Chapter 14: A Mask of Human Skin?
Falling Dreams of Fang Hua
âZichuan, what happened to your leg?â Fang Hua lowered his head, shifting the lid of his teacup as he sipped. âWhere did you two go?â
The air suddenly turned cold.
Things abruptly became extremely quiet as I felt a piercing gaze boring into my back. It felt like I was suddenly sitting on pins and needles. I lowered my head even further, furiously filling up my bowl.
âShaoâer went with me on a stroll,â Han Zichuan smiled, taking out his own chopsticks. âHe saw that I was still a stranger to the place, so the offer was made with good intentions. Unfortunately, it was raining outside, so I fell on the slippery grounds.â After speaking, he even cast a glance my way. âNone of this is Brother Shaoâs fault.â
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I felt rather disagreeable as my gaze drifted to the skies. Wasnât this a case of burying the silver, then sticking up a sign that said âno silver buried here'[1]? Silence reigned as I continued to fill up my bowl.
Yifu smiled, and I felt his comfortable, at-ease gaze gradually return to look at me again. He only said softly, âIs that soâ¦â
This neutral tone of speaking would usually be no cause for alarm. But since he used it here, it felt as if he had some misgivings about our answers. At least, it sure kept a person guessing.
I closed my eyes and pretended to be deaf. My left hand grabbed one mantou while my right hand grabbed another, both of which I crammed into my mouth.
I wholly absorbed myself in stuffing my face, but my heart was trembling inside.
This Han Zichuan.
His nerves werenât half-bad, making up lies like that.
âShaoâerâ¦â a soft voice drifted over.
I shook and raised my head to look at Fang Hua.
âDonât just eat mantou when thereâs so many dishes today. You should leave some for Zichuan, too.â Fang Hua was leaning against his chair, head propped on one hand, his eyes cold as he gazed at me.
I remained sullen.
âItâs fine, Iâll eat these slices of beef,â Han Zichuan rolled up his sleeves, speaking as he readied his chopsticks. Before he could pick up a piece, I gave him a ferocious glare. He understood immediately. The chopsticks in his hands jerked aside and got some pieces of pickled cucumber instead. Then he stopped speaking altogether.
Hmph. Donât think you can start flaunting around just because yifu treats you well.
Actually, yifu was probably only worried Iâd eat nothing but mantou. Hn, as if Iâd let you eat all the meat by yourself, outsiderâ¦that had to be the situation. I look up at Fang Hua, then spared a glance at That Guyâ¦
My heart felt extremely irritated just staring at the way That Guy used his chopsticks. I raised my foot and secretly gave him another kick.
âOwwwâ¦.â That Guy groaned.
âWhatâs wrong? Does your foot hurt again? Comeâ¦â Yifu stood up, waving towards him. âLet me take a look for you.â
I was surprised. Han Zichuan left his chopsticks and reassured me with a grin before hobbling over.
Yifu personally helped him lie down before undoing his clothing to check the location of the injury. Han Zichuan knitted his eyebrows before turning around to look at me with a bright smile.
âDoes it hurtâ¦â
âIt doesnât.â
âIt should be fine. The kick was well-aimed and didnât hurt your bones. All you have to do is apply some medicinal salve. Are you sure it doesnât hurt?â
âIt hurts.â
I threw my chopsticks on the table with a pa! sound. It was impossible to eat dinner nowâ¦
Before Iâd taken more than a few steps, yifuâs voice spoke up: gentle, calm and clear. âShaoâer, you seem to be suffering from inflammation today, and your temperâs extremely bad. Is it becauseâ¦â His tone was filled with hesitation.
I suddenly had an urge to run away.
As it turned out, he said the following. âYou and I are family, but you always act like an outsiderâ¦come, Iâll treat both of you. I brought my acupuncture needles today so I can prick you a few times. For you to get swollen every few days isnât good.â
In a flash, I grew unsteady.
Han Zichuan was still lying on the bench as he looked my way, concerned and yet confused. âSwollen? Where is the swelling?â
âOf course itâs where heâs covering it up with his hands,â Fang Hua replied.
Han Zichuan half raised himself up and stared in the direction of my chest, a complicated expression in his eyes.
Ahhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
These two jerks.
Iâm not dealing with this anymore.
âWhere are you goingâ¦?â Fang Hua finally abandoned his smooth tone and that well-behaved expression.
âIâm going to soak in a medicinal bath,â I half-turned but didnât move, wavering between staying and leaving.
âYou donât need to today,â he looked at me and with a toss of his hand, caused the flaps of his sleeves to open. Something flew out from its depths towards me. Surprised, I reached out and caught it in my hands.
It was a white porcelain vase as big as my palm, stoppered with a brilliant red cloth. It looked extremely cute and felt cool to the touch.
âThis is the antidote I just made today. Mix it with the water behind the house and spread it over your body.â He stood there smiling at me, a warm look in his eyes.
âMany thanks to yifu.â
Han Zichuan looked at us, a confused expression on his face. But I didnât feel like paying him any attention, especially when I felt so excited.
Heaven and God on Earthâ¦
I finally received the antidote.
The next moment I was nearly tripping over myself to get to the back of the house. The willow catkins swayed in the wind. I took a few steps into the woods and came upon the jade-colored pond, its waters lit up dazzlingly by the sunlight that streamed down from between the trees.
I looked around me, and let out a whistle.
Taking off my outer robes, I left them on the rocks and leaped into the water, where I slowly sank down as I swam towards the centerâ¦
Summer had finally arrived, but I still couldnât help but tremble at the cold. The water here was completely frigid year-round, but it never froze. Its jade-green hues gave off a carefree, happy feeling. Fang Hua once said that the waters here were extremely helpful for refining medicines.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Rightâ¦the medicine.
I held the bottle between my fingers as I pulled out the stopper. Then I poured some into my palm and slathered it over an arm.
It was weird, but the oily liquid in my palm suddenly started to burn my arm with a scorching heartâ¦then it turned numb, and the dark black layers of my skin seemed to become a little red. I started to worry and immediately soaked my arm underwater, where it felt a little better.
I glanced suspiciously at the medicine, afraid to use any more.
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Wasnât this just made today?
Iâm not being used to test it out, right?
I swam back to shore, deciding itâd be best to ask Fang Hua for an explanation. But just as I was setting the bottle aside, my foot carelessly stepped onto a fragment of rock. The hand holding the medicine was still covered in medicinal oil and very slippery. In a flash, the bottle slipped out of my grasp, flipped in the air a few times, and splashed me in the face with its contentsâ¦
Cursesâ¦
A numbing, raging fireâ¦
I shut my eyes and plunged into the water.
With pain like this, it felt like my face was burning off. Eyes half-open, I groped around until I found my clothes by the shore again, and used them to wipe myself. When I finally opened my eyes, I seized up at the sight of a pair of bootsâ¦
There was also the soft, draping folds of a robe adorned with plum blossom branches, giving its squatting owner a unique style.
âShaoâer, your faceâ¦â Han Zichuan had an uncertain expression as he poked me, before scooting closer for a better look. He rubbed at the skin gently, but the cooling sensation of his finger caused me to give a contented sigh.
In response, his face turned red.
I looked at him, not understanding. He looked even more confused than I felt.
What?
He kept rubbing gently at my skin until his finger dug at something. I felt a cold sensation on my face, as if something was being torn offâ¦
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[1]no silver buried here (???????) ?cidi wuyin sanbailiang, or âno 300 taels of silver buried hereâ, meaning a clumsy denial resulting in self exposure, a weak excuse that gives everything away. Based on a folk tale of a man who tried to hide his money in just a way.