Chapter 31: Strange Illness (Part 1)
Falling Dreams of Fang Hua
The imperial palace was extremely luxurious.
The old man emperor lived in a main hall that was resplendent without measure. Wherever the eyes looked, everything glitteredâ¦the dragon pearls embellishing the walls were extremely huge, and really made a person drool with envy.
The common people were suffering, but he sure knew how to enjoy himself, though that had stopped now.
A fine vermillion canopy screened a bed from view, its fabric embroidered with gold dragons baring their fangs and claws. A hazy form could be seen within, accompanied by the loud noises of someone gasping for breath.
He sounded very uncomfortableâ¦
For a person confined to bed with a weak body, it was important to maintain proper airflow. With this gauze in the way, wouldnât it only exacerbate his sickness?
âYour servant pays respects to His Imperial Highness.â
The sudden voice frightened me after I had finally managed to steady Fang Huaâs medical instruments in my arms. Peering from behind, I saw Nongyu catch my eye with a smile that wasnât quite a smile.
Strange, he was here too.
His medical knowledge was exemplary, so he should know these things. Even if the servants had forgotten to open the windows and draw the screens, he should remind them. Why wasnât he interfering or paying the matter any attention now?
Han Zichuan swept his robes, filled with the imposing air of a crown prince. âRise. How is fatherâs illness?â
âAfter a months-long coma, he awoke briefly to mutter a few things before losing consciousness. Now that Lord Fang Huaâs come to personally treat him, the emperorâs illness will certainly get better.â Nongyuâs expression was one of sincerity, his sleeves spread open in a bow. His figure was infused with ceremony and propriety the whole time he led us to the monarchâs bed.
A servant lifted aside the bed-curtains. Inside was a roughly 40 to 50-year-old man with emaciated features lying on the bed. His face was deathly pale, yet his lips were a blackish red, and the space between his eyebrows seemed a bit dark. As for the original eyebrows, they were already gone.
This was the current emperor? It looked like he was close to dyingâ¦
I gave a glance and noticed that Fang Hua had already pulled up his sleeves to lift aside the bedcovers. He didnât take a pulse, but just pressed on the body in random places. There was no way to know the status of his diagnosis.
An indistinct sound rose as a torrent from the patientâs lips. Fang Hua knitted his brows and didnât move, but reached behind him towards me⦠His finger shook impatiently two or three times. I blinked my eyes and fell into thoughtâ¦
My head lowered to look within the pouch and its varying sizes of acupuncture needles. Which one did he want?
As it turned out, he lost patience waiting and slowly turned to give me another silent look. Those fingers moved over and past me to plunder the bag and take out a handful of needles. There were thick ones and thin ones, long ones and short ones. Their silvery light glinted back and forth in his hands as he poked the emperor like a doll. Casting all caution to the winds, the needles swooped downâ¦until every single point had a needle in place.
I was silentâ¦
Nongyu looked as if he hadnât processed everything yet, and Han Zichuan was completely floored.
In the beginning, the emperor still had a breathâ¦now there wasnât a sound. How tragic. Although the emperor had snatched resources from all under the heavens, Fang Hua had now pricked him black and blue all over into silence. Thatâs why the saying went, âno matter who you offend, never offend a doctor.â
Fang Hua sat down and waited for a while. Han Zichuan and Nongyu must have had plenty of faith in his medical skills because neither expressed any anxiety or misgivings. Instead, both retreated to the sides to talk about state affairs or the price by weight of medicinal ingredients.
My head drooped as I held the cloth bag in my arms, bored into drowsiness. Suddenly, a sleeve flashed before my face, startling me awakeâ¦just in time to see Fang Hua extend his hand, warm it up a bit, and start pulling out the needles.
The silver needles had flashed when they were stabbed in and still gleamed as they were pulled out, with no changes in color.
Remarkable.
Just by looking at the emperorâs face, he was definitely poisonedâ¦but there was no way to scope out the source. I held my cloth and reached out to receive the needles, but Fang Hua brushed me aside, shaking his head as he gave me a cold glance. While I was trying to puzzle him out, he blew on a needle held between his fingers.
Goodnessâ¦
The shiny needle immediately turned black, giving one a sense of dread.
