Rolling back my shoulders, I swallow down my apprehension and force myself to approach the table of girls closest to me. One of them steps forward, her plaid skirt bouncing against her thighs and her white tank complimenting her golden tan. A shy smile flickers across my face when I realize weâre dressed almost identically. Maybe I will fit in here after all.
She doesnât smile back. Instead, she regards me with what seems like curiosity. âDo you play field hockey?â
âNo.â I shake my head, looking over her shoulder at the group of girls at the table behind her. âBut I could try.â
She wrinkles her nose and shakes her head. âI mean, youâve got the build, but weâre regional champs. We need players with experience. Sorry, Pink.â She winks at me before brushing past and approaching a girl a few feet behind me.
I have the build? Was that her way of saying Iâm chunky? No. This isnât high school, Ophelia. Even if a significant enough portion of people from my old high school also attend this college to ensure I will never forget my place, there are thousands of students on this campus.
I shake off my disappointment at not being able to try out for the field hockey team. Itâs entirely unfounded to feel such rejection over a sport Iâve never played beforeâone Iâve never had the slightest interest in. Iâve spent the past week on campus keeping to myself and gearing up for todayâs activity and club fair, and I am not going to leave until I find something I want to do.
With my head held high and a smile on my face, I carry on down one of the paths that splits Gaeaâs Green, affectionately known as the quad, into four sections. Todayâs the first day of the fall semester, and each path is lined with tables showcasing the various groups and societies at Montridge University. Unlike most colleges, Montridge doesnât have sororities or fraternities. Instead, it has twelve societies which, according to the brochure I was sent with my acceptance letter, have been around since the school was founded in 1672. Given that itâs the second oldest college in the country, the exclusive societies are some of the most prestigious and elite groups in the country. And thatâs why I havenât bothered applying for any. Plenty of famousâand infamousâindividuals have attended this school.
Wandering through the society stands, I notice that the four Vale societies, each named after a precious metal, seem the most welcoming, with their balloons and cupcakes and smiley members with glittery face paint.
âHey, girl with the pink hair. Câmere,â someone shouts. Iâm the only person in the vicinity who fits that description. The girl who called for me reminds me so much of my high school bully that I almost lose the burrito I had for lunch. Impossibly beautiful, model tall, honey-blond hair pulled into a pristine ponytail. Perfect white teeth and button nose. Tanned skin. The list goes on.
âCâmere,â she shouts again, this time waving me over to the Silver Vale table.
I glance around again, still hoping sheâs not talking to me, but she most definitely is. And now itâs too late to pretend I donât see her. I mutter a curse and roll my shoulders back, prepared for whatever it is sheâs about to throw at me.
Sheâs smiling when I reach her, but I canât tell if itâs because my appearance amuses her for some reason or if sheâs being genuinely nice. Experience tells me itâs the former, but the positive outlook Iâm working to cultivate reminds me to reserve judgment. âHi,â I say, my voice annoyingly little more than a squeak.
She tosses her ponytail over her shoulder. âWhat are you doing here?â
âE-excuse me?â
She rolls her eyes. âWhat are you doing? Are you hoping for a pledge invitation? Join the soccer team? What?â
Rudeness or curiosity? Hard to tell. Her tone is friendly enough, but girls like her arenât usually friendly to me.
âHey, Meg. Have you seen whoâs hanging out at the Ruby Dragon table?â Another girl, equally gorgeous but with dark curly hair, links her arm through Megâs.
Meg cranes her neck, peering over the crowd. A second later, she sinks her teeth into her lip and groans. I turn to see what she and her friend are looking at, but Iâm too short to see over the crowd. Iâve heard whispers of the Ruby Dragon Society, and based on my research, that was the home of some of the most notorious Montridge graduates. They boast such alumni as the current director of the CIA, along with the biggest drug lord in Colombia.
âThey are so fine,â Meg says with a sultry sigh. âSuch a shame, huh?â
Iâm about to ask what she means when the crowd parts and I finally see the objects of their attention. My mouth drops open unbidden. Shirtless and tanned, basking in the heat of the afternoon sun, three demigods stand among a throng of mortals. All rippling biceps, chiseled abs, and strong jawlines. âWho are they?â My voice comes out even quieter than before.
âThe commanders of Ruby Dragon,â Meg says. âTheyâre hot, right?â
âI guess.â
âStay away from them, new girl,â she warns, and when I drag my attention back to her, sheâs glaring at me.
I snort a laugh. Does she seriously think Iâm any kind of competition?
Her eyes narrow. âI mean it.â
I hold my hands up. âIâll stay away.â
The girl with the curly hair looks me up and down. âAre you hoping to pledge?â
I blink at her. I never considered pledging one of the societies. Iâm not a group activity kind of person. Not through personal choice ⦠I just seem to have trouble fitting in. Iâm only here today because I promised my advisorâand myselfâIâd check out the clubs rather than sit alone in my dorm all day, reading. âI d-donât think so.â
Meg scrunches up her nose and studies me like Iâm an unknown specimen. âYouâre different.â
Yeah, been made to feel that my whole damn life. Before the words can escape, I press my lips together, staying silent. Experience has also taught me not to provoke the popular girls. Donât want to make any enemies on my first day. Memories of my high school experience flash through my mind, and my stomach rolls. I press my hand to my damp forehead. I need to get away from here. Away from the scrutiny of these two popular mean girls who no doubt only called me over here for their own amusement.
âI h-have to go,â I blurt. Not giving them the opportunity to respond, I turn and dart off through the crowd. Hurrying past the remaining tables, I head straight for the safety of my dorm room.