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Shehnaz was sitting on the swing in the little royal garden and was deep in her thoughts.
Since that day she has been finding ways to go back and try to correct everything. Atleast even if they wouldn't be together but not the misunderstandings.
Just then she felt some presence beside her, she turned and saw Mir looking at her pale face with worry.
Mir- Aap theek hai?
Shehnaz nods and softly swings her leg just when she sniffs and her eyes widenes and she gets up in a hurry and runs to the nearest bush and pukes.
Mir runs and looks at her in worry, when Shehnaz slowly says - Aa-apka Iitr ( Perfume) merko ajeeb lag raha hai.
Mir sniffed himself and said, Par yeh toh gulab hai aapko pasand -
Shehnaz again puked.
Mir looked at her state shocked and confused when she puked for the third time.
Mir quickly ran back to his room to change and scrub off the scent.
Meanwhile Shehnaz was calming her self down and touched her belly and said, What's wrong with you baby?
Mir came back and looked at Shehnaz and said Ab theek hai?
Shehnaz sniffed and her face again turned green because the smell didn't suit her.
The scent during those times were so strong that it was all over the places.
Shehnaz tried to breath normally just when she again bent down to puke and a hand rubbed her back.
She smelt the scent and that felt like a breath of fresh air; she quickly turned and saw it was Sidharth. She happily hugged him and smelt his presence to calm her weird puking sensations.
Sidharth was confused while Mir was so angry and jealous watching the scene.
Sidharth- Shehnaz what's wrong?
Shehnaz- DONT say anything and let me smell you !
Mir grabbed her hand and put her apart with Sidharth.
Shehnaz looked at him confused while she sneezed and Sidharth looked at him with his anger building.
Sidharth- What is wrong with you Mir?
Mir- She is having difficulties with smell so it's better if she should rest in her room.
Sidharth scanned through his face and his eyes had the same look which most of the guys had when he loved someone. Sidharth was too familiar with the look.
Sidharth fisted his hands and softly took Shehnaz towards him and said, Hum inke Shauhar hai! Hum dekhlenge!
Shehnaz while smelling nodded and said, Yaha hume sukoon mil raha hai!
Sidharth looked up at Mir with a smirk who was glaring at their hands.
Sidharth picked up Shehnaz in his arms and took her to his room.
Shehnaz got inside the blanket and smelt it with a sigh.
Sidharth- Why the hell are you roaming around in the palace when you are pregnant?
Shehnaz- For fresh air.
Sidharth- DONT harm the baby... and yourself.
Shehnaz looked at him and thought even though he's angry and hates me but he didn't be like those typical guys who only care about their babies.
Sidharth had gone out for some work while Shehnaz was roaming in his room looking through stuff when a memory grazed her mind.
(Flashback)
Shehnaz was looking at a family infront of her; the mother was scolding the child while the father was trying to protect it.
Shehnaz chuckled.
Sidharth who got her ice cream saw her looking at the family, he smiled and said Having a family is great isn't it?
Shehnaz nodded and said, I always dreamed of having a family. A family I could rely on rather than working my ass off for them. I had to always work for my mom and for the expenses of my sister. I really wanna feel how good would it be to have a family who would care for you.
Sidharth looked at her and softly kissed her forehead and said, I will do my best to give you the best. I promise.
Shehnaz- You promise?
Sidharth- I do.
(Ends)
Shehnaz blinks away her tears and looks around when her eyes fall on their old clothes which they wore for the first time.
Shehnaz picked the clothes out from the brown box and her eyes widened when she saw a mobile phone with her earphones.
She squealed when she relaized that this is her phone and she was holding it very tightly.
Shehnaz thinks how did she miss this?
Maybe because she was too busy fighting to realize that.
The battery was full, she happily opened it.
She thanked the gods for this miracle and decided to listen to some saved music in her phone.
Just when Sidharth came in rubbing his back as he was super tired.
But his eyes fell on the phone in her hand and his eyes widened.
Sidharth- How?
Shehnaz - even I don't know? Maybe this was the thing I was holding very tightly?
Sidharth held the phone as if he had never seen it and happily touched it.
Shehnaz smiled at his excitement and said I am listening to some songs do you want too?
Sidharth quickly got up and locked the door and got inside the blanket and put one ear piece in his ear and one in hers.
