CH 23
After leaving the Male Protagonist behind, we arrived in the garden. The garden was more beautiful than I expected. It was shining brightly with a variety of colors, which was enough to fill my inner achromatic colors.
I looked around the garden as much as I could and ate the meals that Winston prepared, but didnât drink the cocoa prepared for me.
âWhat do you want to do now?â
âStudy.â
âThen shall we go to the room?â
âAh! No, Iâm going to my momâs Office.â
Winston stopped walking at that remark.
I was sure he didnât want me to go because there was an incident like that yesterday.
âIâm also a little reluctant about it.â
But that didnât mean I could keep avoiding going to the Office.
âMore than anything, I want to be the first to greet everyone when they come back.â
It was a little embarrassing, but when they return, I wanted to greet them âWelcome backâ.
âArenât you scared?â
âItâs my momâs roomâ¦â
The end of the conversation was a little blurred, but Winston naturally turned the wheelchair to the second floor without asking any more questions.
âHow do I get up to the second floor?â
When I pointed to the wheelchair and asked him, he lifted the wheelchair I was in, saying there was no need for me to get out of it.
âWinston?â
Whatâs going on?
No matter how light IÂ was, I couldnât believe he lifted a wheelchair in one go.
The bewildered eyes moved around.
I felt a little scared so I held onto my wheelchair. Then, I heard Winstonâs voice telling me not to worry.
âEven if Iâm like this, I have a great strength. Even if there is an incident, I will sacrifice my body to save you. So donât worry too much.â
âThen Winston gets hurt?â
âIt wonât happen anyway.â
Even when you feel uncomfortable with your handsâ¦
He grinned at my back.
Fortunately, it was true when he said he was confident in his strength, and so reaching the end of the stairs was a quick climb.
Of course, when I entered my motherâs Office, the body I saw yesterday had disappeared.
âThere. Thatâs my seat.â
A small silver desk next to a large desk.
I removed the chair in front, replaced the chair with a wheelchair, and opened the book on my desk.
While I was studying with Winston for such a long time, the clock started to shine.
âItâs not an assassin or an intruder again, is it?â
As I flinched and trembled at the male protagonistâs memory who appeared with that light, I felt a gaze and looked up.
âNothing that you might worry about will ever happen again.â
âMy worries?â
âIn order not to put you in danger again, everyone took a steady step.â
With these words, Winston said to look at the clock and glanced at it.
I tightly grabbed the pen I was holding and slowly raised my head as if I made up my mind to look there.
As soon as the light disappeared, Lennox and Ricarda appeared in front of it.
The two smiled and tried to greet me, but they were stunned and froze on the spot.
âLennox? Ricarda?â
Seeing their strangely stiff face, I tilted my head, and at that moment, I could hear a small laugh behind me.
What is it?
Looking at winstonâs laughing, it doesnât seem to be a bad situation. It was not until I tilted my head again to look at them that I noticed that their eyes were on the wheelchair.
âOh, thatâs right! Itâs said that the chair was prepared from the beginning?â
My voice popped up from the childish stupidity and embarrassment that arose from my mind.
The two finally warmed up to the sound of my voice and glanced at each other.
And the first one to open his mouth was Lennox.
âNo, Iâm sure Rica said the wheelchair wasnât ready. Whatâs going on here?â
âObviously Hyung said it wasnât ready. Where did it come from?â
âYou two are saying opposite things right now.â
Lennox blamed Ricarda, Ricarda blamed Lennox, and at my words, they finally closed their mouths with a surprised look.
âYou both deceived me.â
As soon as I continued, the two shook their heads from side to side.
âNo! What are you talking about?â
âYes, absolutely not, Daphne! So⦠actually⦠mother!â
As if he wanted to add something, his eyes curled up.
The moment Lennox tried to blame mother for this situation, the clock flashed again, and she returned. She looked a little tired, but she greeted me with a smile on her mouth.
But the moment she saw me, her eyes shook as if there was an earthquake.
âDid you have a good⦠day?â
With that, motherâs words were blurred.
The red eyes momentarily showed embarrassment and disappeared.
You told me that facial expressions are important.
I watched her changing expressions from beginning to end and felt a late strangeness.
Of course, my mother smiled and said to Lennox and Ricarda, as if she was never embarrassed.
âOh, my God. If the wheelchair was already prepared, couldnât you have said that to me, kids?â
Even mom turned the blame on both of them.
At those words, Lennox and Ricarda looked at me in bewilderment. The twoâs expressions of injustice and motherâs confident eyes contrasted.
I stared at those three and took a deep sigh.
Winston, impatient at my sigh, burst into laughter with a loud noise.
