21~The Event
His Longing❤️
It's been two days since she left . She didn't said anything nor contacted with me . I don't no why I'm feeling hurt by her behaviour she should at least inform me too . After all I'm her boyfriend... So there is only two days left in event and me kriti and adi were preparing for it . Our song is still not prepared because we need saarah for that . As she is the lead singer here . Kriti said she'll be back today but I don't know when .
Our day was too busy in event preparation and our classes.. after that I directly headed towards my home to get some rest .
NEXT DAY ;
The Event is going to held Tommorow but she hasn't reached yet . I talked with kriti and she said saarah haven't contacted with her too .now I think something is fishy between them these girls are hiding something from us the day saarah left kriti's behaviour got changed she started to behave weird . Like she came to college and directly went to her classes after that she take a look on preparation then practice with us for sometime then left for home. She is not talking much with us .not only with me she is not talking with adi too
Also saarah 's sudden visit to Paris also make things weird . I'm sure they are hiding something .today is the last day for us to practice and she is not here yet . How come we are going to perform .. I have to talk with kriti . No matter what I have to talk with her
At evening, after our classes I and adi made a plan to cage her . So we sent a boy to her and told her that mr knight are asking for her in band room . After she arives there we went inside and locked the door from inside
"What the hell you are doing guys " : she said
"We need to talk " : adi said first
"Adi we can talk later too what is this ? " : she said and pointed towards locked door
"Kriti first listen to us " : I said
"Fine !! " : she said
"Where is saarah ? And why she isn't contacting us . Why she still didn't reached here " : I said and she looked away
"Speak up kriti " : adi said
" I don't know " : she said in very low voice
"What ? What do you mean ? " : we said together
"Guys please leave meeee .. I don't have any answer for your questions " : she said with tears in her eyes
"Kriti babe calm down " : adi said
"Kriti please tell us when is she coming back " : I said to her
"Zain please .. fine listen then I don't know where is she , I don't know when is she going to come back , I don't know will she come back or not , I don't know she is alive or not , she is in danger guys " : she said and bursted into tears
"What " : we both yelled toghether
"Yes she is in danger , she said she'll call me every hour but no she didn't even contacted with me in these days . Before her separation she said she'll be back within two days as she have to perform . She is not performing for herself she is performing for us . For her sister , she didn't need any fame she just want our happiness that's why she didn't tell us before leaving because she doesn't want us to worry about her also she doesn't want us to be in danger . She is a gem guys I'm blessed to have her in my life . Never never in her life she thought to hurt anyone. She is an angel but she is so dumb . She went alone in danger . I don't know what happened to her . I don't know whether she is hurt or not . I don't know will she come back or not . I don't know am I going to meet her or not " : she said and break down .
"What the hell is happening here " : adi said and ran towards kriti to console her
And I was frozen at my spot . I can't believe she is in danger all alone . How can she do this to mee how can she become so careless , so clumsy .. How can she goo alone . Doesn't she feels anything for me . It's means she doesn't trust me ....I left from there and went outside of college in backyard at soon I reached there I was alone . No one was present there .. I fell on my knees ...
"Ya allah vo jaha bhi hai uska khayal rakhna usko khairiat se ghar wapas laa do allah paak . Mene kabhi apse kuch nahi manga bas usko sahi salamat vapas laa do allah paak ... Please meri saarah ko kuch mat hone dena Allah paak . Jo meri jaan ban chuki hai aab me uske bina nahi rah sakta . Please Allah paak usko salamat rakhna . Voto kahti hai vo apki ladli hai . Aap apni ladli ka khayal rakhna Allah . ...
Mene hamesha apne jazbato ko dabaya hai . Hamesha inkar kiya hai ki me uske liye kuch mahsus nahi karta . Par me aaj qubool karta hu . Ki me us se bohot mohabbat karta hu . Itni mohabbat ki usne bina jeene ke bare me tasawur bhi nhi kar sakta. . please mere maula , mere khuda usko salamat rakhna or usko mere pass bhej do please" ...
(Yes Allah, wherever she is, take care of her, bring her back home safely, Allah Paak. I never asked you for anything, just bring her back safely, Allah Paak... Please accept my request .... Please don't let anything happen to my life, O Allah. She has become my life, now I cannot live without her. Please keep her safe, O Allah. She says she is your daughter. Please take care of your daughter. I always denied about my feelings towards her . But today I'm accepting that I love her . I love her that much that I can't live without her . Please my Allah .please Allah send her back to me )
THE EVENT DAY :
She still didn't came yet . And here we all are still hoping for best . We all are broken because of her departure but still we haven't loose our hope yet . She has to comeback and I know my Allah will not let anything happen to her . My Allah will take care of her .
