Sana stared at the scene in shock, while Sid pushed the person angrily which made the person stumble on the cupboard and falling down but the person looked at sid with pain in his eyes.
Sid- Ray- wh- what did you JUST DO?
Ray bit his lips trying to cover his tears while Sana looked at someone coming to which she quickly locked the door so no one could hear the conversation, it's the most scandalous thing that has just happened. Fuck being jealous she didn't know what to react and feel; so she just stood.
Sid angrily wiped his lips harshly and said- Speak up.
Ray- I- I love you.
Sid angrily spit out- What the fuck do you mean by that?
Ray burst out crying holding his head and said- I- I don't know I just couldn't stop myself since childhood. I really tried to like woman- i went on one night stands, but I couldn't stop getting attracted to you. I tried never to like the blush my mother applied, I tried to distract myself by holding the sword because you liked it. Kids used to laugh at me for being soft, but you came in my life as a saviour... I remember crying on the ground with wound with the sun glaring at my face as if even it is disgusted by me. But you blocked it with a big smile on your face and gave me your hand and never let it go. I tried- I even went to the best doctors to get this disgusting feelings out of my chest, tried to bury it and be around other men and you.. acting everything is normal. But it wasn't, I couldn't see you with a girl, the child in me couldn't- couldn't watch the only person who made me feel safe go away from me.
Sana blinked off her tears while Sid looked at the man with a hard glare but gulping his emotions.
Ray- I want to kill myself sid, I don't feel I belong here in this world. People would burn me off, the way they did to other- other humans who weren't normal.
Sid- stop saying You aren't NORMAL RAY.
Ray cried loudly and while getting up said- I am not Sid, this person inside me isn't comfortable, no one wants it out. I am a shame and a disgrace.
You are not! You are absolutely not for being who you are- Sana's voice cut in between making the two men realise her presence in the room.
Ray- W-what do you mean?
Sana gulped and walked towards him and said- I might be wrong in this world, but it's totally okay to feel what you want to! Be who you want to! If you don't feel comfortable in your own body, please you are allowed to be whoever you want to! Don't think of yourself as a disgrace, if you all think that... then what about the coming generations? They would crush others like you, burn them. Please just like we have the right to feel whatever we want too, so have you.
Ray looked at her with his eyes bloodshot red and said- W-why are you nice to me? When you know I like your fiancé and I am the one who is the rat?
Sid looked at Ray in shock and said- You are WHAT?
Ray- Didn't Sana tell you?
Sid looks at Sana in shock and said- What is he saying? You knew he was the rat?
Sana looked down playing with her fingers while Sid angrily came towards her, harshly grabbed her chin and said- What does he mean by you knew?
Sana gulped and said- I saw him sneaking information last night.. but I didn't wanted to say anything because I- knew how much you love him.
Sid angrily threw the vase next to him making both of them flinch.
Sid- Ray you knew that if you continue to do that, she would have to marry the enemy and you are not only selling out because of her but it will harm our whole state?
Ray looked down in guilt with tears spultering from his eyes while Sana looked down too.
Sid- I can't with you both right now. Sana you knew that you would be forcefully married to- DAAMMIT.
Sana grabbed his wrist but he softly pushed it away and unlocked the door and came face to face with a horrified Asim holding chips in his hands.
Sid ignored him and stormed out while he looked at sana and ray in shock.
Sana- don't worry I'll convince Sid, he won't do anything.
Ray- Why are you being nice to me?
Sana- Because I should be. I can't imagine to be in a body which doesn't feel home. Ray, it's okay. I can feel that one day there would be a world where people would be so happy to be whoever they want, whatever they want to wear, and however they wanna live... we all are just born in the wrong century.
Ray cried but to his suprise Sana went forward and hugged him.
Sana slowly whispered- I am proud of you to be so brave and fight all your demons alone, I am proud of you ray.
Ray burst out crying, but it wasn't his now self but the little boy who got beaten up by his parents for applying lipstick and the one who got bullied.
Sana softly patted his back when he whispered now I know why that guy is madly in love with you. He really loves you.
Sana whispered with a smile- I know.
Sana went near Sid who was sitting on the swing with thousand thoughts running in his mind.
Sid- I don't wanna talk right now, Sana.
Sana- Okay I am just gonna say few words and leave okay? Just hear me out.
Sana- Sid do you know how do we survive?
Sid- Because of Air god.
Sana smiled and said- Yeah but also love and humanity. Love comes in all form, shape and colour. Love between mother daughter, Boyfriend girlfriend- anyone. Imagine you being restricted to love, restricted to be what you want to! What if there is a world where someone snatches your swords and say- You can't be too manly and you can't love a girl. You have to LIKE A MAN! Then? How does it make you feel? Constrained right? Imagine Ray feeling that since childhood. Feeling wrong, feeling guilty when it's not even his fault? I agree he did wrong by sharing the information but that's what love is- it makes you go crazy!!!
But he's still the same Ray, who would always be there for you.
