chapter 40

Lexi POV..Lexi: what are you hiding Allen?I mumbled to myself, then i sighed heavily and trying to calm down. Not to show that i heard it... What they are talking about..I slowly went to the living room once Allen dad spot me.. he stopped talking... Allen turned around once he see his dad stop talking and looking at somewhere.. i smile at them.. don't know it is awkward or not..Lexi: ahmm.. dad and Allen.. dinner is ready.. mom told me to call you both..Allen dad: yes dearI said while looking at his dad.. i don't look at Allen.. he titled his head, furrow his eyebrows looking at me confusedly.. i can see it in my corner of my eyes I don't wanna make things awkward so.. i look at him.. smile at him.. he smiled while looking at me.. just by looking at his smile... Everything which is happen just now I forget it for a momentHe stand up... Come towards me.. his dad went out from there already.. he come closer to me... My eyes never leave at his eyes which is looking at me without even blinking.. he Stop his tracks.. once his is infront of me..He caressed my hair in his one hand and hold my hand with his another hand... I don't know what kind of spell he have on me.. I'm just melting by his actions Allen: come.. let's go.. it's already late..He said.. and slowly drag me towards the dining room.. once we come to the dining room.. he made me sit in the chair beside him... After that we all started to eat..I don't know but I'm not hungry right now.. i keep playing with the food.. just looking at the plate...Allen mom: Lexi.. eat properly dear..Lexi: yes mom..*smile*Then i take the food.. and eat it then... I felt Allen come so close to me.. his dad and his mom focused on eating.. he whispered to meAllen: what happened to my teddy bear.. who munching her food like bear?His deep voice which is ring in my ear.. make me Shiver down spine.. I turned and look at him.. his face is so close to me.. i turned around immediately..Lexi: iam not hungry..Allen: still thought eat for our baby.. hmm..?( I nod my head at him)Allen: should I feed you?..Lexi: Allen..( i Said glare at him... He just chuckled at me went to eat.. thanks God.. that his parents didn't notice us)After having dinner.. we were ready to go to our room.. we were on our way to room but Allen hold my hand and stop me from walkingAllen: can we go for a walk? ( He ask me while holding my both hands)Lexi: this late night?..Allen: hmm ( nod his head) why are you scared of when iam here with you?He said while pinching me cheeksAllen: come.. ( then he drang me Along with him.. while Holding mu hand.. it's was kinda chilly in night.. Allen see me shivering in cold.. he take off his coat and put it on me.. then he hold my hand continuing our walk.. i can sence his plam is become so sweaty.. is he nervous? He caressed my thumbs.. continuously.. i look at him and ask)Lexi: you want to say something to me?Allen: huh?!..hmm.. yes..Lexi: tell me then..( i stop walking and he to stop walking)Allen: come  and sit in that bench.. then i will tell you..( then we went and sit in that bench.. Allen still holding my hand... I can  see his nervousness)I keep looking at him waiting for him to talk.. he take deep sighed and started to speakAllen: Lexi..Lexi: hmm..Allen: I'm going to UK for our company lunch..( he look at me and say).. FOR 2 MONTHFor 2 months? He is going away from me.. i get saddened at the thought staying for away from him.. for 2 months.. how can I?.. and this is the stage where i need his warmness and his love a lot..I keep looking down lost in my thoughtsAllen: Lexi.. Lexi... I'm sorry... I don't know what to do.. it's .. i have to go.. but i Don't wanna leave you.. tooI can understand that his is CEO.. he have to go.. he has been really nervous to telling this to me i shouldn't stop him.. he can't be around with me all day.. i should stay strong for him.. so that he can do his work in peaceNot worrying about me.. i should send him off happily.. i placed my hands on him and say.Lexi: it's okk Allen.. you have to go.. i can understand you.Here mom and dad is here.. they can take care of me.. hmm..I comfort him.. i know he worrying about me.. when he come back I'm almost gonna be in 7monthsLexi: i know you worrying about me.. you can go and do your work.. work is important..Allen: once work is important for me.. but now' you're the one who is important but i ha have to goLexi: you can go, don't worry about me..Allen: but I'm gonna miss you alott...He said and wrapped his arms around my waist.. put his head in the crook of my neck.. i caressed his hair.. the thought of me living alone without him.. makeing me cry... But i can't cry.. i should be happy until he went away from hereI control my tears.. while i caressed his hair with my fingers.. he backed away and look at me.. i ask what? By my eyebrows.. he scooted closer to me.. and touch my bumb.. a little bumb..and he caressed it.. i look at him wity teary eyes.. and he started to sayAllen: you're gonna grow a lot when i see you next time.. dad is going away from you for some time.. and i will promise that i will come to see you and mom soon..He said and kiss my tiny bumb.. he looked up to him. And he cup my cheeks and kiss my lips.. I'm gonna miss him a lot.. i don't want to stay away from him.. for so longI'm gonna miss his kiss and his Huggies and his smell.. I'm sure even when he is not near with me the room is gonna smell like him..