15~Number milega kya?
His Longing❤️
the moment my fingers touch the piano . I started trembling that horrible night flashed in front of my eyes . and my all bravery of playing piano is now fading away and I 'm started regretting . but I have to try one more time so I again placed my fingers on the mystical keys of piano . but again that night .... ohh god please help me
that terrrifed scene started roaming into my mind and I'm feeling helpless now . I saw her covered in blood asking help from me . those eyes who always had proud for me . had lost its spark now . that blood red eyes who is looking at me and asking for help to her . that pale face who is trying to asure me that she is fine .
"help"
"help"
"help"
these words are roaming in my mind and I stood there frozen at my place . suddenly I started feeling cold . but my body was sweating .I came out from my dangerous land by a sudden yell which belongs to kriti . I looked at her who is already looking at me with concern . then I moved my gaze to the person who made me suffer in this condition . I looked at him and saw worry in his eyes . worry but why didn't he always thought to saw me weak . I never thought that I show anyone this side of me . no one has ever seen me in this condition except kriti . not even my mom dad because for them I have forgot about everything . they thought that I had a memory loss which is almost true . yes I have forgot many things but that night never gone out from my mind . that night always keep haunting me . no one know that I have nightmares except kriti . she was always with me . doen't matter what she never leaved me alone . she was , she is and she will always be there for me .
I know in this stage no one can handle me except HER . so I ran towards her and grabbed her hand I glared at adi was holding her other hand . and he left it . then I give a deathly glare at zain who was about to speak but got stopped . I left from there and went out from that restaurant and I directly went towards our car . I was about to sit on driving seat when kriti pulled me and made me sit on passenger seat while she sat on driving seat and started driving whole ride was complete silent but my mind was still there . and now I'm started having panic attack again ...
my breathe got uneven and I started breathing heavily . tears started coming from my eyes which was I holding from don't know when . my eyes started getting blured . and darkness started appearing in front of my eyes . I was about to pass out when I hear a voice ...
"saarah ": kriti said
"saarah meri jaan wake up naa " : she again said
"please don't pass out . you have to fight this time .. saarah you can't go to that trauma again . when you know she is alive and sent a letter to you that means she hasn't forgot you too" : she said and I opened my eyes at looked at her teary eyes who is begging to me not to pass out and I know her worry . because she had seen my condition before too
"kyu kriti ? kyu ? asa kyu hua ? unhe kyu jana pada ? vo mere sath bhi to rah sakti thi ? mujhe chhod ke kyu chli gayi ? kya me buri hu kya me kisi ka pyaar deserve nhi karti" ....: I broke in her arms
[why kriti ? why ? why this happen? why she has to go ? she can live with me too , then why she leave me ? am i that much bad , doen't I deserve anyone's love ?}
"nahi meri jaan asa kuch nahi hai .. tumko apne allah pe bharosa hai na fir kyu unki azmaishyo pe sawal kar rahi ho .. ye sab to taqdeer me likha hua hai naa . or honi ko koi nhi taal sakta . my baby my darling my sweetheart ." : she said by hugging me tightly
( No my love, there is nothing like that.. You have faith in your Allah, then why are you questioning his trials.. All this is written in your fate. And no one can predict what will happen. my baby )
She confront me and take me to my room . Then I asure her that I'm fine and send her in room .. then I directly went towards my bathroom. Then I turn on the shower and stood there Fully clothed in cold shower. That shower helps me to get relax.. the way cold water coming in contact with my hot skin sents a shiver into my spine . But this is a bit some relaxing.... After taking shower for an hour. I changed my clothes and went towards my bed to get some sleep . But sleep was now where in my eyes. All the moments that happened today are coming infront of my eyes . But the thing that is confusing me more is why Zain was looking at me with regret and pain in his eyes . Like he was feeling guilty over his deed ..
He is enemy right ... Or should I say he was my enemy we are friends now . But that' s doesn't change the fact that he always wants to see me weak . He always wants to break me . That's what he did today ... But why his eyes saying something else.... Ughh god this is so confusing I should talk to kriti about this .
I stood up my bed and directly went towards kriti's room . Once I reached there I heard her voice . Like she was talking on phone . I looked at my phone's screen and saw it is midnight . With whom she is talking at mid night .. awww it must be her mother . As India and London have different tune zone . I was about to knock when the thing I hear shocked me
"Yes adi" : she said in call
That's mean she is talking to adi ... Ohh progress well done god !!
"Yeah she is fine and must be sleeping now" : she said . Does she talking about me !!
"Yeah I know tell him not to worry she is fine" : she said .
What the hell she is talking about. Whom she is consider as him .. is it Zain ... No it can't be him ..