Sid looked at her with his eyes watering and quietly kept his head on her shoulder while she smilingly patted his shoulder.
A week past by ( 2 days before the wedding)
There was still a facade of Sana and Yohan marrying, with the whole two army's of different states being called. They were trying to hard to get the evidence.
The crowd silently waited for the music goddess to start singing. Their young master sat on the front VIP chairs with his legs crossed and his two button open with his eyes staring at the dark stage waiting for his nana.
The spotlight turned on and the beautiful covered in red veil sat holding a Veena.
Her eyes looked at his through the cloth and he smirked at her.
She blushed and looked down as she started to sing-
Tum aankhon se batana
Hum samajh jaayenge
Tum halki si sharmana
Hum tere ho jaayenge
Hum raah taake baithey hai koi ijazat do
Hum raah taake baithey hai koi ijazat do
Tum haath thaam lena
Hum sawar jaayenge
She sang her heart out while his heart was beating loudly with the goosebumps all over his body.
She completed the song and the whole hall was silent. When suddenly the whole audience roared in praises, throwing flowers at her who simply bowed and got out.
She sighed as she removed her veils and her earrings when she felt a hot breath on her neck.
Before she could move, her hands were trapped behind her back by the touch which was ohh so familiar.
She whispered- L-leave me.
He ducked his face near her neck where he could smell a burst of fruits.. he almost moaned at her fragrance.
Without any warning he placed his lips on her neck making her gasp.
He hoarsely whispered- How could you sing so beautifully?
Sana blushed looking at them in the mirror, his eyes contacted to hers through the mirror as he stared at her with his dark eyes and softly started to place kisses on her neck to her collarbone making her fist her dress.
Suddenly the door burst open and they saw Asim panting but his eyes widened and he quickly muttered a sorry.
Sid growled and said- How could you enter without a knock?
Asim- I- I am sorry but something happened.
Sid- It can wait-
Asim screamed- IT CANT!
Sid looked at him with his eyes dark and said- You better have a good reason to fucking scream at me or I will rip your throat apart.
Asim- You have to come NOW PLEASE.
Sid and sana looked at each other confused, sana- Even I'll come.
She quickly changed her veil and drove with Sid and Asim.
Sid- Could you tell me what happened?
Asim wasn't saying a word, his face was stone cold.
The car stopped infront of the huge crowd of people, Sid looked at it confused.
People noticed his presence, they got at the side and let him cross through bowing.
Sid's eyes widened in shock to see the scene infront of his eyes.
Ray was covered in blood of not him, but the two main generals of East and West.
Yohan and all the important 4 people were on the ground lifeless.
Sana gasped holding her mouth, while Ray smiled at sid.
Ray- I killed them, I killed them for plotting against my state. All the evidences that needs to be provided to the government is already settled-
Sid- WHY DID YOU DO THIS?
He smiled at him painfully and said- I couldn't let you guys dirty your hands... also some of it was my fault so I don't mind.
He whispered to Sid- I didn't want your pretty girl to suffer, she had to run her whole life if she killed. I know she's a trained killer, but honestly i couldn't let someone get hurt... especially someone who you love.
Sid- You shouldn't have RAY! The armies and the government would be coming any minute they would- they would-
Ray- Kill me? I don't mind Sid. Please I don't want to die from their bullets, please please you kill me.
Sid's tears let out and he screamed- WHAT ARE YOU SAYING? Please RUN AWAY!
Ray- you know I wouldn't! And you shouldn't let me, people would hate you.
Sid cried as he grabbed his collars in anger and said- LEAVE DAMMIT.
Ray cried with a smile and took his hand and placed a gun on his chest forcefully holding his.
They heard the troops coming and they covered them and they screamed- Ray YOU ARE UNDER ARREST.
Ray- Look at me Young master! Please kill me, I didn't also feel comfortable in my own body, I couldn't hide it sid. People in this life wouldn't accept me! It hurts than a bullet Sid and I want you to live a happy life-
Sid shushed him crying- NO PLEASE RAY LISTEN TO ME!
Ray- No! You know you should be jealous of me! I would be free from this life and as Sana said, I would might be born in a life where I could be me! Not this one.
He looked at sana and said- You-your lucky that you are born a woman, if I was- I would for sure made him love him!
He chuckled painfully with a joke but Sana couldn't stop crying.
Ray- Don't ever leave him, never in darknesss.. he's scared of it. Don't make him eat Peanuts.. hahah it gives him bum rashes..p-please love him with your heart. He's really precious.
Sana hold her mouth to stop those crying noises while his eyes looked at asim who was looking at him holding his emotions.
He smiled at him and said- My partner, I'll miss you up there! I am sure they wouldn't have a great drinking partner like you. Don't find one for yourself too... kidding! Come here!
Asim couldn't hold anymore.. he ran towards them and Ray hugged them tightly with the gun still on his heart.
Ray- I love you Sid, as every relation. May I see you again in next one eh?
