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Knock knock.
I jump at the sudden sound, losing my grip on the earring Iâm putting in. Even from downstairs, the knocking on the front door is loud enough to startle anyone. Sighing, I look down to see the silver stud has landed in amongst my hair, managing to tangle itself in at least three separate curls. Iâm in the process of retrieving it when the knocks sound again, more forceful this time.
âMom, can you get that?â
Thereâs no movement from downstairs. Turning back towards the mirror, I canât help but frown. Nathanâs not usually one to be impatient, and I doubt his hands are even capable of knocking so loudly. But who else would it be? The dance begins in just over half an hour, and heâs my ride.
When the third round of knocking starts up, I decide itâs time to step in. I gaze at my reflection one last time, managing a half-smile at my appearance. With my hair tamed into submission, make-up done and dress sweeping down to my feet, I actually look okay.
Tackling the stairs in heels is a treacherous task in itself (especially considering my distinct lack of balance), but with an endless amount of trip-worthy fabric around my feet, itâs even worse. In fact, when I finally do reach the bottom without sustaining any serious injuries, I feel like some kind of intrepid adventurer. Then I remember the task in hand, and hurry over to the front door to relieve my date of standing on the freezing porch.
However, what I find is a slightly twisted version of what I had been expecting.
Instead of a shy, blonde guy in a tux, Iâm faced with a beaming woman in a white blouse. Itâs none other than Julie, in as good a mood as ever.
âOh, um...â I say awkwardly, too surprised to form a coherent sentence. âHi?â
âGeorgie!â Her face lights up upon seeing me, before her gaze quickly falls to my dress. âOh, look at you! All dressed up for the dance... you look beautiful, honey.â
âUh⦠thanks...â
âI canât believe youâre the same little girl who used to play in my garden,â she gushes, clasping a hand over her heart theatrically. âIt seems like yesterday and now... well, look at you. Youâre gorgeous and all grown-up.â
Suddenly, without warning, Iâm being swept up in a hug. As I stand crushed in Julieâs arms, I try to process the weirdness of the situation. What is she doing here? I donât remember my mom inviting her or anything, and I canât come up with any other reason that could serve as an explanation. Itâs the night of the Winter Formal. Shouldnât she be gushing over her own son and his glitzy girlfriend?
A week of school later, Iâve officially given up on clearing things up with Connor. Itâs hopeless; heâs been avoiding me, going out of his way to make sure we never get an opportunity to exchange even a few words. Even working together hasnât resulted in any conversation, and by now, Iâve accepted the fact heâs never going to face up to talking about it. The best thing for both of us is to erase the kiss completely from my mind and continue to lead our separate lives.
Which is a lot easier said than done.
When I emerge from my thoughts (and, at the same time, Julieâs grip), something registers in my brain that I had totally missed before. I donât know how long heâs been there, but standing beside Connorâs mom on the porch is none other than my blue-eyed date.
âNathan!â I say, half-embarrassed I hadnât noticed him sooner. Still, itâs easily done. Heâs never exactly a bold personality, and standing next to someone as fiery as Julie, his blending into the background is almost inevitable.
âThis is your date, huh?â Julie asks, wiggling her eyebrows at me. âHeâs cute.â
I blush furiously, although Iâm not quite sure why. I donât know whether to be embarrassed that sheâs taking on the gushing mother role, or relieved that itâs keeping my own mom out of things. Still, the two of them are pretty even in the stakes, and both equally likely to come out with something that will mortify me into the next century. âUm, this is Nathan,â I say. âMy boyfriend.â
For some reason, the word sounds strange on my tongue, despite having plenty of time to get used to the fact. Over three weeks, to be precise. Maybe itâs just because Iâm announcing it to Julie that it feels odd. Although, for all I know, Connor may have told her himself.
âNice to meet you,â he says politely.
âUh... not meaning to sound rude,â I begin, despite there being no possible phrasing of my question that wouldnât cause offense, âbut what are you doing here?â
She laughs wildly, as if the mere sound of my voice is utterly hilarious. Out of the corner of my eye, I spot Nathan staring at her, looking slightly awestruck. I donât blame him; Iâve had years to get used to Julieâs vivaciousness, but for a first encounter, Iâd say heâs taking it pretty well. He hasnât run away and hid yet, which is always a good sign.
âOh! I was just wondering if you had a camera charger that I could borrow,â she says. âOurs has gone flat and I canât find it for the life of me.â
âUh, sure,â I answer. âI think my momâs in the living room. You could ask her.â
She thanks me and heads inside, leaving Nathan and I alone on the front porch. When she disappears from sight, both of us exchange questioning looks.