âThis poison is very odd and hard to perceive. The needles I stuck insideâ¦.most of them changed colors. Iâm afraid that the poison has already hurt his internal organs.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âIs there any possibility of a cure?â Han Zichuanâs face sank as he hurried over.
âIâll write a prescription first to temporarily restrain the poison. The rest will be left for afterward.â Fang Hua turned his glance towards me, and I took the hint to start grinding some ink from the inkstick.
He raised his sleeves without a second thought, writing words with a brush like floating clouds and flowing water[1] as he recorded the name of the ingredients and its various weights. I cast a sidelong glance and saw that it was a medicine he rarely prescribed⦠I used to jokingly call it a miracle pill, and had sold it for a high price to Nongyu.
Nongyu took the formula into his hands and carefully reviewed it, before calling for the eunuchs to bring over the stove.
This guyâ¦
He really was lazy, insisting on making his inferiors labor before him. I wanted to help, but Fang Hua lightly held me back, quietly shaking his head. Then he lowered his head and went about his own business, drinking tea. Han Zichuan stared at me with shining eyes, before giving a thoughtful gaze towards Fang Hua, and sat down on a chair to play with a ring on his finger[2].
Two or three eunuchs carefully followed the formula to measure out the weights for each ingredient. Nongyu directed them from the sides and frequently jumped in to do the job himself. I couldnât hold back a yawn as I closed my eyes, though I suddenly caught a glimpse of a certain young eunuch briefly raising his sleeve. I looked down and fell silent.
A decoction of medicinal ingredients had been cooking for around four hours, enough to fill many small bowls. The eunuchs handling the bowls had to drink first, then the imperial physicians, before it reached the emperor. Each of them looked as if they were drinking a rebirth elixir[3], their eyebrows knitted as they held their bowls while shaking in fear. I really wanted to laughâ¦
They were a bunch of fools. The good fortune theyâd cultivated in former lives allowed them this chance to drink such a treasured medicine. Just one sip would prevent light poisons from entering the body for half a year.
I pursed my lips and walked over, getting myself a bowl. Abruptly, I felt a heated stare at my back that put me ill at ease. I started, uncomprehending, before lifting a bowl to take a whiffâ¦.before my eyebrows knitted and I took a sip.
Wrong.
This taste was wrong.
The prescription was accurate, but this decoction was missing a certain element.
Nongyu used a sleeve to wipe his mouth. âThere are no issues with the medicine. Take it to use on the emperor.â I gave him an astonished glance. Fang Huaâs expression was serene as he raised the bowl to take a whiff. Whatever thoughts he had, he didnât utter them.
My heart sank slightly as I looked at the ruler on his last breath. A wry smile appeared on my lips. With so many people who wanted you deadâ¦how could you not die?
Nongyu had once bought the pill version of this particular medicine from my very hands. If he had given it to you timely, your illness wouldnât have dragged on so long or made you suffer so much. Now there was medicine, but someone had intentionally left out one of the ingredients.
What was the use in taking it?
How could an imperial physician have such gall? Looks like someone was instigating him behind his back. My eyes drifted past to the filial crown prince on one side, presenting tea and pouring water, and was caught in his gaze. Han Zichuan sat on a chair, his head propped on his hands as he looked at me with a smile that wasnât a smile. My scalp turned numb, and I made do to slowly lower my head, my hands holding an empty bowl as I stared absently at the ground.
The imperial palaceâ¦
Maybe it really was as Fang Hua said, and more complicated than the jianghu.
Six hours finally passed. Watching them hurrying up and down, dismantling the pot and stove, shutting the bed-curtains and closing the doors, I felt a bit faint. I forcefully roused myself and stuck it out for a bit, but my heart felt much more carefree when we left.
The sun set as willow catkins swirled in the air. I closed my eyes. The affair was over, and the circumstances had shifted. Everything seemed to suggest that things had remained the same, but the people had changed.
âThese unaffected pear blossoms in the mist, the numerous willow catkins floating in the air, isnât this a fine scene?â a soft and gentle voice drifted over from behind me. I paid it no mind, but continued walking forward at my own pace. Then, someone clapped me from behind and painfully caught me by the shoulder.
âShaoâerâ¦â
I turned my face, expressionless.