Sid- No no no no-
Bam.
The sound of the bullet pierced the heart of not only one but all the ones standing there.
Sid shook as he saw that Ray pulled the trigger.
He smiled at them and his eyes started to roll back and before he could fall down.. Sid and Asim held them tightly.
Asim and everyone started to cry loudly but Sid was numb. He lost his brother, someone he was with since he was 5.
He heard a voice- YOUNG MASTER!!!!! I AM TAKING YOUR COSTLY BALL HOME PLEASE, I have never seen it-
Sid looks at the side and his eyes widens as he sees Ray's young self staring at him holding the ball with a grin.
Ray- Thankyou for being my friend young master, I am taking this ball to heaven... i might have to play with it alone because I won't have you with me. Ohh they are calling me... bye!!!!
He saw the young little boy run into light and then everything became dark for sid.
Wake up!!!! WAKE UP!!!! WAKE UPP!!!
Sid slowly opened his eyes and saw a little boy pouting at him holding a ball.
Boy- Did you again have that dream father?
Sid smiled sadly and nodded a no.
The boy puffed his bread cheeks and said- FATHER YOU SAID YOU WOULD PLAY FOOTBALL WITH ME!
Sid smiled nodding and said- Come, where's your sister ?
The young boy rolled his eyes and said- Maybe on a date with Asim uncle's son?
Sid's eyes widened and he screamed- WHAT?????
Sid- WHERE IS YOUR MOTHER?
The boy licked his lip and said- With that pottery bestfriend of hers!
Sid- WHAT!!!!
The boy held his ears and said- Ouch father!
Sid scooped the boy in his arms and ran out towards the garden and saw Sana giggling to that man he once punched.
The man saw an angry bull coming towards him, he gulped and said- Ms I think I need to leave- Young master doesn't seem-
Sana- Wha- WHAT!
Sid had scooped sana in one of his arms and glared at the man who was about to piss himself and said- STAY AWAY FROM MY WIFE!
Sana hit arm lightly while the little boy giggled seeing his father all worked up.
Sid- GET YOUR SISTER TOO!
The boy got off the arms and ran while Sid now held her with both his arms and stared at her with anger.
Sana gave him a grin and said- Do you know you look so cute when you are angry?
Sid pouted to which Sana kissed it with a peck.
Sid- I have a suprise for you nana!
Sana- What is it? A new wife?
Sid rolled his eyes and said- COME!
The little boy dragged his sister and the man looked at them and said- Are you ready?
Sana looked at him suspiciously and said- What are you doing?
Sid smiled and made them sit on a bench while he went inside and got a stand.
Sana gasped as she saw- A c-camera?
Sid grinned at her to which Sana sprung up and said- I am not even ready oh my god.
Sid patted her head softly and said- you still look the most beautiful woman in this whole world!
Sana blushed while the kids groaned at their parents.
Sid ran and clicked on the timer and ran towards them sitting and then he looked at sana mischievously whispered- I love you! and kissed her while the kids fought and Sana stared at the camera with a shock expression- click.
Wow grandpa!!!! *click* these are so vintage! You both kissed for the camera even before it was cool! You're love story should be written In a book!!!
Sid smiled at the picture and nodded.
The young boy looked at him with a smile and said- so did grandma ever say I love to you?
Sid chuckled and nodded a no!
The boy looked at him shocked and said- WHAT NEVER?
Sid- she was very bold that way, but never romantically.
She never said I love you but she did this- ( he picked up the rose and kept on her grave) everytime she meant a I love you.. she would give it to me. I have thousand of petals in my cupboard.
That was my nana for you. Right now for sure she would be reading a book by her favourite poet.
The boy said- wait so did she ever know that it was you? The POET? What was her reaction
Sid grinned and said yeah only few years back and even if she was weak she hit me hard. But got so happy that the only two men she really liked and admired was only one.
The boy dreamily smiled at the old man thinking of the old good days.
Suddenly another young boy came in and Sid's grandson blushed and said- Grandpa this- this is Rie! My- my
Sid- Boyfriend?
The boy blushed and looked down.
Sid chuckled and smiled warmingly at the young boy.
Sid softly touched the scribbled NANA on the gravestone and said- I am tired I'll sleep here for a while.. you both see the garden where your grandma and I used to come.
The two boys had their little date and as it was getting late, they got to the place and saw his grandfather sleeping on the seat which he always used to do.
The boy smiled and shook him- Grandpa come let's go..
G- grand pa ????
COME NOW YOUNG MASTER!!!!!
Nana????
Okay.. pretty long chapter and THE FINAL CHAPTER OF THIS STORY.
Had little sobbing moments while writing this. I am decasted to even think to what all happens to the people who don't feel comfortable in their own bodies.
Please be kinder people. This is a LGBTQÂ safe zone,you can always text me.
I always try to bring out different social issues, I hope I could put this forward.
This story is officially ended.
The next one is pushing my back to come in front of you.
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