It seemed that we had spent almost a hour in the wood. We had missed 5th period which we found out we both had study hall, luckily. We only had 5 minutes before we had to go to different classes.
I gave him one last kiss before I left to my locker to get my books. I asked him if he wanted to hang out after school, but he had a job after school. So we agreed to wait till tomorrow. The rest of the day I was floating on clouds. Mason was in most of my afternoon classes and kept giving me weird looks. I ignored them.
It was until our last period that was with Luka, Kyle, and Thomas that we got the bad news. We had to leave school early because their was a rogue attack close by.
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The rogues has been eliminated. There had only been 2 rouges. Rouges were by pack law to be killed on sight because of future possible danger. Only with the permission of the alpha, me/Kyle, were they allowed to take the rouge for certain things like interrogation. The thing was that at first they only fought back to escape. The last one we were going to interrogate, but when I ordered Thomas and Mason to take him back to the pack, he tried to snapped his own neck. Thankfully Kyle was able to knock him out long enough for us to get him to the cells. I told Thomas to looking into it and try to look for any rouges found in the area so did Kyle.
It was very weird because not only was snapping your own neck near impossible but very painful. The rouges had a different motive, a bad one.
After the fight Kyle and his people went home to rest and so did my people and I. I went and finished my homework for the day since Thomas was determined to not allow me to do pack work. We were now eating some spaghetti that Diana, the pack cook, made for us.
I sat at the head of the table with Mason on my side and Thomas on the other. At the other head of the table is supposed to be my mate. "What did my father tell you?" Asked Mason as he sipped his coke. Mason's father was the principal of our school. I realized that I had forgotten to meet with the principal about my early graduating plan.
I looked at my plate not answering for a second. "I didn't meet with your father." I told him in a impartial voice bringing a fork of spaghetti to my mouth.
He turned to me with his eyebrows raised. "And why is that?" I shot him a warning look for the tone of his voice.
"I forgot about it." I said indifferently. At this comment his eyebrows were sky high and he had an expression of full on surprise.
"You forgot to do something." He said in disbelief like he couldn't even think that such a thing could even be thought of.
"Don't worry I'll talk to him tomorrow," I waved a hand to him dismissively, "I am finish, good night." I said placing the fork down and stood up. I knew that they didn't take my actions in a harsh way. They had already gotten used to my cold shoulder and accepted me. So they didn't say anything as I walked out the room and into my room.
I entered my room and walked over to the chair overlooking the forest. Studying every outline of the leaves and trees rustling in the strong cold November wind and the how the pink/orange sky turned dark blue then black. The only way to escape my thoughts is to focus on something I can see.
I closed the curtains. I took a quick warm shower and did my business before settling in bed. I was surrounded by darkness but couldn't sleep. Strangely I couldn't sleep with any sign of light but I also had a hard time sleeping in darkness. In the dark I couldn't focus on anything to stop my train for thoughts.
Zeiden kept invading my thoughts preventing any chance of sleep. Now that we had kissed it was all I wanted to do. I wanted to have him by my side this instant with his arms around me.
I thought about how one day he would live in this pack house leading by my side. But then I thought about how he might not want to lead with me. I wondered what he had planned his future to be and if he was willing to change it even after I told him about everything. I tried to prevent my thoughts from going there by thinking about something else. Then the thought about where he would sleep ended up in my thoughts. I would want him to sleep in my room but he might not want to go into...whatever we had going between us....that fast.
I then came with the decision that he was going to have my next door room office as his room. It was meant to be a room, but I had turned it into a office because of its space. I was willing move my stuff into my original office down stairs just to have him close to me. Especially with the door connected to our rooms. I would tell Mason tomorrow about my decision and to plan how it would happen.
With that decision I once again tried to sleep, but my mind went back to the insecure thoughts about him not wanting anything to do with me.
I knew I wouldn't find any sleep tonight so I changed into some sweats and a hoodie with some running shoes. I stuffed my phone into my pocket and quietly walked downstairs.
The house was dead silent except with the outside sound of the trees moved by the windy night. The only light came from the moonlight through the windows in the living room facing the backyard. The moonlight provided very light light but with my enhanced eyesight I was able to see perfectly well. I didn't make a sound as I stepped across the room and out the back door. I sprinted to the workout room to the right of the pack house. I just felt like my body wanted to do something.
I got to the workout room and flipped the lights on. The workout room was a huge building. It consisted of a big sparing mat in the middle of the room with other equipment scattered around. Equipment like dip station, battle ropes, bench press,etc. This was usually where my pack fighters trained daily. I usually rained with them on weekend hopefully I will be doing it more often now that I finish high school.
There was four doors in this building. Two directly opposite to the door and the other two on the sides. The two doors directly opposite to the door lead to a girls changing room and the other to a boys changing room. The door to left was a supply room for some equipment. The other door had a window next to it that belong to Tony he was my gamma and my fighters second in command. He was the one that trained my fighters when I wasn't present.
I would have liked someone to be here to spare with but I didn't. I took off my hoodie and was left with my sports bra. I checked my phone to see that it was only 10:00pm and placed it on the ground on my hoodie.
I went to the punching bag and began to pound the punching bag with my bare fists. I much rather not use the hand wraps or boxing gloves. Not using them actually helped me by toughening my skin while strengthening the bones, muscles, and connective tissues of my hands. Thankfully there isn't much danger because of my werewolf strength and healing abilities.
I could only hear the sound of my heavy breathing through the room. After spending a certain amount on each work out equipment. I mostly stuck to the cross-country ski machine, stair-steppers, ankle weights, and practicing my fighting techniques on the mat.
Once I finished I found a towel in the workroom office and wiped as much sweat I could before I put on my hoodie again. My muscles were aching tired but I still didn't want to sleep. I checked my phone again to see that only 2 hours had passed and it was now 12:00pm.
I remembered I didn't have patrol duties until another hour. To avoid sleeping I headed to the my pack boarder line. On my walk I felt my sweat go away in just a few minutes with the cold wind around me and my muscles began to stop aching so much. I could felt it try to nip my skin but I didn't feel anything other that my cloth moving around. I could have been in my underwear under the falling snow and still not be cold.
I could hear the leaves shoving each other creating a rustling sound. I could hear the wind create small screams as it passed through the holes of the tree barks. If I were in a horror movie, I would right now be the main character about to get murdered in the woods.
I got to the boarder line and was tempted to try to find my mate's home but before I could I caught the scent of my 3 pack mates. I needed to get busy so I offered my help not that they could really deny me. From there we separated. Me with Jill one of the patrol mate that was with the group and we set off.
An hour later we all met up to switch patrol with other pack mates. After 2 hours of patrol I went back to my room. I took a small nap for less than a hour before I was woken by my alarm for my morning run.
My morning run with Thomas was silent. It took an hour for our run today. I know what you are thinking 'that girl works out too much'. But really it's an outlet I found that helped me keep a calm mind.
After the run, I took a quick hot shower rising off all the sticky sweat from my workout. I took another nap for an hour and a half.
I woke up and changed into a black long sleeve shirt and a hoodie on top. I had black jeans and black and white converse. With some eggs and bacon for breakfast I headed to school.