âConnorâs mom?â he queries.
âYeah,â I answer. âSheâs, uh... friendly. Takes a bit of getting used to.â
âRight,â he says, his lips twitching into a smile. Thereâs a brief pause between us, in which his gaze drops to my dress. âShe was right about one thing, though. You look beautiful tonight.â
Color rises to my cheeks. âThanks. You clean up pretty well, too.â
Itâs true; with his smart tux and neat hair, he looks adorable. Not heart-stoppingly gorgeous, but cute in a way that kind of makes me want to hug him. Just as this thought crosses my mind, I find myself wondering what Connor looks like in his tux. A wave of guilt washes over me immediately and I banish him from my mind, scolding myself furiously for thinking about that jerk when my date is standing right in front of me.
I go to speak, but at that moment, my mom comes rushing out onto the porch. Sheâs clutching a camera and wearing a huge smile on her face. âLook at you two!â she says. âYou look so cute! Come on, we have to take some photos before you leave.â
As it turns out, âsome photosâ translates from my momâs language as one billion and one shots, with a couple of videos thrown in for good measure. When we finally break away from our photo-shoot â in which the both of us are required to smile sweetly at the flashing camera in a way that doesnât reveal how much I want to murder the person behind it â Iâm already tired, and the dance hasnât even started.
Thanks, Mom.
âSorry about that.â I grimace as I hitch up my dress and climb into Nathanâs truck. âDonât be surprised if she mails you some of those photos either.â
âItâs okay,â he assures me. âIn fact, it was actually pretty fun.â
I raise my eyebrows. âFun?â
âWell, I had my arm around you pretty much the whole time. I can deal with that.â The ghost of a smirk lights up his features and I canât help but smile back. âAnyway, I like your mom. Sheâs sweet.â
I can think of a million adjectives to describe my mom â and âsweetâ features nowhere on the list â but I sense itâs the wrong time to launch into the many reasons why. Instead I just shrug and respond with, âIf you say so.â
The ride to the school, where the dance is being held (on account of the fact that North Shore is too poor to afford anywhere better), is short and weâre entering the busy parking lot before I know it. Ever the gentleman, Nathan opens my door for me, but Iâm kind of preoccupied scanning the rows of cars for familiar faces to really feel flattered by the gesture. Of course, when I say âfamiliar facesâ, Iâm not looking for anybody specific.
Okay, so Iâm hoping to see Charlotte. But only because Iâm curious about her much-speculated dress.
Nothing to do with Connor. At all.
âYou ready to go in?â
âHuh?â I look up to see Nathan smiling at me expectantly. It takes me a couple of seconds to realize heâs taken my hand in his and is giving it a comforting squeeze. âOh, um... yeah.â
âI want to see how the dance committee got on with the decorating,â Nathan muses. âI just hope theyâve learnt the meaning of âless is moreâ so we donât end up with a repeat of last year.â
I nod half-heartedly, although he does have a point. Last year was the first time the organizers were given an advance on their budget, which they then proceeded to spend on pretty much the entire countryâs supply of balloons and ribbons. Maybe it wouldâve turned out okay if theyâd invested in a better staple gun â no one would ever forget the moment Allison Perry tripped on a trailing ribbon and the night ended with her being carried out on a stretcher. She didnât break anything, the dance committee adamantly reminded us, but it was still a pretty memorable night.
Thankfully, though, entering the gym doesnât greet us with an abundance of hazardous decorations. Instead, itâs kitted out pretty tastefully, with a strict blue-and-white color scheme, soft lighting and â where would we be without them? â a sprinkling of paper snowflakes.
âHi!â Weâve barely taken five steps inside the place before weâre pounced on by Ava, looking predictably pretty with an updo and a short, dark blue dress. Behind her stands Jason, a guy from her AP Algebra class with messy umber hair and thick glasses. The two had apparently reached a mutual decision to come as friends, which she had been content enough with. âYouâre here!â
âYeah,â I say. âWe got a little held up at my place. You know what my momâs like.â
âYouâre not late. Heaps of people arenât here yet,â she assures me, before gesturing to the guy at her side. âYou guys know Jason.â
We exchange greetings before I decide to dive straight in with the question thatâs bugging me. âNo sign of Charlotte yet, Iâm guessing?â
She shakes her head, but weâre not kept waiting for long. A couple of minutes later, attention turns inexplicably to the door, and itâs then that I notice a couple striding into the room. I recognize them in an instant â the petite, auburn-haired girl hanging off the arm of the taller guy beside her canât really be mistaken for anyone else. Naturally, my gaze wastes no time in flickering to Charlotteâs dress, keen to see what over-the-top, frilly designer number sheâs chosen. But when it does, Iâm in for a shock.