"Yeah okay good night" : she said and hunged up the call
I was about to go when I hear her voice again ....
"Saarah come inside" : she said ughhh . Why this girl is so clever . I went inside and saw her looking at me with crossed arms
"What happened" : I asked
"I think I should ask this . As you are infront of my room at mid night and eavesdropping my conversation" : she said
"What nooo I wasn't doing that " : I said
"You are" : she said
"No I'm not ": I said
"Okay then tell me the reason of your coming": she said
"Wo-oh ac-tu-ally I want to say thank you" : I said
"Ohh really" : she said
"Yeah and good night took" : I said
"Okay good night now go back ": she said
"Ohh so you can talk with adi more" : I teased
"Hence proved you were eavesdropping" : she said and I mentally slapped myself
"No I wasn't" : I said and was about to ran out from her room when a book hit at head very hard
"Don't lie , and also if you say thank you again I will hit you more hard " : she said and I nodded and went back to my room
Now I can't sleep as I know he was worried for mee .. god am I dreaming like my enemy is worried for mee wahoo nice achievement saarah ....
NEXT MORNING ð :
I woke up at 6 in the morning. Because of urgent nature's call . I yawned and directly went to my washroom to freshen up after getting freshed I changed in my joggers and went downstairs for jogging in near by park . I was jogging with listening music by my headset . But don't know why I was feeling someone's tensed gaze at me .I looked around myself but found no one . I ignored it and went back to my home as I was done for today . Once I reached I again felt someone's gaze . This scene reminds me VARUN'S coming. But this time this gaze is different like weird. I felt that before too . This gaze is familiar but don't know whom .. I shrugged this thought off from my mind and went inside my home
I directly went to my gym and does some workout . By the end of my work out session I was sweating to the hell . So I go back to my room and took a hot relaxing shower. Then I went to kitchen to cook some breakfast for us . But once I reached there I saw Kriti is already making breakfast... From where the sun shine today
"Am I dreaming Kriti is making breakfast": u said dramatically and she flinched at her place because of my sudden voice
"Ohh God you scared me " she said and placed her hand on her chest
"You scared me ... What's the matter you up at early morning " : I said dramatically and she rolled her eyes
"Nothing just want to cook today " : she said
"Ohh so world's best cook finally wants to cook " : I said and we both burst into laughter ... Well kriti cook really nice food .
After breakfast we both got ready for college and once we reached at college I saw everyone is busy in her on world . We both leave each other for our classes . She left for fashion designer block and I went to engineering..
Once I was done with my classes I went to canteen and saw Kriti already waiting for mee . But she was not alone Zain and adi are with her . I went towards her and sit at the empty chair which is between kriti and Zain .
"Look saarah to came and now you can see she is fine and stop blaming too ": adi said
"Who is blaming": I said
"Saarah Zain is blaming himself for your last night's condition": he said and I looked at him and he looked at me and I saw guilty and worry in his eyes again
"Well he is right " : I said and everyone's jaw dropped at ground and his face turned pale . He looked at me and then looked at ground...
"Dude I was just kidding don't be serious" : I said and everyone looked at me with angry gaze
"That was a really bad joke" : she said
"Very bad " : adi said
"Worst one" : Zain said
"Ohk ohk enough " : I said and we all bursted into laughter
We chat a little bit more than started heading off towards our home . We all were in parking a lot and as usual I am bringing my car to main gate while kriti stood there same goes with boys too . Zain is with me in parking lot I was about to say inside my car when I felt hand grip on my wrist and I turned around to find Zain holding my hand and looking at me
"What " : I said
"What " : he said
"What happened " : I said
"What happened " : he said
"Zain is a asshole" : I said
"Saarah is a bitch " : he said and we both laughed
"I'm sorry saarah, I really didn't know that ": he said
"It's okay dude it's not your fault I should have said this to you before instead of choosing my ego I should have tell you . So it's my fault " : I said
"No it's not your fault , I challenged you that's why you did that so its my fault " : he said
"No it's my fault " : I said
" No it's my fault" : he said
"Mine " : I said
"Mine " : he said
" Enough no one at fault okay " : I said and he nodded I was about to go when he pulled me again
" Hey can I get your number " : he said and I looked at him shocked
"My number but why " : I said
"Arrey we are friends naa " : he said
"Who were enemies before " : I said
"But friends now " : he said
"Okay so my number is 83xx" : I said
"Yeah next " : he said
" That' sit " : I said
" Hey it's just 4 digits " : he said
"Yeah I know" : I said
"So what's next " : he said
"You have to gain my number today you apologised so you got 4 digits . Do something which makes me to give you my whole number ZM" : I said and ran from there by giggling and he stood there shocked
Before he react further I sat inside my car and left from there ....
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