I step into the ring and the crowdâs energy surges, a mix of jeers and cheers washing over me. I scan the crowd, my gaze finding Lucy instantly, her blue eyes wide as she watches from ringside. Even in this dingy warehouse filled with Kean thugs, she stands out like a beacon. She doesnât belong here. Sheâs too clean for the ugliness of this world. Of my world. She must know it too if the fear etched across her face is any indication.
I should forfeit and get her out of here.
The bell rings, and itâs still echoing when a fist crashes into my jaw. Pain explodes across my face, my head snapping sideways. I stumble back and the crowd roars.
Stupid. I let myself get distracted by Lucy, forgot these bastards fight like their bosses operate, no rules, no honor. Just whatever it takes to win.
My opponent advances, confidence radiating off him in waves. âThat wake you up, pretty boy?â He circles left, already loading up another right hook. âThought youâd waltz in here and show us how itâs done?â
Thereâs been a rumor about my having kicked the ass of four of Keanâs men. Of course, the Keans deny it. After all, it looks bad for them. But the rumor is all thatâs needed to put a target on me, at least in the ring. I suspect this guy is hoping to boost his profits by taking down the man rumored to have beaten the shit out of four Kean men.
I shake off the hit and spit blood onto the canvas. My jaw throbs where he tagged me, but the pain helps sharpen my focus. Time to remember who I am, what I am. Iâm not just some street fighter looking to make a name. Iâm Flint fucking Ifrinn, and these people will pay for what they took from me.
I roll my shoulders back, letting that familiar rage simmer through my veins. This punk thinks he caught me off guard? He has no idea who heâs dealing with.
My opponent throws another hook, but this time, Iâm ready. I slip under it, driving my fist deep into his ribs. The impact jolts up my arm as he grunts in pain. Before he can recover, I follow with an uppercut that snaps his head back.
The crowdâs jeering shifts to excited shouts. These vultures donât care who wins. They just want violence. And Iâm about to give them a show.
He staggers back, eyes wide with surprise. Didnât expect that from the pretty boy, did you? I press forward, cutting off his retreat. My next combination lands clean, left hook to the body, right cross to the jaw.
âNot so cocky now, are you?â I growl, landing another body shot that doubles him over.
The crowdâs roaring drowns out everything else as I unleash hell. Right cross. Left hook. Uppercut. Each punch is precise, calculated, fueled by a darkness I usually keep locked away. But here, in this ring? I let it loose. I need to let it loose, not just to release the hatred coursing in my veins for the Keans, but also, the nearly unbearable tension that builds when Iâm around Lucy. All of it, Iâm letting go on this asshole.
He crumples to the canvas after a particularly brutal combination. The crowd starts to count, but we all know heâs staying down.
One of Keanâs men steps in and grabs my wrist, raising my hand in victory. The crowd erupts. Through the haze of victory and lingering adrenaline, I look over at Lucy in the crowd. My heart stalls when I donât see her where Iâve left her. My gaze darts about, and fear gnaws in my gut. Did Keanâs men recognize her? Has some asshole hauled her off?
I catch a glimpse of blonde hair weaving through the crowd toward a restroom. She glances back and her face is chalk-white, reminiscent of just before she fainted.
Fuck. I didnât even think that this situation would trigger her. Didnât she say she only fainted at the sight of her own blood?
Keanâs man still has my arm raised. Some Kean soldiers nod with newfound respect. Any other time, Iâd play into it. This is exactly the in Iâve been working toward. The smart play would be to let her go. Stay here, capitalize on my win, get closer to the Keans. Thatâs the mission. Thatâs what matters.
But Lucyâ¦
I yank my arm free, exit the ring, and shoulder through the crowd. Someone calls out about my winnings. The money can wait. Everything can wait.
I follow Lucyâs trail to the warehouseâs bathroom. My knuckles still throb from the fight, blood crusting around the edges. Sweat drips down my chest, my boxing shorts clinging to my skin as I push through the door.
âLucy?â There are two stalls but only one is occupied. I turn the bolt of the door to give us privacy. I go to the stall. She hasnât locked the door. As I gently push it open, I see her leaning against the stall wall, taking in deep breaths.
âWhat happened?â Anger simmers inside me. âDid someone touch you?â
She shakes her head but wonât look at me. Her chest rises and falls too quickly. Sheâs either crying or having a panic attack. Maybe both.
âLucy.â I step closer, ducking my head to catch her eye. âTalk to me. Youâre going to pass out again.â
She sucks in a breath, making a valiant effort to calm herself down. âNo one bothered me,â she finally answers my question. Well, thatâs good. The rage lurking at the edge diminishes, leaving only my worry.
âWas it the fight?â
âItâs so brutal.â
I give her a lopsided grin. âIâm fine.â Maybe I should have checked myself before saying that. I could be dripping blood from my mouth.