Before me stood Han Zichuan with a slight smile, though his gaze was slightly uncertain. He gave me a fixed stare before asking in a low voice, âShaoâer, itâs you, right?â
âCrown Prince, your highness.â I respectfully hailed him, âYour servant doesnât quite understand your words.â
He slowly released his grip, eyebrows furrowing as he looked at me in surprise.
âWhy is it like thisâ¦.? You donât look alike or sound alike,â he seemed disappointed as he muttered to himself, âButâ¦why do your figures from the back look so similar?â
He circled me as if wanting to say more. I only smiled with an innocent expression. Fang Hua was walking ahead, but turned to look back and speak in a light tone. âLetâs go.â
My heart eased, and I couldnât help but hasten my steps to catch up. The whole way I tried to fathom how much Fang Hua had heard, but he didnât speak a word, nor did he look at me once. When we returned to our rooms, Fang Huaâs expression became noticeably fatigued, and he sat on the bed with a blank face.
I was led aside to have a meal. Since the court ladies and eunuchs had already eaten, there were only leftovers. Fortunately, Little Li had left some wheat flour mantou for me. Though they smelled delicious, their taste had no flavor in my mouth.
Yifuâs behavior today was a bit weird, which made me very restless and uneasy. I chewed on my last bite while I washed my hands, lost in thought for a short while. Then, I slowly carried over some hot water and a clean washcloth to his door and knocked a few times.
âCome in.â The voice was chilly.
The wooden door had a heavy sound.
I raised my eyes to see Fang Hua changed into a plain white inner robe, sitting blankly on the bed. In that moment it was as if heâd stolen my breath awayâ¦
He was still in the same position as when Iâd left him, leaning completely against the wall as he sat on the bed. His expression was lonely and desolate, hand propping up his head as he looked out the window. The whole scene seemed as placid as water. Hazy moonlight shone on his body, and the snow-white robes seemed to emanate a light glow. His eyebrows were especially gentle and softâ¦
Right now, he seemed to be filled with an indescribable sorrow that weighed him down and made my heart ache.
âLord Hua, your servant carried over some hot water for you to soak your feet.â
He started, looking at me as if finding it hard to believe, before slow replying with, âThank you.â
I managed to smile with difficulty, meekly walking forward to set down the basin and quietly keep watch from the bed, raising an eye to look at him. Fang Huaâs expression seemed to hesitate as he lowered his legs from the bed, shifting his snow-white robes upwards while placing his pretty feet over the basin, but not in the water.
I carefully wrapped his feet in the cloth and wiped it lightly with warm water. He shook a bit but didnât flinch backâ¦
I know he didnât like touching people, so I avoided directly brushing his skin. From what I heard from the court eunuchs, masters really enjoyed it when servants waited upon them this way. The hot water helped a person to relax, and the various positions on the foot could relieve stress when pressedâ¦though I had yet to learn them, I still wanted to do something for him.
Although this was all I could do nowâ¦
It was very clear that my movements were clumsy and awkward.
âIâve troubled you,â he lowered his head and lightly smiled. I only felt exceedingly embarrassed, and my face started to burn. My hands didnât know where to go either and waved a few times, splashing water on myself. He sat upright, the corners of his mouth still pulled into a smile. Beneath the moonlight, his expression was particularly temperate and mild. My heart pitter-pattered out of control as I quickly looked away.
Hazy forms rested against the walls, one big, one small. One was sitting, while the other was leaning in by its feet. As the shadows weighed down, a section of hair swept past my face and a delicate fragrance entered my nose. Surprised, I had no time to duck aside.
I only saw a pair of white slender fingers move towards the front of my robes and touched them lightly. He conveniently drew out a red lotus, its petals scattered and near the point of wilting away.
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[1] floating clouds and flowing water (????) ?xingyun liushui, idiom for something natural and spontaneous
[2] ring on his finger (??) ?banzhi, ornamental thumb ring, usually made from jade and originally worn by ancient archers to protect their thumbs when drawing a bowstring.
[3] rebirth elixir (???) ?toutaiyao, in which âtoutaiâ describes the spirit undergoing reincarnation after the body dies, and âyaoâ is medicine/pill/etc.