19
Four hours, a tanned skin, and what to me seemed like sunburn at my arm later, we were back at our own rooms, showering at getting ready for dinner later at seven. Liam was drained and wanted to just sleep when we got in but I had managed to bathe him before he fell dead asleep on the bed.
I just got out from the shower, my hair dripping wet but at least it wasnât as frizzy when we left the beach. It was tamed and hopefully it would stay that way, at least until the end of the night. My hair and sea water didnât really have a great relationship together.
I had just pulled a top over my head when my phone started buzzing beside the sink. After a sigh, I slid the lock answer screen on my phone and brought it up to my ear.
âWhere are you? Why did you answer my calls earlier?â
I groaned internally. âHello to you too my ever so courteous sister.â
âAnswer me Beth.â She demanded over the phone. âI was starting to worry and was just about to fly back there and file a report on missing people.â
âReese, calm down for a second.â I told her. âDonât you trust me or something? Weâre fine. I texted you and left a voice mail thrice to tell you that Blake invited us to the beach. No big deal really.â
âYou didnât leave me anything!â
âRight.â I rolled my eyes and dragged the word. âCheck your messages and your voicemail.â
I can hear the sound of shuffling and some raged typing before I heard my sisterâs voice.
âYouâre right.â
âPshh Iâm always right.â I scoffed, rolling my eyes at her new discovery. âYou just realized that now?â
She sighed. âI think this is Blake rubbing off on you.â
âBlake? What does he have to do with me being always right?â
âNot that you idiot.â Now I could hear her rolling her eyes. âHis arrogance.â
I creased my brows together. âArrogance? He isnât arrogant, Reese.â
âWell then, whose did rub off on you?â
A small smile made its way to my face. âBy the name of Marcus.â
She groaned. âRight. The infamous Marcus Ward.â
âThe one and only.â I grinned.
âSpeaking of,â she started. âThey moved the reunion to this coming Saturday instead of the next one after.â
âWhat?!â I shrieked and covered my mouth right away hoping Liam didnât wake up. âWhy would they do that? Itâs always on the third Saturday of July! Are they insane? Wait, donât answer that. Of course they are. Why would they reschedule it?â
âBeth, I get a feeling youâre more worried that youâre going to have to attend to it earlier than you expected than just them switching the dates.â
I remained silent. She was right. Family reunions were never my forte. It was boring, and often times I get offended but now I have gotten so used to it doesnât really bother me anymore. Itâs just annoying.
Two years ago, my aunt who Iâve never seen before attended the reunion and everybody loved her. Except me. She was so damn annoying and quite insulting if I may add.
Itâs like this: everyone and I mean everyone in the family of my motherâs side never had someone who grew old single and alone. No, they all married and had children. And being the scarred little girl that I am, I refuse to get a boyfriend. My sister respects that, most of relatives do, some donât but they just shut up about it. Her, on the other hand, did not. Her mouth never heard of a filter. And she drove me crazy.
Her name was April. She sounded so sweet and lovely; looked the part too. Boy as I wrong.
âOh honey I get it now!â she told me with a glass of red wine in her hand.
We were in the kitchen. I had just finished loading the dishwasher when she walked up. She didnât look one bit intoxicated to me so I was pretty sure that wasnât the alcohol talking. It was her pure inner bitch.
âArenât men attracted to you or do you just repulse them?â April had said that to me on the first year she attended the get together.
I didnât take that one to the heart and just let her continue talking. I blocked her out with the help of duct tape, some rope, and bat. Just kidding, it was all the champagneâs work.
The second year however, it got worse. She started spitting words out of her mouth like there was no tomorrow. The joy.
âYou have crabs or herpes!â She raised her glass up with her new theory on why I was still single. âOr whatever disease there is! Thatâs why youâre so determined to keep your legs closed because some guys gave it to you while you were screwing random them.â
I had never wanted to throw a knife to someone before that time. And I wanted to hit bullâs eye. She was lucky I had just loaded all the knives in the dishwasher otherwise she wouldâve ran around with a knife plunged in her gut.
She was lucky my mom was busy tending the plants. And April became a very lucky bitch that Reese didnât hear her too.
She told me that I slept with random men and that I was basically a slut- though thatâs not what she said directly, it was clearly implied. I donât know how April and my mom were related but everyone in the family knew her.
I never told anyone about what she said. I just wanted to leave that place immediately. I love my mother, yes, but every time we go there- it was always held at my parentâs home because thatâs where my grandparents grew up too- all I could think of was all of my happy memories erased with memory of my father cheating on my mother.
It was scarring.
âBethany.â Reeseâs voice snapped me out from my thoughts. âAre you still there?â
âWhat? Oh, right. Yeah Iâm still here.â
âGood.â She sighed. âI thought I was talking to no one again.â
I let out a sheepish smile, tucking my phone in between my cheek and shoulder to put on my pants. But, I didnât bring pants. It was still in my bag outside. Instead of pants, I had grabbed a white sundress I didnât even know I packed.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âWhat?â I asked, catching my phone when I lifted my head up. âWhat are you talking about?â
âYou just grumbled a few seconds ago.â
âI did?â
âYes.â She was getting impatient. âNow, what is it?â
âItâs nothing.â I rolled my eyes and took off my shirt quickly.
