Chapter 151: A Dream from a Past Life â Entwined with Him
Today, His Majesty seemed...off.
Xue Shu narrowed his eyes at the Emperor, scrutinizing him with a mix of curiosity and caution.
Yin Chengyu had never been one to indulge in desireâhis restraint was as legendary as his power. Yet since that fateful encounter at Wanghe Pavilion, when a sinister poison had invaded his veins, things had changed.
The toxins were long purged, but the aftermath lingered, a silent, shameful weakness known only to the two of them. Yin Chengyu wielded this vulnerability like a blade, forcing Xue Shu to bend, to yield, to submitâthough only when his judgment was clouded by the haze of desire.
But tonight? Tonight was different.
His actions were too deliberate, too lucid. His boldness didnât stem from mindless longing.
This was calculated.
Xue Shu's hand darted out, capturing the Emperorâs wandering fingers. His own calloused thumb grazed the tender, satin-smooth skin of Yin Chengyuâs wrist, tracing upwards with languid precision. His voice was low, rich with challenge. âWhat game does His Majesty wish to play tonight? Whatever it is, Iâll see it through.â
A faint tickle teased along his inner arm, like the ghost of a feather against a place too sensitive to ignore. Yin Chengyuâs lashes quivered; then, in one fluid motion, he stood, his deep purple robes cascading like liquid silk, brushing against the edge of the bed where Xue Shuâs dark red attire lay in stark contrast.
Yin Chengyu leaned down, his fingers tipping Xue Shuâs chin upward. The Emperorâs voice was a silken whisper, deliberate and laced with provocative ambiguity, every syllable a hook to reel him closer. âThatâs a promise, isnât it? Donât think of fleeing halfway through.â
Xue Shuâs lips curled into a wry smirk, his hand tightening on the slippery fabric that threatened to slip from his grasp. He said nothing as the Emperorâs gaze flicked down, lingering just long enough before the imperial sleeves slipped free from Xue Shuâs grasp.
Barefoot, Yin Chengyu stepped onto the intricately woven carpet beneath them, a stark contrast to his regal elegance. With an air of casual command, he reached for the bronze bell resting nearby, ringing it once. The distant sound summoned servants, who waited just beyond the screen, obedient shadows at his beck and call.
âFetch me the ivory and gold dice set. And the matching dice cup,â he ordered, his tone sharp but calm.
The servants scurried away, returning moments later with the requested items. Yin Chengyu took his seat on the low chaise, legs folded beneath him with effortless grace. His pale hand reached for the ebony dice cup, giving it a nonchalant shake. The muffled clatter of dice inside filled the room.
âWeâll keep it simple,â he said, his gaze a razorâs edge as it met Xue Shuâs. âHigh roll wins. The loser removes a piece of clothing. Do you dare?â His lips curved into a sly smile, his robe slipping open just enough to reveal a teasing glimpse of alabaster skin and a collarbone that drew the eye.
Xue Shuâs dark eyes flickered, narrowing slightly. He clenched his jaw but matched the Emperorâs smirk. âIf Your Majesty loses, I hope youâll hold your tongue and accept the consequences.â
Yin Chengyu let out a soft laugh, the sound dripping with both amusement and challenge. Without another word, he slammed the dice cup down onto the table, tilting his chin in invitation. âLetâs begin.â
Xue Shu settled across from him, rolling his dice with practiced ease. He unveiled them with a deft flick of his wrist. âTwenty-six.â
The Emperorâs brows lifted as he revealed his own roll. âThirty. Strip.â
Xue Shuâs expression barely shifted, though there was a flicker of irritation in his eyes. With measured movements, he shrugged off his outer robe, letting the deep red fabric fall away.
Round two.
Yin Chengyu rolled first, lifting the cup with an almost theatrical flair. âStill thirty,â he declared, his voice smug.
Xue Shu glanced at the untouched dice cup before him, then, without even bothering to reveal his roll, stripped off another layer. He was now down to a single white undershirt, the thin fabric clinging to his sharp frame.
The Emperorâs gaze lingered, tracing the careful way Xue Shu secured the last piece of his modesty. There was a flicker of something primal in his expression, but he disguised it with a casual shake of the dice cup. âAnother round?â
Xue Shu leaned back, his posture deceptively relaxed. âLetâs see what His Majesty rolls first,â he said, his voice smooth but edged with challenge.
Yin Chengyu gave the cup a final shake, the sound echoing in the tense, heated room.
Yin Chengyu revealed the cup with a casual flick, and, unsurprisingly, five dice landed face upâeach showing six.
