Let me go, Mr. Hill Novel [By Shallow South] Chapter 2169 âWell, youâve said so much and thought about what will happen after you and Ryan get together.
However, youâve never once said that you donât like him.â
Catherine cocked her head to the side and raised her eyebrows. âI thought you would say, âHow can he like me? Iâm his family, and I only treat him like family. I donât have any feelings for him. How do I solve this problem?
ââ¦â
Stunned, Freyaâs pretty face flushed red.
âItâs alright. Weâve been friends for so many years. Itâs nothing.â Catherine winked at Freya playfully.
âRyan is handsome, steady and smart, romantic and caring. He was even by your side, helping you when you felt utterly helpless. Itâs not weird that youâre unknowingly attracted to him.â
âI⦠You donât think Iâm an easy person?â Freya asked embarrassedly as she bit her lip. âI just went through a divorce and gave birth to my child not long ago-â
âStop right there. What does liking someone and being a divorcee with a child have to do with each other?â Catherine raised her hand to interrupt Freya. âBesides, didnât Rodney get married not long after he divorced you? Who says someone has to carry and wallow in past hurt after ending a relationship that has wounded them?â
âWhen you⦠got a divorce with Shaun, you couldnât forget about it too, didnât you?â Freya glanced at Catherine.
âThat was different. You and Rodney only got married at the beginning because of the child, and your relationship only stabilized after the child came along. However, just as you both were working to keep the marriage, Sarah appeared. From your interaction with Rodney during that period, I wouldnât believe it if you said you fell in love with him. At most, you liked him a little. Moreover, you were tempted by his good looks, and you wanted to get along with him for Daniâs sake.â
Catherine hit the nail on the head. âBesides, if the person he had an affair with werenât Sarah, you might not hate him this much.â
Freya thought, âAs expected from my best friend that Iâve known for the longest time. She knows me better than I know myself.â
âCathy, I really canât understand why Ryan likes me.â
Freya looked at the ceiling lights of the lounge with her eyes blank and confused. âHeâs so outstanding.
Itâs not an exaggeration to say that heâs a person favored by the heavens. On the other hand, Iâve been repeatedly abandoned because I lost competing with other women. He might be curious about me for now and find me interesting because he has never had me before. Besides, itâs the nature of guys to seek exciting things.
âI admit that I do like him a little. I noticed it when you asked me questions that morning when you were brewing coffee. However, I just canât. Nothing will come out of this. If wooing Patrick back then required 50 percent of effort, Iâd need 100 percent of effort and 200 percent of courage if I were to be with Ryan.
âIâve been hurt twice. One of those times was even a failed marriage. I donât dare to try again. If I fall in love with someone wholeheartedly and get abandoned once more, what would I do?
âIâm scared.
âI used to think that Iâd try starting a new relationship in the future, but it would be with someone Iâd think would be suitable and not one that I love. That way, I can control my feelings and back out anytime to prevent myself from getting hurt.
âIf I were to be with Ryan, I definitely wonât be able to control my feelings. Although I like him a little now, itâll grow into deeper love.â
Freyaâs voice was hoarse when she said the last word. She sniffed hard, afraid that her tears would fall.
She only dared to say those words to Catherine.
It was all her heartfelt thoughts.
Catherine understood her, and there were traces of concern in her eyes.
Ultimately, Freya had been hurt too deeply by Patrick and Rodney. She had lost confidence.
Catherine thought, âHow did my wonderful sister get ruined into this state?â
D*mn that Rodney. She would not let him off easily.