song for this chapter : Foolish one by Taylor Swift
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He was right there smiling at me
Not expecting all of this for sure
And my attention jumped to him
Without knowing if it was safe
Please cruel heart do not make me cry
Tell me why am I like this
I should run
I should be careful
I am warning myself now
Dear me, Stop that silly smile
It is stupid somehow
Please wake up and remember who you are
Just a girl sitting in a corner thinking about love
Love that is not real
Stay away from it
Just stay away
Run as fast as you can
When I say run I say now
When you feel like saying "I love you" just say "no"
Close the barrier and hide
Do not open that painful door of delusional love
Close it
Lock it
Lock it well