Leaning her chin on her hand, her lips curved in a sly smile, she tilted her head to him. âYour turn.â
Xue Shu didnât bother unveiling his own cup. Instead, he picked up an ivory die trimmed with gold, rolling it idly between his fingers as a scoff escaped his lips. âYour Majesty cheats.â
Unbothered, Yin Chengyuâs expression stayed placid. âWho said cheating was off-limits?â
His palm pressed firmly against the low table as he leaned toward him, shadowed eyes locking onto his with a predatorâs precision. âSo, Jiu Qiansui Xue, shall I strip⦠or will you?â
Xue Shu held her gaze, silent but burning, his jaw tense.
Yin Chengyuâs eyes narrowed, a dangerous glint playing in their depths. His fingers teased along the edge of his collar, hooking lazily onto the loose sash. Yet, no force followed. âRegret already? Or will you own up to the rules of the game?â
His hand shot out, gripping Yin Chengyuâs mid-motion. The tension between them thickened as his Adamâs apple bobbed, betraying a surge of emotion he dared not voice.
His grip tightened, as did his in response, neither yielding. Their locked stares spoke volumesâan unspoken battle of wills.
In the past, Yin Chengyu might never have dared to push this boundary, unsure of the storm lurking in Xue Shuâs depths. But now, he knew better than anyone: he was Xue Shuâs boundary.
A smirk tugged at his lips as Yin Chengyuâs leaned closer, free hand sliding up to capture Xue Shuâs wrist. His lips ghosted Xue Shuâs, the barest whisper of a touch as his voice, low and teasing, spilled into the charged air. âXue⦠Jiu Qiansui ⦠Play fair, or pay up.â
Xue Shuâs lashes dipped, his breath uneven as his hold slackened.
With deliberate grace, the sash slipped free, and his robe parted, revealing hints of delicate skin. But Yin Chengyuâs sharp gaze caught on somethingâscars etched across his chest and abdomen, faint but unmistakable reminders of old battles. His smirk faltered, the weight of unspoken pain settling between them.
âTurn around,â he murmured.
Xue Shu hesitated, the stiffness in his posture betraying his reluctance, but after a beat, he complied, exposing his back to Yin Chengyu.
Yin Chengyuâs breath hitched.
Beneath the thin fabric lay a grotesque lattice of scarsâangry, raised ridges snaking from the nape of his neck to the curve of his waist. These were no ordinary marks; they screamed of brutality, of wounds left to fester and heal without care.
For a moment, he simply breathed, fighting the storm rising in his chest. His fingers hovered before tentatively brushing against the uneven skin. The texture beneath his touch sent a tremor through his hand, but he steadied himself, tracing the cruel evidence of the past that had shaped the infamous and ruthless man before him.
Sliding around the table, he wrapped his arms around Xue Shu from behind, pressing his lips to the mangled canvas of Xue Shuâs back with a reverence that made his voice crack as he asked, âDoes it hurt?â
His body was stiff, his voice rough. âItâs been too long. I donât remember.â
He didnât want to remember, to relive those humiliations.
His chin rested on Xue Shuâs shoulder as his voice dipped lower, just for him. âI want you.â
Grasping his hand, he guided it back to the undone sash, an unspoken challenge passed between them.
Perhaps it was the sting of old wounds dragged into the open, or perhaps it was the rare vulnerability Yin Chengyu displayed. Whatever it was, this time Xue Shu was relentless. His intensity bordered on punishing, as though seeking to carve something permanent between them. Yet no matter how rough his touch, how feral his movements, he met him with unyielding surrenderâa matching ferocity tempered by tenderness.
It was raw, consuming, unlike anything either had known before.
Before sleep claimed him, Yin Chengyu stirred, dragging himself from the edge of exhaustion to murmur a question, âDo you⦠care for me?â
Foreheads pressed together, their gazes collided, his voice barely audible above the silence.
Xue Shu hesitated, his stormy eyes betraying a battle within. Finally, he gave the smallest nod, a reluctant concession that unraveled his lingering doubts.
Satisfied, he smiled, a mix of triumph and affection as his nose brushed Xue Shuâs. âThen let our hearts beat as one.â
Only this once, he allowed himself to believe.
As his words sank in, Xue Shu stared at him, his pulse pounding in time with hers. For the first time in a long while, the barren wasteland of his heart felt alive.
*
When Xue Shu woke from his dream, the faint curve of a smile lingered on his lips.
The room was steeped in the calming scent of incense meant to steady the mind. As he sat up and took in the familiar furnishings around him, the smile that once graced his face slowly faltered. His expression tightened, his lips pressed into a firm, unyielding line.
Since Yin Chengyuâs death, dreams of him had become a rarity, and such sweet visions were nearly impossible to come by.
