Song for this chapter : Risk by Gracie Abrams
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I think I am in love
And when you are in love you do everything to keep a good image of that person
You get angry when the reality or the opinions of others do not match what you want to believe in
And I wanna believe in you
When we talk I feel like I am too much
But I need you more and more
I am brutally honest
Do not think that is good anymore
I know I am impulsive
But I have never been like this
Ever
Only you can make me vomit words I should not say
Only you can make me go this crazy when I am trying to behave
I want to silence the entire world
I want it to be just you and me
Whatever that will be
Friends or lovers
I will always want you
But the talks and the comments make me stop and think that maybe I should not invest in you
And I am really invested
I feel stupid