âSpill.â
I sighed and just gave up. Finding out you have to wear a dress instead of pants isnât really a big of a deal unless Iâm at home and havenât shaved my legs yet. âIâm in the bathroom and I left my pants outside. All I have is my shirt and a white dress.â
âThe one I gave you?â
âYes.â
âWear that!â she cried- it was more of an ordered bark, like demanding gorilla. âBlake will drool when heâll look at you and would just want to bed you on the spot.â
âYou are weird and gross.â I said without hesitation. âWhat was your real intention of calling? International coverage isnât cheap Reese.â
âRight.â She noted. âHowâs my boy?â
âHeâs asleep in the bedroom. Swimming drained him out.â
Reese laughed at the other line then I heard a beep. âShit, Iâm almost out of battery. Donât forget to pick me up Tuesday and tell Liam I love him!â
Then the line went dead. She should really remember to charge her phone. And I should remember to let her pay my phone bills this month. This is costing me a fortune.
After adjusting the dress properly on my body, I dried my hair, applied a little bit of color to my cheeks and left the bathroom. Liam was watching Barney when I went out. He still had bed hair and a sleepy face.
âBeth Iâm hungry.â Was the first thing he said to me and on cue, my stomach grumbled.
âWell, itâs already seven.â I checked the wall clock and was right. âLetâs go. Theyâre probably waiting for us.â
Liam jumped to his feet and ran out of the room. I got my phone, wallet, and the card key before following suit, running out of the room in my flip flops. We raced down the carpeted hallway, his laughter filling the empty foyer. The other guests may complain about some brats yelling outside but then, I didnât really care.
We reached the elevator out of breath. I was that unfit; maybe I should start exercising. I pressed the button for the bottom floor where Blake said heâd meet us.
âYour momâs coming back this Tuesday.â I announced when I caught my breath. âShe says she loves you and canât wait to see you.â
His eye lit up like a Christmas tree. âMommyâs back!â
I bent my knees so that I was down at his level. âYouâre excited to leave me?â I faked a hurt expression, placing my hand over my heart. âI see. You donât love me. You wonât miss me. Aunt Beth will be alone forever.â
Liam pursed his lips at me. âNo! I love you Beth! I love you so much, and your cakes! I miss you and cakes!â
Cake. That was most probably the only reason he wonât forget. At least itâs better than nothing.
âAnd you have Al-eeâs dad!â Liam pointed out. âYou wonât be alone.â
I blushed as I heard his words. Even my four year old nephew is teasing me. Is it really that obvious that I like him? Can Blake see it? Does he know? What if he does and heâs just teasing me? Playing around for his own amusement?
I shook my head. No. Blake wouldnât do that. Heâs too kind for that. Heâs mature enough to stop those foolish games. He isnât like that. Iâm sure of it.
When the doors opened, it had gone unnoticed by me but I stepped out when Liam started darting out to the lobby. I chased after him. I should never let that kid have naps if it resulted to him having a sugar rush.
âJesus, Liam stop running around!â I exclaimed behind me.
He had finally come to a stop when he bumped onto someoneâs legs. I didnât bother to look who it was and just placed my hands on my knees, catching what was left of the oxygen supply in my body. After a second or so, I ran my fingers through my hair in a futile attempt to fix my messed up hair, to make me look at least a little bit presentable.
âYou look like you just ran a marathon.â A voice in front of me said. It was Blakeâs.
I shook my head. âI chased Liam down the hallway and now all around the lobby. And I just finished bathing.â
âWell then, letâs get going.â He said. âI bet youâre now hungry after running around the place.â
I glared at him but shrugged it off. I definitely was hungry. I stood up, meeting his beautiful gray eyes. We locked gazes, staring at each other, taking it all in. He looked freaking beautiful like he was sculpted by angels.
After a few seconds of our staring contest, he cleared his throat and diverted his eyes to somewhere else.
âYou look beautiful Bethany.â He said that made my cheeks warm and have goose bumps all over my skin.
âThanks.â I gave an embarrassed smile, looking down so he wouldnât be able to see my tomato face. âWhere are we going?â
âI hope you donât mind eating outside. The food upstairs is alarmingly expensive. I could buy a car with just one dish.â
I laughed. âI eat almost anything so I donât mind.â
We arrived at an outdoor grill restaurant a few minutes later. I had my flip flops in hand because the sand was being too much of a trouble when it kept dragging my feet down. We were seated somewhere at the edge, near the shore. The wind was cool, and it didnât blow like crazy so my hair was tamed, and sand didnât blow into our food.
I didnât really mind the food, although it was absolutely delicious. I just couldnât concentrate well because the only thing in my mind was that I was going to meet April again. As I said, I hated her and her existence in this world.