He rose and carelessly threw on a robe, the loose fabric hanging from his broad frame. Crossing the room with deliberate steps, Xue Shu opened a hidden door, descending into the cold, shadowed depths below.
The underground palace lay directly beneath his bedroom, split into an inner and outer chamber.
The outer chamber was filled with blocks of ice, leaving only a narrow passageway through the chill. The inner chamber, however, was something else entirelyâa room forged from the frigid ice of the northernmost mountains, crafted as an exact replica of Yin Chengyuâs former dwelling.
And at the heart of this frozen sanctuary stood Yin Chengyuâs crystal-clear ice coffin, a monument to a man gone too soon.
Xue Shu approached the coffin slowly, the cold air prickling his skin and raising goosebumps across his body. Yet he seemed unbothered, his focus entirely on the figure encased within. He leaned closer, his sharp gaze sweeping over every detail of the preserved form, ensuring that nothing had been disturbed. Only when he confirmed that all was as it should be did he allow himself the faintest exhale of relief.
âI slept well last night,â he murmured, his voice low and edged with a quiet satisfaction. âI even dreamed of Your Majesty.â
The memory of the dream pulled a faint smile to his lips once more, a wistful, almost bitter curve. âIn the dream, you told me you loved me too.â
His voice turned softer, almost tender, as though speaking to someone who might respond. âItâs been too long since youâve visited my dreams. I miss you, unbearably so. Just a few days ago, the first Reincarnation Tower was completed. And the moment it was done, you appeared to me. How could I not take that as a sign?â
His eyes traced every familiar contour of the figure within the iceâthe pale face untouched by time, though faintly tinged with a bluish hue from the cold. The dark brows and lashes were dusted with white frost, and the once vibrant, ruby-red lips had faded to a pallid shade, bereft of lifeâs warmth.
âAt the end... you must have felt even a flicker of affection for me, didnât you?â His voice carried a heavy weight, the question one that had lingered in his heart for far too long. It was a desperate hope he scarcely dared to give voice to, and now, when he finally did, there was no one left to answer.
Leaning down, Xue Shu pressed a soft, lingering kiss to the icy surface of the coffin, his voice a velvet whisper against the frozen barrier. âYou donât speak, so Iâll take that as consent. If you disagree... come find me in my dreams and tell me yourself.â
*
When Yin Chengyu awoke once more, he found himself back in that familiar, ethereal stateâa wandering soul. In his previous life, this moment in time had marked his death, his mortal body succumbing to illness.
By then, Xue Shu had already been appointed Regent Minister, dedicating himself entirely to aiding Yin Chengyue in upholding and carrying forward Yin Chengyuâs dying wishes.
Their relationship as ruler and minister had been fraught with clashes, fierce debates, and countless moments of stubborn defiance. Yet from the detached vantage of a mere observer, Yin Chengyu saw the truth.
For someone as proud and unyielding as Yin Chengyue to tolerate Xue Shuâs provocations and criticisms, it was tacit approval, even respect.
It should have been a comfortâa point of pride, even. Xue Shu had not disappointed him, had not allowed the empire to collapse into chaos. He had stayed true to the expectations set upon him in Yin Chengyuâs final days.
But late at night, when Xue Shu stood motionless by the window, his eyes heavy with solitude, Yin Chengyu felt an unfamiliar pang of regret.
He was alive, but only in the barest sense of the word. Aside from his duties to Yin Chengyue and Xie Yunchuan, Xue Shu had severed nearly all personal connections.
After finishing his work, he would retreat to the depths of the imperial mausoleum, where he spoke endlessly into the void, confiding in the cold, unhearing shadows that housed Yin Chengyuâs spirit.
This was a man who had once been stoic and reserved, not prone to idle conversation. Yet now, after death had stolen Yin Chengyu away, Xue Shu had become strangely talkative. He would share the trivialities of court politics, the petty dramas of his estateâdetails that once would have remained unspoken.
On rare occasions, when silence stretched too long and the mausoleum fell oppressively still, there was an unmistakable sorrow in his eyes, raw and unhidden.
Yin Chengyu finally understood: Xue Shu was terrified of loneliness.
So, in time, Yin Chengyu began to respond. Whenever Xue Shu rambled into the void, Yin Chengyu would mimic the gestures of a living man, nodding, engaging, feigning casual chatter. It didnât matter that Xue Shu could neither see nor hear him. It was the effort, the illusion of connection, that mattered.
For the sake of Yin Chengyue, for the empire of Great Yan, Xue Shu gave everything. Yin Chengyu, unseen but ever-present, followed at his side, watching as the empire flourished day by day.