âIt wasnât just you.â Lucy wraps her arms tighter around herself. âThe fight before⦠is he dead?â
I donât have an answer. He could be. Death isnât the goal of these underground fights, but it certainly happens.
âAnd then you got in that ring.â Her voice cracks. âThat man sucker punched you, andâ¦â
A smirk tugs at my lips again. âAw, were you worried about little old me?â
âDonât.â She jabs a finger at my chest. âDonât make this into a joke. You could have been seriously hurt.â
âSays the woman who keeps chasing gangsters into dark places.â I catch her hand before she can pull it back, my thumb brushing over her knuckles. âAt least I know how to throw a punch.â
Lucy tries to glare, but thereâs no real heat behind it. âThatâs different. Iâm careful.â
I shake my head. âNo, youâre not. Following OâBrian into a dark alley is not careful. Tracking Ronan Kean into dark warehouses is not careful.â
âI had backup.â She tilts her chin up defiantly. âYou were there.â
I laugh. âBecause you think Iâm stalking you?â
âI can take care of myself.â
âSure you can, sunshine. Thatâs why youâre hiding in a bathroom having a panic attack.â
âIâm not hiding,â she protests, but her fingers curl into my bare chest, betraying her nervousness. âI just needed a minute.â
I press closer, caging her against the wall. âYou were worried about me.â I trace my thumb along her jaw, savoring how she shivers at my touch. âAdmit it.â
Lucyâs teeth catch her bottom lip. âYour ego doesnât need the boost.â
âMaybe I like knowing you care.â The words feel a little too revealing.
Her fingers spread across my chest, but she doesnât push me away as I expected she might. I watch her gaze take in my chest and then lift to my mouth. âYour jaw is swollen.â
Thereâs no denying the electric current zapping between us. We could light up Boston with it.
I lean in until our foreheads nearly touch. âThatâs not what youâre really thinking about.â
âNo?â Her voice quavers, but thereâs a challenge in those blue eyes. âWhat am I thinking about, then?â
The last thread of my control snaps. I crush my mouth to hers, swallowing her gasp as I pin her fully against the wall. She tastes like mint and something sweeter, her lips soft despite the bruising force of the kiss.
Lucy melts into me with a whimper that shoots straight to my groin. Her hands slide up my chest, nails scraping lightly over my skin until they tangle in my hair. The slight sting when she tugs makes me growl against her mouth.
Yes, yes, yes, runs in an endless loop. I break away just enough to drag my teeth along her jaw, down the column of her throat. Her pulse hammers beneath my tongue as I taste the salt of her skin. When I bite down gently, she arches into me with a breathy moan that echoes off the bathroom walls.
âFlynn.â My name on her lips sounds like a prayer and a curse wrapped into one.
Thereâs a moment when I think to push her away and tell her who I really am so I can hear my real name from her divine lips. But I donât want to break the spell of this moment. My dick would never forgive me.
So instead, my hands slide up her legs, lifting the skirt of her dress and pressing her more firmly against the wall. Thank fuck, Lucy wraps her legs around my waist, grinding against me with a desperation that matches my own. Thereâs no hiding my arousal in these thin shorts. My dick is tenting them. I grind against her too, letting her feel exactly what she does to me.
âFlynn,â she says again, and I capture her mouth to stop her from calling me that. My tongue slides against hers. The taste of her is intoxicating. Every soft sound she makes drives me crazy, makes me want to tear off her clothes and take her right here.
My hand slides between her legs. When I reach the lace of her panties, I find her dripping wet. Thereâs no coming back from that. The need to have her here, now, is so fierce. I need to be inside her more than I need my next breath.
I brush against her through the damp fabric, and she lets out a broken moan that echoes off the bathroom walls.
âYouâre so wet for me already.â I nip at her earlobe and then trail open-mouthed kisses down her neck, sucking hard enough to leave marks. Mine. The possessive thought blazes through me as I rub my fingers over her clit.
Lucyâs head falls back against the wall, exposing more of her throat to my hungry mouth. Her hips rock against my fingers. I remember how she touched herself in the tub and I try to mimic it. I press harder against her clit, circling through the fabric.
âThis is how you like to be touched, isnât it?â
âYes,â she says on a gasp.
âYou think of me when you touch yourself, donât you?â Iâm on the verge of giving myself away, but I canât seem to control myself.
âI⦠ahâ¦â
âMakes me so fucking hard, knowing you think of me while you play with yourself.â
âHowâd youâ ââ
I kiss her hard. âI came so fast thinking about you⦠thinking about this hot, wet pussy of yours.â I rub her clit in circles. âI have to fuck you, Lucy. I need it so fucking bad.â Iâm aware that Iâm in a bathroom in a warehouse fight club. Itâs not the place a woman like Lucy should be fucked. She deserves a soft bed with clean, crisp sheets. But Iâve never felt so desperate for a woman in my life.
I tug the panel of her panties aside and with my other hand shove my shorts down. In one hard thrust, Iâm inside her and my world tilts on its axis.