(flashback)
Shehnaz was with Sidharth in her room doing some work while her mother was shouting on the top of her lungs. Cursing Shehnaz and shouting.
Sidharth saw her fisting her hands tightly and trying to maintain a calm face.
Sidharth slowly brought himself closer to her face which made her pause.
He took out his earphones and very softly put one in her ear and one in his as the song started to play and slowly everything started to fade for her.
( Ends)
The song started to play as Shehnaz started to drift off to sleep.
Kaise kahen kya hai sitam
Sochte hai ab yeh hum
Koi kaise kahen woh hai ya nahi   humare
Karte to hai saath safar
Faasle hain phir bhi magar
Jaise milte nahi kisi dariya ke do kinare
Pass hain phir bhi paas nahi
Humko yeh gum raas nahi
Seeshe ki ek diware hai jaise darmiyaâ¨ð
Sidharth looked at her sleeping figure and controlled himself for kissing her forehead.
Hurt filled his eyes and he looked away.
He was too in love to leave her.
He decided to scroll through her phone.
The phone was locked, he tried to open it but failed.
Just then his heart beat stopped and he tried to open it with the password they made 7 years back.
2442( 2 was his lucky number and 4 was hers. And 24 was their anniversary date.)
The phone opened.
His heart beat.
He slowly looked through the apps and then chuckled at her old behaviour of keeping the weirdest apps possible.
He thought for a moment to open the gallery or not. He decided to open it.
He opened it and his heart stopped.
The folder was still there with the name ' Sidharth my little forever' just the way it was so many years back.
He opened the folders and saw each and every selfies of them saved. Of them on the rides, laughing, and even funny ones.
It had videos of them doing funny stuff or even of their romantic ones.
One of his most favourite videos of them whic Shehnaz never gave him was-
Shehnaz was a selfie obsessed person. She was just recording herself in the new makeup looo she did.
Just when Sidharth came in not knowing about the camera and kissed her lips.
And than closing her eyes, she kept her eyes opened and stared at his face with her eyes smiling.
Anyone could understand how much in love she was.
And just then the bell rang so he quickly got away to check it, and Shehnaz who forgot about the camera was frozen from the kiss and then slowly touched her lips with the biggest smile ever.
Shehnaz had also clicked his pictures in the office and had cropped pictures of him with his friends.
His heart ached at all of this videos and pictures .
He looked at her sleeping figure and thought what went wrong ???
Just when his eyes fell on an app called ' Depression'
He opened it and saw it was a random confession page of people where they shared their depression stories.
Sidharth clicked on her own story and when he started to read it; he couldn't control feel his heart anymore.
A wave of anger and cry was filled in him.
She is the most stupidest main character I have ever seen, he looked at her and thought.
Once a idiot always a idiot.
He bent down and kissed her forehead.
Slowly he closed his eyes and slept off while they both could hear the faint beats of Pas hai firbhi paas nahi, humko yeh gham ras nahi.
The next morning Shehnaz woke up to a cold bed. She controlled her tears, got up and took a shower.
She changed her clothes and went out to the breakfast table.
It was just the main begums along with Sidharth who were happily chatting with him.
She rolled her eyes as the jealousy filled in her veins and angrily sat down to the farthest seat from him.
He didn't even acknowledge her once, she angrily thought and munched her food.
Just when she was looking for a dessert a hand forwarded a bowl of gajar ka halwa.
Her eyes widened and she looked at the person MIR.
He smiled as he forwarded it to her, Sidharth who saw it angrily looked at both of them.
Shehnaz couldn't bear the smell, she got up and ran towards the washroom and puked.
Sidharth and Mir both ran after her.
Just when Shehnaz turned, everything turned blurry for her and she fell in the arms of Sidharth.
Panic set in his heart as he quickly held her in his arms and ran to his room ordering the men to call the female doctor.
He made Shehnaz lie down and the female doctor started to do the checkup.
She sprinkled water on her face getting her into conscious.
The woman checked it and slowly said, Hume aap dono ko kuch batana hai..
Sidharth nods and says hume pata hai ki yeh pet se hai!
The woman looked at him in confusion and said, No, she's not pregnant.
Both of them looked at the woman in shock.
Sidharth- But that doctor in the village said that! And why is she puking so much?
The woman got embarrassed and said, Begum has food poisoning which led to diarrhoea and acidity.
I think one or two more chapters to it?
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