Everything is completed. Both signature is all needed." i heard from other end.

"Thank you just send me the papers."

"Sure sir, and for reference I have already sent you the copy on email."

"Okay"

After that i opened my email and checked tha document and immediately a smile crept on my face.

"Kuzhal"

"Here" i says and shows her the mobile.

Her face held the confusion state.

"I have already applied for the adoption process. And it will require a time, so we should have to wait to get a baby." i says to her.

She opened and closed her mouth.

"O.. I..how did you..."

"Swapna once said that your wish is to adopt a baby. So how i will not support on that?"

"So i started the procedures earlier. You remember i asked for your signatures several time where you also asked me whether you are secretly taking away your money or properties from you. So all the signatures is for this. "

"Really?"

"Yes"

"So thats why you didnt allowed me to read it. Now it makes sense, as you wanted to gice it as surprise."

"Yes. Now i hope we are good as we sorted out, that you will be just undergoing the vaginal dilation nothing else."

"I dont have any words thiraviam."

"If you want you can show me your gratitude in a different way." i says to her.

She cryingly laughs at me. I wiped her tears.

"Love you thiraviam." she says and kissed my chest.

"Love you too Kuzhal"

"Be prepare to be a mom."

"And you mister thiraviam."

"To become a parents, both the couple needs to do a mistake. How aboit we start to do the mistake?" i asks her.

She nibbled her lips.

"What if i say, yes to that?" she asks me.

"Then i do think we should stop talkong and close the door propelry and then strat indulging in our...."

"Stop with your talking" with that she placed her lips on mine.

She is all i need.

Authors note:

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