And not because itâs indecent, either.
Oh, no. Full-length and deep purple in color, itâs identical to the one Iâm wearing.
âCustom-madeâ my ass.
Itâs about ten seconds after me that realization dawns on Charlotte. She does a quick once-over of the gym, probably making a mental note of the people sheâs going to bitch about later, but when her gaze reaches me, she freezes.
And quite rightly, too. I suppose it hadnât occurred to her that all the while she was boasting about her expensive designer affair (which in reality came off the rack of an ordinary store in the mall), someone might have been out buying the exact same one. Did she really think she could get away with it? Wait, stupid question. Sheâs Charlotte Hayes, for crying out loud. Not only does she have a band of loyal followers stretching half our grade that hang on her every word, no one in their right mind would question her. Especially if it came down to challenging the authenticity of her wardrobe labels.
For a moment, we just stand staring at each other. Everyone around us notices immediately; itâs not difficult to figure out where Charlotteâs death glares are aimed. An audible silence falls over the gym, despite the music still booming through the speakers. Theyâre all eagerly waiting for a reaction, internally betting which one of us is going to move first.
Well, itâs definitely not going to be me.
Half of me is wondering whether I should make my escape now. Leave it any longer and I could be on the receiving end of an attack from the girl across the room. Any sensible person would assess the risk and deem it the best option to make a swift exit. For some reason, though, I stay where I am. Maybe itâs the freezing of my muscles due to fear. Or maybe â oddly enough â itâs a niggling curiosity about how Charlotte is going to react.
Instead of pouncing on me and ripping me to shreds â or at least sending a swarm of insults my way â she does the complete opposite. Without a word, her expression turns from furious to despairing before she flees the room. Connorâs left standing awkwardly for a second, watching her retreating back with the rest of us, before following her footsteps out the door.
âWell,â I say, when the moment of silence has passed and the gym has returned to free conversation, âthat was awkward.â
âWasnât her dress supposed to be one of a kind, or something?â Nathan asks.
âOr so she said,â Ava pipes in. âIf she was going to build it up so much, she shouldâve at least checked no one else was going to buy the same one. Custom-made â ha!â
âAll we need now is some dangerous trailing ribbons,â I say, âand this might just top last year.â
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âIâm just going to run to the bathroom,â I say, passing my drink to Nathan. âHold this for me.â
âOkay, but when you get back, Iâm forcing you to dance,â he tells me, grinning. âNo getting out of it.â
About half an hour has passed since The Dress Incident. With no sign of Charlotte or Connor since, the tension is beginning to die down. Still, that hasnât stopped great speculation across the crowd, with most people debating whether Charlotteâs going to suck it up and return, or flee for a desperate change.
In fact, Iâm kind of surprised Iâm not the one fleeing. Being the target of the cheerleaderâs anger is mildly terrifying, but I think Iâm kind of comforted by her embarrassment. After all, I didnât boast about the cost and extravagance of my dress like it was straight off a Paris runway.
And not, you know, straight off a mall rack (where itâs stocked in ten other sizes).
I head for the hall, where the bathrooms are situated. Access to any other hallways is strictly prohibited â they donât trust anyone in our grade not to trash the place, which is kind of wise â and I feel like one suspicious look will get me thrown in jail.
You know, if our school had a jail. Which it doesnât.
Outside of the gym doors, the music is muffled; the only thing you can hear properly is the bass still thumping through the walls and floor. At least here you can talk without straining your voice, not to mention listen to what somebodyâs saying without having your ear in front of their mouth.
Which is why, as Iâm about to round the corner, Iâm able to hear the conversation clearly.
âWhat do you mean, ânoâ?!â
Immediately, I freeze. Pressing myself against the wall out of sight, I try to silence my breathing as the owner of the voice registers in my head. So this is where the unseen cheerleader has been hiding.
âI mean no. Iâm not doing it.â Connorâs voice is cold; he sounds pissed. âGet your own ride.â
âWhat am I supposed to do?â Charlotte shrieks. âI donât have my car here, do I? I need a ride. Look, itâll take half an hour, tops. All I need to do is go home and find another dress. Iâve got heaps in my closet. Then we can come straight back. Why have you got such a problem with that?â
âBecause,â he hisses exasperatedly, âIâve already missed half the dance. Iâm not missing the other half just because of some stupid dress. Just suck it up and wear that one.â
I silently pray for them not to sense my presence. Iâm already permanently in Charlotteâs bad books (heck, Iâve probably got the cover spot right about now) and if she knew Iâm spying on her... well, I dread to consider the consequences. Still, I canât seem to muster up the courage to leave. Iâm too afraid of drawing attention to myself. Or maybe itâs not that at all. Maybe itâs because Iâm curious about their fight. Iâve never heard so much as a disagreement from them before. Usually, theyâre completely loved-up, making out and groping each other whenever an opportunity presents itself. But this... if the tone of Charlotteâs voice is anything to go by, she wants to slap him instead.