THE EVENT :
Finally it's event day though we are not happy but still we have to put a fake smile on our faces to show everyone that we are happy . Everyone is searching for saarah as she is not present here . I lied about 10 times to principal sir about her sudden disappearness. We have decided to perform because it was her choice . She wants us to perform so we will perform . We'll play her recordings in performance to cover whole song as she was the main lead .
Currently I'm getting ready for my performance in dressing room . I was buttoning my shirt when someone barged into my room without knocking and I think there is no need to mention his name se you guys already who is he
"Bro haven't got ready yet " : adi said
"Just doing my shirt " : I said to him
"Bro you okay naa " : he asked
"Yes I'm why " : I said back
"Bro there is no need to lie in front of me just tell okay " : he said and I broke down
"No . I'm not okay . I'm not okay without her I don't know how am I going to perform adi .. she was the main lead now she is not here .. we practiced this together we dreamt about this day toghether how come I going to perform without her . I don't know how I'm going to play her recordings. Adi I can't" : I said to him and he hugged me
"It's okay bro she'll be back soon you just perform. You said this day was her dream . Don't you think you have to full fill this dream of her " : he said
"Yeah bro that' s why I'm performing bro " : I said to her and suddenly there is one more knock on door and kriti came inside
"Guys all ready " : she said but her voice was also heavy she is trying not to breakdown here
"Kriti babe you okay naa " : asi said
"No ! But this is for her " : she said and adi hugged her after that Varun too came
"Guys let's go next is our performance " : he said
"Wait everyone okay naa " : he said
"Yeah " : we all said toghether
"Let's go guys " : I said
"Wait a group hug " : adi and Varun said
"Yes " : kriti said and we all made a group hug and join our heads with each other
"We have to show ourselves, we have to win this , we have to win this for saarah " : we all said toghether
We cleared ourselves and went towards back stage as another team was performing. After there performance. It's time or us
"Guys it's show time .. let's rock " : I said and we all went to stage
PERFORMANCE:
//"Shining in the sand in sun like a pearl up on the ocean
Come and feel me, Ho Feel me
Shining in the shed in sun like a pearl up on the ocean
Come and heal me, O Heal me
Thinking about the love n making The Life for sharing
Come and feel me O feel me
Shining in the sand in sun like a pearl up on the ocean
Come and feel me, Come on Heal me.. " : we sang toghether
"Hua Jo tu bhi mera Mera, Tera Jo ikrarr hua
To kyun na mein bhi, Keh dun keh dun
Hua mujhe bhi Pyaar hua " : we played saarah's voice ....
"Tera hone laga hoon, Khone Laga hoon
Jab se mila hoon
Tera hone laga hoon, Khone Laga hoon
Jab se mila hoon" : I sang with tears in my eyes as I was thinking about her
"Shining in the sand in sun like a pearl up on the ocean
Come and feel me, O Feel me
Shining in the shade in sun like a pearl up on the ocean
Come and Heal me.. O Heal me.. " : we sang toghether...
"umm waise to maan mera
Phele bhi raaton mein
Aksar hi chahat ke haan, Sapne Sanjota tha
Phele bhi dhadkan yeh, Dhoonn koi gaati thi
Par abb jo hota hai who, Phele na hota tha " ; I sang and I was about to play her recording but before I play I heared voice I think adi played
"Hua hai Tujhe jo bhi jo bhi
Mujhe bhi is paar hua
To kyun na main bhi keh doon keh doon
hoona mujhe bhi pyaar hua" : she sang and I looked in front of me where she was coming with guitar in her hands I can't believe I think this is my illusion but after that she came and stood besides me and started singing with us
Tera hone laga hoon, Khone Laga hoon
Jab se mila hoon
Tera hone laga hoon, Khone Laga hoon
Jab se mila hoon
Aankhon se chhoon lu k baahein tarasti hain
Dil ne pukaara hai haan, Ab to Chale aao
Aao k Shabnam ki Bundein Barasti hain
Mausam Ishaara hai haan...
Ab to Chale aao!!
Baahon mein Daale Baahein Baahein
Baahon ka Jaise haar hoona..
Haan Maana maine maana maana...
hoona mujhe bhi pyaar hoona
Tera hone laga hoon, Khone Laga hoon
Jab se mila hoon
That's how our performance goes . As soon our performance ended I throw my guitar and mic and hugged her tightly at stage in front of whole college........
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WHERE WAS SHE ?
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