âPfft-Pfft. Do you know that all three of you are saying different things?â
âEveryone knew and deceived me.â
And without even knowing that, I kept being held around.
Again, I took a deep sigh.
The three people who had flinched at the sigh, exchanged glances and laughed awkwardly.
âJust because I thought that carrying you around in my arms would make you more stable⦠thatâs why I did it.â
âI did it because I was afraid Daphne would be cold!â
âI did it because I wanted to carry my baby around.â
As if they had given up on changing subject, they are now piling their excuses.
When Ricarda, Lennox, and Momâs excuses continued, I laughed as if I had no choice.
âWhatâs that?â
Even the excuses that they took out to save themselves were because they were worried about me.
If they are this warm-hearted, I canât get angry at them anymore.
For some reason, I had a hunch that I could make a natural smile now.
Not the awkward smile that I practiced looking in the mirror one day, but a kind of smile that could come out naturally without shaking.
So I smiled with the feeling that I felt right now.
Curl your eyes and gently lift your mouth so that you can return back the smile that they showered upon you.
âWelcome back home.â
Lennox blinked wildly at my smile.
Ricarda fumbled and rubbed his eyes asking if he saw something wrong.
My mom opened her eyes wide and smiled with me.
And she answered me.
âYes, Iâm back.â
Mom came up to me and opened her arms.
I asked you to hug me until yesterday, but today my mom asked for a hug first.
And I like my momâs arms, too.
I rationalized myself and was held tightly in my motherâs arms.
So what if youâre a little embarrassed and shy?
I like it.
As if they had finally came back to their senses when they saw me being held in motherâs arms, Lennox and Ricarda also greeted me.
âIâm home, Daphne.â
âMe too, me too. Iâm back!â
Soon after, the Office could be filled with everyoneâs laughter.
Of course, my smile was included in it.
***
âNo.â
Winstonâs report, about how the day was yesterday, seemed to have reached her.
With breakfast in front, my mother said firmly not to ever go near that boy.
âBut itâs cold and lonely thereâ¦â
âBut if I said you canât then you canât. You donât know yet how dangerous a child who grew up as an assassin is.â
When she said that because she worried for me, I had a thought that I would not be able to get her permission even if I tried to be stubborn until the end.
My motherâs attitude was stronger than I thought.
âFirst of all, I have to get close to him andâ¦be nice to himâ¦â
In addition, he may skip his meals againâ¦.
I donât think he is going to take his meals if I donât go.
Looking at the warm breakfast in front of me, I raised my head. Mom was looking at me with a determined look.
I also spoke with a firm expression.
âThen Iâll use my wish! My second wish.â
âDaphne.â
Lennox tried to stop me, but Ricarda dissuaded him, saying they should hear it first.
âI want to use the second wish to spend time with him, and Iâm sure heâs going to starve without me, and he might be scared being there.â
As if she found my words naïve, my mother sighed.
âEven if the brainwashing was cleared, something dangerous will remain unchanged.â
Upon her worried voice, Lennox and Ricarda nodded hard like they sympathized her words.
âBaby, Mom doesnât want you to get hurt anymore. The marks on your neck still havenât disappeared.â
âHe didnât do it. And I promised him that Iâd visit him again.â
My motherâs eyes headed for a dainty handkerchief around my neck.
Under the cute pink handkerchief, there were still bruises left from the manâs strangulation last night, which was enough to worry about.
I understood why my family was worried, but I couldnât back down on this opinion.
âItâs because I canât wait to be friends with him.â
âFriend? Heâs an assassinâ¦â
âIâm not going into the cage, and Iâm not going to open it. If youâre worried, Iâll only go there when Iâm with someone else!â
As my words continued, my mom just listened quietly.
Then Lennox next to me tried to persuade me as if the permission shouldnât be allowed.
âBut if he doesnât change, and still threatens us, when that time comes, even Iâll give up.â
âDo you feel sorry for him?â
âA little bit.â
Finally, with my final words, she surrendered.
âItâs your wish, so you can have it your way. But you have to keep your word.â
âYes!â
Lennox frowned upon my motherâs permission and my ecstatic response.
âMother, butâ¦â
âAnd Ricarda, stay with her today.â
âYesâ¦?â
But itâs motherâs turn todayâ¦
Ricarda nodded his head as he sensibly looked at mother, Lennox, and me at once.
âIâll go and make sure itâs clearly taken care off.â
I guess youâre going to check if the brainwashing magic worked out well.
Anyway, with a little excitement after my second wish came true, I told Ricarda.
âRicarda! Come on, letâs go.â
âWait, you have to have your morning breakfast.â
âAh!â
The hand, that was spoon-feeding the soup, got faster.
The reason the soup was especially delicious today, was probably because of my mood.