He witnessed the expansion of its borders, the rise of its prosperity, and the fierce arguments between Xue Shu, Yin Chengyue, and Xie Yunchuan. He watched as Xue Shu, stubborn as ever, poured the empireâs resources and manpower into building monumental towers of remembrance.
When the final tower was completed, Xue Shu personally oversaw the relocation of Yin Chengyuâs ice-cold coffin from the mausoleum to the newly constructed burial chamber beneath the tower. The chamber was a simple oneâan unadorned crypt containing nothing but a dual coffin carved from gilded nanmu wood.
Dismissed craftsmen and soldiers alike left the chamber at Xue Shuâs command. Alone in the silent tomb, he gave one final order: to seal the entrance from the outside.
Yin Chengyue arrived too late, his furious shouts echoing through the corridor, his protests falling on deaf ears. Xie Yunchuan held him back, coaxing him into retreat as the massive stone door, too heavy to ever be reopened, fell into place.
Outside the sealed tomb, Yin Chengyue and Xie Yunchuan stood motionless, their grief etched in every line of their faces. Inside, Xue Shu, dressed in a vibrant crimson ceremonial robe, carefully lifted Yin Chengyuâs frozen corpse from the ice coffin and clothed him in imperial gold.
Then, he lay down beside the lifeless body, cradling it in the shared coffin meant for two. With a satisfied smile and unshakable resolve, he pulled the lid shut, closed his eyes, and embraced eternal rest.
After all these years, they were finally together, buried in the same tomb.
*
Yin Chengyuâs chest tightened, a jolt of unease tearing through him as he shot upright. The wolf-hair brush slipped from his fingers, clattering onto the desk with a crisp, metallic ring.
Hearing the noise, Zheng Duobao, ever-attentive at his side, stepped forward. "Your Majesty, do you wish to rest?"
The noontime sunlight filtered through the windows, its warmth finally banishing the bone-deep chill that lingered in the room.
For a fleeting moment, Yin Chengyu remained in a daze, his gaze falling on the stack of memorials piled high before him. Slowly, realization dawnedâeverything heâd experienced just moments ago was nothing but a dream. Yet even as he awoke, his chest felt hollow, like something vital had slipped through his grasp.
âWhere is Xue Shu?â
Zheng Duobao opened his mouth to answer, but before he could speak, the door creaked open. Xue Shu entered briskly, bowing slightly.
âYour Grace, Duke Zhenguo, His Majesty has been asking for you.â
Xue Shu approached, taking in the Emperorâs furrowed brows and pallor. His hand instinctively reached out, testing the other manâs forehead for fever. "Your Majesty, have you overexerted yourself again?"
The burdens of state had been unrelenting of late, and ever since the morning court session had ended, Yin Chengyu had been immersed in reviewing petitions without pause.
He shook his head, a subtle dismissal that sent the palace attendants retreating without protest. His fingers reached out to brush against Xue Shuâs cheek, the pads of his fingers meeting reassuring warmth. Only then did the weight in his chest ease, his voice low and deliberate: "Just now, I had a dream. You were in it."
He recounted the fragments of the dream in slow, deliberate detail, his words casting vivid images. As Xue Shu listened, a strange look began to cloud his features. When Yin Chengyu described a dice game of all things, Xue Shu finally broke his silence.
âIt wasnât merely a dream,â he said softly.
Yin Chengyuâs gaze locked on his, startled and searching.
âIn your dream,â Xue Shu continued, a sigh slipping from his lips, âthose events⦠Iâve seen them before, long ago. In dreams of my own.â
The words hit like a thunderclap.
Memories, fragmented and timeworn, came rushing back to Xue Shuâdreams once dismissed as the wistful longings of a restless soul. But now, the truth was undeniable. They hadnât been his alone.
A flicker of tension unraveled in Yin Chengyuâs chest as the silence stretched between them. Slowly, deliberately, he reached out and took Xue Shuâs hand in his. His voice was steady, but beneath it lay a faint tremor as if something in his heart still ached. The memory of his dreamâs final scene lingeredâa smile of contentment tinged with bitter inevitability. But he buried it, choosing instead to steer the conversation to another pressing matter.
âThe Ministry of Works has been instructed to begin constructing the imperial tomb,â he said, his tone as decisive as a blade. âThe main burial chamber will follow the specifications for a double grave.â
Understanding dawned in Xue Shuâs expression, a quiet laugh escaping his lips. âIf the court officials catch wind of this, theyâll throw yet another fit.â
âLet them,â Yin Chengyu said dismissively, his voice sharp and unyielding. âLet them raise all the noise they wantâit wonât change anything.â
This lifetime would be different.
They would not part.
In life, they would rejoice together. In death, they would share a single resting place. Never again would they be separated.
âThe End.