âI canât go back out there!â she wails. âYou know I canât!â
âWhy? Because Georgieâs got the same dress as you? Get a grip, Charlotte. Who cares?â
âYou donât understand! Everyone cares! I am not going in there with the same dress as that freak. Itâs humiliating! I actually have a reputation, in case you hadnât noticed. I am not being seen dead in anything that dork is wearing. Now get your keys and drive me home.â
âWhat did you just call her?â
Thereâs a pause. I hold my breath, begging to remain unnoticed. âI called her a freak. Because thatâs what she is.â Suddenly, her shrill laughter rings out across the empty hallway. âOh God, please donât say youâre actually going to defend her. You know sheâs a dork.â
âDonât you dare say that about her!â
âIâll say whatever I like,â she shoots back. âYou were all too happy to bitch about her all those times before. You agreed with me how pathetic she was. Why the fuck are you changing your mind now?â
Silence consumes the room. Iâm beginning to feel light-headed from lack of oxygen, but Iâm scared to exhale. Snooping on an argument about Charlotteâs dress is one thing, but eavesdropping when theyâre talking about me is completely different. And Iâm all too aware of that.
âGod, please donât tell me you realized youâre like, madly in love with her.â
âJust drop it,â he snaps. âAnd fuck off. Iâm not driving you home, okay?â
âConnor!â she protests, but itâs clear from her voice that sheâs verging on desperation now. If she wasnât such a massive bitch, maybe Iâd feel sorry for her. Unfortunately, her constant stream of insults and bitchiness over the years have eradicated any ounce of sympathy I might have for her. âLook, donât you want to spend tonight together? If I donât change, Iâm not going back in there. Youâll be alone.â
âMaybe thatâs what I want,â he interjects. âActually, wait. That is what I want. Forget this whole thing. I canât deal with you and your crap anymore.â
âWh- what are you saying?â
âIâm saying weâre done,â he confirms. âOver. Iâm not doing this anymore.â
âYouâre breaking up with me?â Her voice sounds like itâs teetering on a tightrope between disbelief and desperation. âYouâre breaking up with me on the night of the Winter Formal?â
âYes,â he responds calmly, âthatâs exactly what Iâm doing.â Thereâs movement, and I assume heâs preparing to make his getaway. âOh, and one more thing. Donât you ever say a bad word about Georgie again. Iâm warning you. Iâll make you regret it.â
Thereâs no response on Charlotteâs part, but even if there had been, I doubt I wouldâve heard it. My mind is too busy racing at what Iâve just witnessed to even comprehend anything thatâs going on. Did that really just happen? Surely that was just a figment of my imagination, conjured up my brain in my adrenaline-fueled state. It had to be... right?
Connor defending me? To Charlotte, of all people?
This has to be some kind of twisted dream. Thatâs the only logical explanation. Definitely more logical than the jerk â who has done nothing but make my life miserable from the moment he moved in â actually doing something nice for me. In front of his pretty, popular (yet evil) girlfriend.
Make that ex-girlfriend.
Unfortunately, Iâm so preoccupied with examining the reality of what I just witnessed, it doesnât occur to me that Connor is now making his way back to the gym to rejoin the rest of our grade. This would be fine if the only way to the gym wasnât through the hallway that Iâm currently in, standing with my back pressed against the wall and, to an outsider, looking like Iâm doing exactly what Iâve been doing.
Which is, of course, eavesdropping.
So, when Connor rounds the corner and he spots me, our gazes immediately lock onto each other. Itâs obvious that he knows what Iâve been doing, and thereâs no point even attempting to deny it. As I stare into his chocolate-colored eyes, studying the expression on his face thatâs caught halfway between surprised and pissed, only one thought manages to scuttle its way across my mind.
Oh, shit.
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Yay, it's long! I hope you're grateful. Aw, Connor defended Georgie - isn't that cute? ;) Who's excited for the rest of this story? The end is near! This is the second time I've tried to upload this today and I can't remember for the life of me what I wrote in the other author's note. I swear they always do server upgrades when I'm trying to update... I have the worst timing.
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