My thoughts were all about how to avoid her and how to shut her up if she opens her mouth in front of me and that involved with duct tape, a razor, a scarf, and some butter.
âDaddy look!â Allie was in a cute pink striped dress when she pointed out in the waters. It was the moon and it looked breath taking. Besides the restaurant and hotel, it was the only source of light illuminating the body of water.
âItâs beautiful.â I said out loud, still in awe.
I heard Blake mutter something incoherent under his breath which only he could hear. I turned to him and he just blushed and shook his head. Okay?
We had coconut sorbet for dessert which everyone seemed to enjoy.
My mom used to make sorbets all the time when I was small. Sheâd experiment with different types of fruits and has probably tested with every single fruit available in the nearest fruit market I our place and had Reese and me do a taste test for every single flavor. I love sorbet, yes, but when she uses an exotic fruit only available in selected countries that does not taste sweet at all, it could become a nightmare. She made my favorite lemon sorbet every time I would come over to visit and during the reunions and it tastes the same every single year which no store has ever duplicated.
It was the same flavored sorbet I was eating when April first talked to me and decided that it would be better to piss me off as a first impression and this was the repulse thing. I donât know where she heard of my legendary status of âStill Singleâ- Iâm betting it was from my cousin Andrea who was about a year or two older than me that hated my guts (donât know what crawled up her ass) but Iâm thankful she doesnât talk to me and keeps a fairly good distance away from me.
âWhat are you thinking of?â Blake cut my thoughts short. âYou seem so engrossed in it. Pray tell.â
âItâs uhâ¦nothing.â
âYou hesitated. Now tell me whatâs bothering you. Youâve been pretty quiet the entire meal.â
I forced out a smile. âItâs nothing really.â
âBethany.â He looked at me. âYou donât have to tell me but just forget about it and enjoy the time, please.â
âIâm sorry.â I apologized, playing with the fabric of my dress. âYouâre right. I should just stop thinking about it. A little fun wonât kill me.â
Blake grinned at me. âThatâs the spirit. Would you want something to drink? Champagne?â
I laughed. âAre you trying to get me drunk?â
âI bet thatâd be an interesting sight to see.â He smirked.
I shook my head. âItâs not, and I donât like drinking that much.â
âReally?â
âYeas really.â I rolled my eyes. âDo you?â
âBefore I did.â He admitted. âBut the part I hate the most are the hangovers.â
âUgh.â I agreed. âWho doesnât?â
After a while, we started walking away from the buildings, structure and the people. Liam and Allie were by the shore, scavenging for seashells. Blake and I were a few meters behind them, sitting on the cool powdery sand side by side as we kept a close eye on them. We wouldnât want the water to suddenly consume them.
I was drawing a sun on the sand but it looked like it was dancing in a funky way. Let me rephrase: I was drawing a funky sun on the sand.
âLiam told Allie that Reese is coming back.â He said and I nodded. âAlready?â
âTime flies so fast, huh?â I kept my finger and eyes on the ground, still drawing random squiggles. âIâll miss the little brat.â
âIs that why you were so quiet during dinner?â
âPartially.â I answered. I heard him sigh in frustration.
âBethany.â
âYes?â I still didnât look up at him, or anywhere but the crappy drawing I just made. Now it looks like a horse having a seizure.
A warm hand was placed on my upper thigh where my dress could reach since it rode up halfway when we sat down. âBethany, look at me.â
I didnât. I didnât have the guts to. I donât know why I suddenly couldnât but I remained still like I didnât hear him.
âBethany, Iâm not saying this again.â He sounded impatient. âLook at me.â
I bit my cheeks as I slowly retracted my attention from the embarrassing drawing to the gorgeous man beside me. I could feel his gaze boring a hole in my skull as I grew smaller and smaller, shrinking. When I finally had the balls to fully face him eye to eye, a short and somewhat high pitched gasp escaped from lips.
Blake had his face so close to mine we were only a couple inches away. I could feel his hot breath as he breathed in and out. I swallowed the lumped that formed in my throat. And my face started burning like coals on a grill. He was so damn close to my face already, and bit by bit he inched his face near mine until there were only a couple of centimeters of empty space that separated both of us.
âWhy wouldnât you look at me earlier?â he said in a hushed voice. I felt his breath as he said every word, making me shiver.
I couldnât form a single coherent thought, let alone speak so stayed mute, my lips slightly parted for my breathing since my nose was having a difficulty doing so having Blake within less than an inch away from me.
We never broke eye contact as we stayed in the position for a few seconds until he leaned in forward to close the gap between us.
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I loved writing this chapter and I really need a proper update schedule since I've been updating randomly but then having schedules will just rush me into writing and that'll turn into a horrible chapter
Sugar Rush reached #12 in ChickLit and #50 in Romance on August 23rd and I have been since jumping with joy. The past two chapters received over a hundred votes and I'm eternally grateful!